hands up at broad chest height, open palms toward blonde as he shuffles backwards only a millimeter but enough to show his flair for dramatics. " relax, i'm very proud of you for mauling him alive and keeping him as your toy. " jests around, playfulness clear in the intonation of voice. it's great that their relation has become this weird sibling - like friendly back and forth. " and maybe that's what i'm afraid off. " touchy point, had his own ups and downs throughout his entire life - that perfectionism haunting his nights and days until he crashed. " no one. " speed extremely fast, stays tight - lipped. doesn't even know her name, yet only moniker for the raven - haired beauty.
“ mhm. ” entirely unconvinced, sound dragged out as she watches him over the rim of her water bottle. the answer comes far too quickly for her to buy it. “ nicholas. ” warning laced through amusement, one brow lifting. “ you don't start spiralling over first date locations for no one. ” then softer, nudging his arm again. “ and for the record? the right person usually likes the parts of you that aren't polished yet – so hurry up and tell me who it fucking is. ”
the sound against her skin sent a warm shiver down her spine. his laugh was a sound she'd never tire of, a sound she'd capture in a bottle if she could, and its former absence had echoed through her life. ❝ you'd have to distract me so i don't burst out laughing. ❞ eyes flickered down to his lips. another thought had been steadily growing in the back of her mind the longer the night, somehow both stuffy and over the top, had stretched on. ❝ think anyone would notice if we leave early ? there's that good burger place only a few blocks away. ❞ and the small hors d'oeuvres served hadn't filled her stomach.
his expression changes immediately - like she's just handed him an out he didn't realise he'd been looking for all night. “ a burger place? ” dominic repeats, a quiet laugh slipping out under the words. “ you're offering me an escape route and expecting me to say no? ” his hand shifts slightly at her waist, thumb brushing over the fabric as his head dipped down to press a quick kiss against her shoulder. “ i've spent the last hour pretending tiny pieces of salmon on crackers count as food. ” a glance flicks across the room - the overdressed guests, the live music, someone still arguing loudly in the corner - before he looks back at her with something close to relief. “ honestly, i think leaving this place with you might be the best decision i've made tonight. ”
( Ꮺ ) “ nothing bundt cakes is coming out with their new flavors today ! ” asia clapped her hands in excitement. “ we've got to go before the crowd forms and they run out of the new ones. i want to try the strawberry cheesecake and i'll be so upset if they're all gone. ”
closed starter, @imprfct4u, @soixantequinze, @inhvritance
“ you're talking like this is a military operation. ” marlowe laughs under her breath, though she's already reaching for her jacket because realistically there was never a universe where she says no to cake. “ and if i end up emotionally attached to a seasonal flavour just for them to rip it away from me in three weeks, i'm blaming you personally. ” eyes narrow slightly in mock suspicion, heading towards the door. “ quick before the suburban moms and pilates girls wipe the plate clean. ”
❝ yeah, sometimes. ❞ allows with a nod, glancing across the room aimlessly as she raises her own goblet to chapped lips. she's altogether certain they don't mean just the same thing, but it doesn't matter. all of this, every moment of her life, is far beyond what she'd ever wished for. her dreams had been softer, sweeter, than any of this could have hoped to be, but she wouldn't trade it in a heartbeat. ❝ but maybe you do need to embrace it, marlowe. if only for tonight, and in the morning ⸺ use it. open up your journal and write. ❞
“ yeah, because that's always healthy. ” words dry around the rim of her glass, but there's no real bite behind them tonight. marlowe glances sideways at fawn instead, mouth twitching faintly like she's fighting off a smile she doesn't quite trust. “ you know the worst part? you're probably right. " there's something quieter in her expression, tiredness, maybe. or the kind of honesty that only really shows up once the night's gone soft around the edges and she's around someone she trusts. especially since she knows what fawn is referring to. “ i think i forget sometimes that this is actually happening. like if i look at it directly for too long, it'll disappear… or i'll ruin it again. ” a short laugh escapes, quick to down her drink. “ maybe that's the problem - we've spent so long trying to survive this whole thing that we never stop to enjoy it. ”
setting : backstage at one of sienna’s gigs. status : open to anyone [ 0 / 6 ]
Sienna could still feel the adrenaline thrumming through her veins, rattling against her ribs like something trying to escape. Her eyes burned from the relentless camera flashes, her ears still ringing with bass-heavy music and the roar of applause that lingered long after the runway lights had dimmed. There was nowhere she felt more alive than on a runway, suspended in that strange fever dream of glamour and spectacle, but God, it was exhausting.
Now seated in front of the vanity mirror, cotton pad in hand as she wiped layers of expensive makeup from her face, she finally felt herself beginning to breathe again. The glittering dress they’d practically sewn onto her body earlier that evening was gone, abandoned in a shimmering heap across the room, and without it she felt lighter, more like herself. For the first time all night, she could unclench.
The show had been a success. The crowd had loved the collection, every look earning hungry flashes of cameras and murmurs of approval, and the designer had seemed more than satisfied with her performance. Sienna found herself replaying the details in her mind anyway, every turn, every pose, every split-second expression, when the sound of approaching footsteps pulled her from her thoughts.
Her gaze lifted to the mirror, catching sight of the figure behind her, and a small smile tugged at her lips as she shifted in the chair. “You made it,” she greeted softly. “Did you enjoy the show?”
she leans against the doorway with one shoulder, jacket thrown over her arm and a drink balanced loosely between her fingers like she's forgotten it's even there. “ barely. ” she answers with a crooked grin. “ some woman with a camera nearly took me out trying to get a shot of somebody smoking dramatically outside. ” eyes settle on the other properly. “ this part always feels weirdly depressing to me though. like watching cinderella clock out after a shift. ”
Being up in the morning was now an ingrained part of Rhea's habits. So even when she had a day off of work she was usually up and about in town. She wasn't usually aware of how busy things could be during the week, a rare day off fixing that, but she did notice someone looking around for a seat.
"I'm not expecting anyone if you would like to join me."
“ careful. ” florence says dryly as she sets her cup down, the faintest trace of amusement beneath it. “ that's a dangerous level of kindness for new york. ” she slips into the chair opposite with practiced composure, movements neat, controlled. even off-duty there's something distinctly clinical about her - posture too straight, expression too measured. “ i appreciate it. ” phone gets placed face-down beside her coffee. “ the city apparently decided everybody needed caffeine at the same time this morning. ”
hey, i think i just served FLORENCE MONTERO ! you mean the THIRTY NINE year old NEUROSURGEON known for their CASHMERE COATS DRAPED OVER DESIGNER SCRUBS & DARK RED LIPSTICK THAT NEVER SEEMS TO SMEAR ? no way, what did they order ? COBRA’S FANG. wow, no surprise for someone whose garnered a reputation for being COMPOSED AND JUDGEMENTAL. i heard the hostess say they were being targeted by @ROBINHOOD because of THE OPERATING ROOM MELTDOWN THAT GOT HALF HER RESIDENTS TRANSFERRED. maybe it's just me but it doesn't align with the tabloids screaming about THE FLASH OF DIAMOND EARRINGS UNDER OPERATING ROOM LIGHTS, COLD HANDS WRAPPED AROUND ESPRESSO CUPS & HEELS CLICKING THROUGH EMPTY HOSPITAL CORRIDORS BEFORE SUNRISE whenever their name comes up. make sure to deliver the drink to the HOSPITAL SUITE ( TABLE 1, DRINK A ) and let’s hope they're a good tipper. if not, i'll happily send in some stories of my own.
childhood !!
florence montero was raised in a family where medicine was treated less like a career and more like an expectation. the monteros built their reputation through discipline, achievement and an almost obsessive dedication to professional success. appearances mattered. accomplishments mattered. weakness, uncertainty and emotional messiness did not. her parents measured pride through results - grades, accolades, internships, recognition - and affection often felt tied to performance rather than comfort. personal lives were mostly ignored so long as they never interfered with the family’s image or ambitions.
it shaped florence more than she likes admitting. she learned very young how to compartmentalise herself, how to swallow discomfort, how to perform composure even when she was hurting, intelligence became the safest way to earn approval and medicine quickly became less of a choice and more of an inevitability. despite the pressure surrounding her upbringing, florence was always fiercely protective of her younger sister.
even as children, there was a quiet instinct in her to shield her from the harsher edges of the family’s expectations whenever she could. where florence grew into the family’s rigidity, her younger sister remained one of the few reminders that softness still existed somewhere in her life. she loves her deeply - sometimes awkwardly, sometimes overbearingly, but with a loyalty fierce enough to rival anything else in her life.
early career !!
medicine became the first thing florence ever truly belonged to. she threw herself into it completely - years of impossible schedules, sleepless nights and relentless ambition eventually leading her into neurosurgery. residency hardened her. she developed a reputation for brilliance under pressure, terrifying standards and composure that bordered on inhuman during emergencies.
while other people built balanced lives around their careers, florence allowed hers to consume everything else. she became known as someone capable of operating for hours without losing focus, a surgeon trusted with impossible cases and impossible expectations. success came quickly, but so did the rumours: difficult to work with, emotionally detached, too demanding, too cold.
the truth was simpler. florence expected perfection because mistakes in her world destroyed lives.
personality !!
even at rest, there is a tension to her - shoulders held straight, jaw tight, eyes always assessing. she notices exits the second she enters a room, notices who is nervous, who is lying, who wants something from her. years in medicine trained her to anticipate disaster before it happens and now she doesn’t really know how to turn that instinct off. most people interpret it as intimidation, florence simply doesn’t know how to relax anymore.
she is deeply, almost compulsively, self-controlled. not because she lacks emotion, but because she feels everything far too intensely to trust it openly. anger is swallowed until it becomes icy silence, grief gets compartmentalised into sixteen hour shifts and expensive wine she never finishes, affection hides itself in practicalities: booking flights for someone before they ask, remembering the exact medication they mentioned three months ago, showing up at 2am without complaint when the rest of the world disappears. she struggles to say “i love you” plainly but she will rearrange her entire life around the people she cares about and somehow still insist it was nothing.
control is safety to her, predictability is safety, competence is safety, she has very little patience for recklessness or emotional immaturity and cannot stand people who create chaos and expect others to clean it up behind them. she is sharp-tongued when frustrated, brutally honest when pushed too far and has a tendency to dissect people psychologically in arguments with surgical precision. she knows exactly where to cut when she wants something to hurt. it’s one of the things she dislikes most about herself, though she would never admit it out loud.
despite her reputation, she is not cruel for the sake of cruelty. most of her harshness comes from expectation - she genuinely believes people are capable of more than they allow themselves to be. she pushes residents hard because hesitation in her field gets people killed and she pushes herself even harder. failure terrifies her in a way she’ll never fully confess, not because of embarrassment, but because she equates mistakes with irreversible damage. one bad decision in her world can destroy a life forever.
so she carries everything. every patient she lost, every surgery that almost went wrong, every moment she wasn’t fast enough, smart enough, careful enough. florence remembers all of it.
she’ll run herself into the ground without noticing until her body physically forces her to stop. she skips meals, survives on caffeine and adrenaline, forgets what day it is, sleeps in silk sheets she barely gets to use. there are weeks where the only thing keeping her functional is routine and sheer stubbornness, people assume she has her life perfectly together because she looks immaculate while falling apart.
divorce !!
her divorce only sharpened those edges.
for years, florence tried to balance impossible things at once: being the kind of neurosurgeon people trusted with their lives while also trying to be someone’s wife. eventually, one started devouring the other, missed anniversaries became cancelled holidays, dinners interrupted by emergency pages became entire nights spent at the hospital without warning. there was always another surgery, another patient, another crisis more urgent than whatever waited for her at home.
and then there was the affair. not hers - his.
florence spent years being blamed for rumours she never bothered correcting. late nights with colleagues, photographs leaving galas beside donors and politicians, tabloids desperate to paint her as cold enough to cheat simply because she was difficult to hold onto. eventually, suspicion settled into the marriage so deeply that it stopped mattering what was true and what wasn’t.
and while florence was busy trying to keep people alive, her husband found comfort somewhere quieter. someone softer, someone actually there. the fallout was ugly in the way only deeply exhausted love can be, not screaming matches or shattered glass, but months of bitterness, accusations and silence sharp enough to cut through walls. florence handled the betrayal the same way she handles most pain: coldly, defensively. she buried herself deeper into work, pretended it didn’t hurt nearly as much as it did and refused to give him the satisfaction of watching her fall apart.
but it ruined something in her. not just trust - certainty. for the first time in years, florence found herself unable to fix something no matter how hard she worked at it. no surgery, no precision, no impossible hours could save a marriage already rotting from neglect and resentment. by the time the divorce papers were signed, they barely resembled the people who had once loved each other. in the end, the marriage didn’t explode. it decayed quietly beneath years of absence and unanswered loneliness until there was simply nothing left worth saving.
she almost never speaks about the divorce publicly, which only made people more fascinated by it. tabloids painted her as everything from emotionally unavailable ice queen to secretly reckless cheater depending on the week. florence, as always, let them talk. explaining herself has always felt too close to vulnerability and vulnerability has always felt dangerously close to losing control.
current day !!
socially, florence can be surprisingly charismatic when she chooses to be. she knows exactly how to perform elegance: the measured smile, the perfect posture, the low voice that makes people lean closer without realising. she photographs beautifully, speaks intelligently, makes people feel studied in conversations, which often reads as fascination even when she’s simply analysing them. she is excellent at playing the role expected of her - wealthy surgeon, poised socialite, untouchable older daughter - but very few people ever meet the version underneath all that armour.
and underneath it? there is someone painfully lonely. someone who secretly envies people capable of softness, someone who wants intimacy desperately but mistrusts it the second it’s offered, someone who has spent so long being admired for what she can do that she no longer believes she would be loved if she ever stopped performing usefulness.
florence loves with frightening loyalty once someone earns their place in her life. she becomes protective to the point of possessiveness sometimes, quietly observant of everything that could harm the people she cares about. she remembers tiny details no one else does, she notices when someone is tired before they admit it, she keeps emergency contacts memorised, she listens more than people realise but she is also incredibly difficult to reach emotionally. she avoids vulnerability by intellectualising everything, deflecting with dry humour or cold logic whenever conversations become too personal. if someone gets close enough to genuinely hurt her, her instinct is usually withdrawal rather than confrontation. disappear into work. disappear into silence. pretend none of it affected her at all.
the tragedy of florence montero is that she has mastered saving other people’s lives while having absolutely no idea how to take care of her own.
wanted connections !!
the ex-husband !!
the man who loved florence before the tabloids did. before the galas, the awards, the impossible surgeries and impossible expectations. their marriage didn’t fail because the love disappeared — it failed because exhaustion replaced it slowly enough that neither of them noticed until resentment had already settled into the walls. his affair shattered something fundamental in florence, but there’s still history there. anger. guilt. unfinished grief. maybe they still speak occasionally in the strange, painful way divorced people sometimes do when they once knew each other too well.
the socialite patient !!
someone wealthy and high-profile whose loved one ended up under florence’s care years ago. maybe it was a parent, sibling, spouse or child - someone florence operated on during the worst night of their life. maybe they project something onto her because of it. they keep reappearing at galas, charity events and private dinners under increasingly thin excuses until people start assuming they’re a little closer than they actually are.
the one-night stand she can’t forget !!
florence usually keeps relationships emotionally distant and carefully compartmentalised. then there’s this person - someone who got under her skin far more than they were supposed to. maybe it happened during the breakdown period of her marriage, maybe after the divorce - either way, the problem is not the sex. the problem is that florence can’t stop thinking about them afterward.
the childhood best friend !!
someone who knew florence before medicine hardened her edges completely. they remember who she was before she learned how to weaponise composure and perfectionism and maybe they’re one of the only people willing to tell her when she’s destroying herself.
the family-approved match !!
someone from another wealthy old-money family pushed toward florence post-divorce because they’re considered “appropriate.” on paper, they make perfect sense: successful, intelligent, respectable. emotionally, it’s a disaster. maybe florence keeps trying to force herself to want it because it would make her life easier.
the soft person !!
someone genuinely kind in a way florence doesn’t know how to deal with. patient, emotionally open, gentle without being weak. the exact sort of person she secretly envies and instinctively mistrusts at the same time. the dynamic becomes florence waiting for them to eventually leave while slowly becoming addicted to the safety of their presence.
the person who sees through her !!
someone entirely unimpressed by florence’s reputation, status or intimidation tactics. they challenge her directly, call her out when she’s cruel and refuse to let her hide behind professionalism. florence should hate them for it. instead, they become one of the few people she feels genuinely honest around.
the affair rumour !!
someone florence was falsely accused of cheating with during her marriage. maybe they’re another surgeon, a donor, a politician or someone equally scandalous. tabloids practically built a fake relationship around them despite nothing actually happening. now they’re awkwardly linked forever in public perception, whether they like it or not.
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an apparition she is, poised with chin tilted skyward, throat bare to display of stars unable to gaze upon in the city as a cigarette burns between slender digits ⎯⎯ her mother would loathe the sight. soon his voice threads itself through her stillness, prompting a startled twisting of torso and femme swiftly discards stick, crushing it with heel. knows him, of course but mostly in passing, functions in which both of their families were honorary names in attendance. “ i do get what you mean .. but i still kind of hate it. ” lithe shoulders rise and fall coolly in tandem with words, “ all of it, actually. i mean, at least back home you don't have time to think about whether something's real or not .. you just keep going, you know ? ” a beat. “ i can't wait to get back. ”
he watches the cigarette disappear beneath her heel without commenting on it, expression barely shifting beyond the small twitch at the corner of his mouth. he understands more than most the instinct to hide things before somebody can make them into a problem. “ yup. ” agreement flows easy, lacking the charm he usually wore around people. attention slides back toward best friend's sister, lips curled. “ honestly? i think i'm just impressed that you're saying it out loud - most people would rather die than admit they're miserable at one of these things. ” gaze flickers over her face for a second, easy and unguarded. “ so i kind of like that you're not trying to sell me some perfect version of it .”
" my head hurts because i'm trying to hard to plan the best first date for some girl whose name i don't even know. how did mr ingrid bianchi win you over ? i need help and i'm desperate. "
“ see, that's your first mistake. nate didn't win me over - i practically hunted that man for sport. ” grin appears instantly, lazy and unapologetic as she reached over to nudge his arm. “ stop trying to make it perfect, women can tell when something feels rehearsed. if she likes you, she'll probably just want to see you being normal, which unfortunately might be difficult for you. ” words trail off for half a second, expression narrowing slightly as realisation finally catches up to her. “ who are you seeing? ”
STATUS open to all
LOCATION the set of “ rise & shine ” , valmont studios
paloma knocked twice before letting herself into the green room. she had slipped out mid-blowout. “ hi there! we are so happy to have you on the show. i've been looking forward to this interview all week. ” she walked closer, hand smoothing the front of her blazer out of habit. “ is there anything i can get for you before we go out there? the coffee here is amazing. ”
marlowe glances up from where she's half sunk into the chair, one leg thrown over the other, sunglasses still on despite the fact they're indoors. “ if i had to interview me, i'd need at least two drinks and a legal waiver. ” her voice has that rough edge to it – tired, maybe hungover, maybe both. she shifts enough to sit up properly. “ how amazing are we talking? because i made the mistake of getting coffee at a gas station this morning with my manager and i'm pretty sure it stripped paint off the inside of my throat. ” the corner of her mouth twitches faintly, standing up fully to brush her trousers down her legs. “ if it's good coffee, i'll love you forever. ” head tilts slightly then, attention settling back on the other properly. “ you always this calm before interviews or are you secretly panicking inside too? ”
his arrival instantly made her smile brighten, spreading up to her eyes, and fingers wrapped around the offered glass. were it not for words inviting her to look elsewhere, she would've let surroundings fade away but couldn't resist hunger for entertainment. ❝ next someone is going to slip and fall in the spilled drink, ❞ she whispered in his ear, free hand shielding her laughter. body leaned into his — two puzzle pieces fitting together. ❝ good. this is exactly where i want to be. ❞
his laugh is quiet, immediate against her ear - the kind that only happens because she's close enough to pull it out of him without trying. “ don't. ” he murmurs, amusement threading through. “ because if someone does fall, i'm absolutely pretending i saw nothing. ” his hand tightens slightly at her waist as she leans into him, instinctively pulling her that little bit closer until there's no space between them. like if the room insists on being this ridiculous, he can at least have this. the corner of his mouth lifts slightly at her words, something quieter settling into his expression. “ good - because i think this might be the first part of tonight i've actually liked. ”
“ did julien end up favouring just one ? ” their time at the build-a-creature popup in germany ended with pippa offering to buy half of the stuffed creatures ingrid picked. and more. it was a mistake to ask for pippa’s opinion— one who loved to spoil whenever she’s given the chance to. “ i honestly think we should’ve gotten the dragon in moss green too. ”
“ he did actually. ” laugh comes easy, head shaking as she reaches for her glass to take a quick sip from. “ the sea monster. apparently it's his best friend now - it's been dragged to breakfast, into the bath, into the car … ” there's no real complaint in her tone - just fondness as usual, the kind that settles warm whenever firstborn gets attached to something. “ but now you've said about the dragon again and i'm thinking maybe we did make a mistake. ” eyes narrow thoughtfully, dramatic for effort. “ because imagine him running around with a moss green dragon tucked under his little arm like he's about to defend a kingdom. i'd have eaten that up. ”
it's not his scene. all these people, all this horror. kent would rather spend his day surrounded by true monsters than all these feathers, yet he's here for one reason, and one reason alone - and she's never looked more beautiful. ❝ ignore them, sweetheart. this is your night. ❞ squeezing her hand, he draws her closer, and turns to face only her. ❝ and none of them, not a single soul, is worth your attention. ❞ he presses a kiss to her forehead, ❝ i, for one, am quite proud of you for all of this, you know. ❞
the tension in her jaw eases slightly as he turns towards her, shoulders loosening by degrees beneath the weight of his attention alone. “ that's because you're biased … and you have to say that. ” words quiet now, lacking the sharpness from moments before. her thumb drifts absently across the back of his hand, grounding herself there while the noise of the gala dulls somewhere behind him. “ i don't feel very graceful tonight, nate. ” she admits after a beat, the façade of her glowing smile on the carpet in front of the photographers fully gone. “ everyone looks like they belong here and i feel like i'm one comment away from becoming a cautionary tale. ” and yet, the corner of her mouth lifts faintly, small and softer. “ but you're annoyingly good at making me forget that. ”
OPEN STARTER : laurence riordan
a random cafe near graham records
laurie looks up at the footsteps beside their table, flipping its notebook closed and pulling it out of the way to make space for their guest. the other goes to speak, and laurie holds up a hand. “ give me a sec, ” they say, downing the last of their coffee before setting the cup down. “ okay, i'm all ears. what's got you looking like someone hid vegemite in your chocolate ? ”
marlowe looks like death. there's sunglasses covering most of her face, hood half up despite the weather and the kind of slow, careful movement of someone whose body is currently rejecting every life choice she's ever made. “ if you speak above a reasonable indoor volume, i'll actually die. ” she drops in the chair across from the other with a groan, pressing the heels of her hands into her eyes. “ and for the record, vegemite in chocolate sounds less traumatising than what's currently happening inside my skull. ” she reaches across for the water on the table without asking, drinking like she's been wandering the desert for three business days. “ i don't remember getting home, which is usually my first sign that maybe i've made a series of deeply concerning decisions. ”