but it made me so, so sad finding out about supreme boi. it sent me into a panic attack because i loved hope world.. it was such a breach of something i loved. i never would've expected this. ofc not blaming u im so glad for the info. but finding out about collabs.. i don't fully know how much bts would know about them. i mean, i know nothing about nicki minaj or charlie puth. ppl i like LISTEN to problematic artists. but i now feel it's their responsibility to research, as adults. (2/?)
i suppose i just feel sad now. bts were linked into my life. photos on my phone, songs i loved, inspirations for art. and it’s hard to let that go. i wanted so hard to believe they were good, kind people who i could listen to when i was sad. like all the other 15/16 yr old girls my age. do i think they’re bad people? not necessarily. i don’t think they set out to hurt anyone. i don’t rly think they hold true discriminatory intent or beliefs. esp w lack of artistic control as of late. (3/?)
i suppose all i can say is i’ll need to let bts go. it hurts very much. i can’t avoid them; they’re everywhere. i will always admire their unicef campaign + donations to charity. thank you for your posts informing people, even tho i’m sure it was so hard for you. i’m 16. it’s hard to find celebrities to trust now but i’m glad my eyes are opened. i’ll let bts go. tho they likely don’t know (+ i do believe that), they should research 4 collabs. sorry for rambling but im grateful. thank u ♡ (4/4)
thanks for your messages, anon! sadly, tumblr swallowed your first message, so i hope there wasn’t anything too important in it. it’s also been a while since someone has messaged me about this, so i was a bit surprised tbh!
i’m sorry to know the contents of the post gave you a panic attack, and that you feel the need to let bts go despite it hurting a lot. i know how it feels - i made this post back when bts was still my bias group. some of their songs still mean a lot to me though, and that will never change, but i won’t ever be able to hold them to the same high (albeit unfairly so) standard as i did before. i’m okay with that now - at least bts have played a part in giving me strength and encouraging me to be a better person. they’ve served their purpose in my life. i hope you can move on from this soon as well. :)
thanks again; i’m glad my post helped in some way. please take care of yourself ♡