this is just a quick little update so you guys know why I haven’t really been active recently.
I’ve been dealing with a lot of medical stuff recently, and have just found out that in 2024 my doctor neglected to tell me 12 out of 14 tests i performed showed abnormal results. This means that i’ve been in the dark about the severity of my own declining health for 2 years. I won’t go into full detail, but I had an abnormal anti CCP test which should’ve been followed up with a referral to rheumatology but wasn’t. My bone profile test also came back abnormal, and I wasn’t informed. This has obviously been very shocking and upsetting to me, especially since i’ve been in pain for a while now - well before 2024, and i feel like if this test was followed up I might be in a different place with my health than I am now.
Sorry for such a heavy post. I’m just a bit lost and wanted to tell someone, even if it had to be a stranger on the internet. I don’t think i’ll post anytime soon, i’m currently just trying to get my bearings and see if I can find a way forward from this. Thanks for reading.
and stream has ended! I played so many matches omg...
If you missed today's stream and want to tune in next time, feel free to follow me! I'll hopefully be streaming tomorrow!!
lol i have 2 grand due in august for my student accommodation which i wont even be living in until september, nor will i get my student finance until september. Not only do I have no way of getting this money because I can't work and have no form of income, it also means that I won't be able to get the le sserafim x overwatch collab rerun which I was really excited for :(
even worse, i’ve just realised that if i want to afford rent, i wont be able to have a birthday celebration this year. I’m turning 18. I won’t be able to celebrate my 18th because it’s the only way I’ll be able to get enough money.
lol i have 2 grand due in august for my student accommodation which i wont even be living in until september, nor will i get my student finance until september. Not only do I have no way of getting this money because I can't work and have no form of income, it also means that I won't be able to get the le sserafim x overwatch collab rerun which I was really excited for :(
Hello tumblr! It's been a sec, hasn't it. Now that isn't to say I just haven't had anything to post, because I have a whole stockpile, but I did get very busy.... playing overwatch.
Yes, you heard that right, overwatch has taken me into it's depths. I'm a one trick mercy main, the horror! I am looking for people to play with, though, so if you're interested gimme a shout. I was thinking of making a discord server, but I only have one other person I play with right now, so not much use for one.
Anyway, this lil guy is Seren! Now, at first, you may think, "what's so special about him?" WELL I'LL TELL YOU! HE'S A FULLY FUNCTIONAL PNGTUBER MODEL, BABY!
He is actually apart of a bigger project I'm working on, called seren_starchild. He's gonna be the main face of a twitch channel I plan to stream on every now and then when I have the time.
If you want your very own lil guy like my Seren, I... heh... take commissions, you know...
Time for your monthly Ink news wrap up: My partner broke up with me and I lowkey don't really care (that relationship had so many problems), I accepted a place at my dream university, all of my friends except 2 stopped talking to me, I started playing overwatch (in feb) and am now level 37 on mercy (once again, I am a one trick), I created a 5 page comic which i don't think I'll show you guys cause it's for college, my pain has gotten worse to the point where it's hard to sleep, I spent way too much money on my little pony x skullpanda blind boxes (i got flutteryshy and twilight sparkle so I am one happy puppy), I've drawn so many things i wanna share but i literally keep forgetting, and that's it.
If you've read this far, have a cookie! No seriously though thank you for putting up with my yap. Once again if you are looking for a mercy duo who will make some of the most stupidest moves to try and save you, let me know! I'm always looking for more people to play with.
Im actually posting a lot sooner than I thought I would, so thats good! I had to make another full body for my portfolio since I wanted to include wally, so I decided to just go for it and see where it took me.
This is Delphi (they/them)! They’re a very sad clown who wears very fluffy boots - like so fluffy I had to download a new brush set just to do the fluff justice. I love them sooooo much but idrk what to do w them. I’d love to rp or smth but if you’ve been in the rp scene recently, especially on discord, you know just how sparse it is..
Not really much to mention today, I still quite desperately want to get commissioned so PLEASEEEEE if you’re reading this and have money, CONSIDER COMMISSIONING ME!! Im running cheaper rates than what’s on my kofi right now just because I really want to draw for someone. If you have no money but still want me to draw your oc, PLEASE PUT IN A REQUEST!!! If i like your oc design i will do it!!
I started playing overwatch, so you might see some fanart of that if I get the motivation for it. I’m a not very decent mercy main and usually die at least 5 times every match but my friends insist on playing with me so I must be at least bearable.
There really isn’t much to say today…. omg…. short ink rant…… the world never saw it coming…. OH, wait, i do have something to ask. Is my new post format good? Are the people who like my yap enjoying it? Pleaseeee let me know!
Im actually posting a lot sooner than I thought I would, so thats good! I had to make another full body for my portfolio since I wanted to include wally, so I decided to just go for it and see where it took me.
This is Delphi (they/them)! They’re a very sad clown who wears very fluffy boots - like so fluffy I had to download a new brush set just to do the fluff justice. I love them sooooo much but idrk what to do w them. I’d love to rp or smth but if you’ve been in the rp scene recently, especially on discord, you know just how sparse it is..
Not really much to mention today, I still quite desperately want to get commissioned so PLEASEEEEE if you’re reading this and have money, CONSIDER COMMISSIONING ME!! Im running cheaper rates than what’s on my kofi right now just because I really want to draw for someone. If you have no money but still want me to draw your oc, PLEASE PUT IN A REQUEST!!! If i like your oc design i will do it!!
I started playing overwatch, so you might see some fanart of that if I get the motivation for it. I’m a not very decent mercy main and usually die at least 5 times every match but my friends insist on playing with me so I must be at least bearable.
There really isn’t much to say today…. omg…. short ink rant…… the world never saw it coming…. OH, wait, i do have something to ask. Is my new post format good? Are the people who like my yap enjoying it? Pleaseeee let me know!
It is indeed time for your monthly dose of Ink, and today I bring you - a full body of my wally! Ignore how much I twinkified him please I genuinely don’t know why every character I touch ends up a twink. Even in my old sketches of him he’s VERY twinky.
I do find it funny how different my wally looks to canon wally, though. Also YES i opted out for laces the pants themselves took fucking forever and I was not about to spend even more time drawing laces for them to barely even be seen. This drawing was on the higher end in terms of time for me, having a total tracked time of 3 hours and 49 minutes, which isn’t TOO bad. Usually I average around 2 hours per drawing, but tbh it does depend on the level of detail i’m going for.
Uhmmmmmm what to talk about…. nothing much has really happened tbh. I’ve reignited my love for blindboxes, and am now very upset due to the fact that blindboxes are quite expensive and I am infact lacking funds (comms open btw)
I really want to do a like mlp redesign, but I’m SO BAD at drawing ponies so I might do it for an equestria girl, but i’m not really sure who.. If you have any characters you want to see drawn in my style feel free to request, btw! I love drawing for people even though I don’t really get to do it all that often. My main goal w my art really is to get to a place where people would actually be willing to pay for it (shocking ik), but for now just getting to draw for others is enough.
I know valentines day is coming up soon, so happy valentines incase i don’t post on the day! I love everyone who interacts w my page soooo much, it makes me so happy to see people who are actually interested in the things I do. This page is mostly just me shit posting and accompanying it with some half decent art, so the fact that I’ve even been able to get 20 notes on a post is enough for me.
Uni update (kinda?), I’ve submitted my portfolio for Uni 1, and I have an in-person review for Uni 2 at the end of the month, so im a bit nervous… I’ve been to Uni 2 before though so it won’t be that difficult to find my way there, I just… have to talk to people… gulp..
I also saw Iron lung last weekend! Omg it was SO GOODDDD i loved it so much. The pacing was a bit slow for my brain (I have a really shit attention span) but I was conscious for like 95% of the movie which I think is a pretty good turnaround. I really suggest going to see it if you’re able to! I also can’t wait for it to be out on streaming platforms, i really wanna pick it apart and dissect things i missed before..
ANYWAYS THATS IT!!! If you’ve actually read this far thank you so much for indulging in my stupid little rambles. It really means the world to me <3
It is indeed time for your monthly dose of Ink, and today I bring you - a full body of my wally! Ignore how much I twinkified him please I genuinely don’t know why every character I touch ends up a twink. Even in my old sketches of him he’s VERY twinky.
I do find it funny how different my wally looks to canon wally, though. Also YES i opted out for laces the pants themselves took fucking forever and I was not about to spend even more time drawing laces for them to barely even be seen. This drawing was on the higher end in terms of time for me, having a total tracked time of 3 hours and 49 minutes, which isn’t TOO bad. Usually I average around 2 hours per drawing, but tbh it does depend on the level of detail i’m going for.
Uhmmmmmm what to talk about…. nothing much has really happened tbh. I’ve reignited my love for blindboxes, and am now very upset due to the fact that blindboxes are quite expensive and I am infact lacking funds (comms open btw)
I really want to do a like mlp redesign, but I’m SO BAD at drawing ponies so I might do it for an equestria girl, but i’m not really sure who.. If you have any characters you want to see drawn in my style feel free to request, btw! I love drawing for people even though I don’t really get to do it all that often. My main goal w my art really is to get to a place where people would actually be willing to pay for it (shocking ik), but for now just getting to draw for others is enough.
I know valentines day is coming up soon, so happy valentines incase i don’t post on the day! I love everyone who interacts w my page soooo much, it makes me so happy to see people who are actually interested in the things I do. This page is mostly just me shit posting and accompanying it with some half decent art, so the fact that I’ve even been able to get 20 notes on a post is enough for me.
Uni update (kinda?), I’ve submitted my portfolio for Uni 1, and I have an in-person review for Uni 2 at the end of the month, so im a bit nervous… I’ve been to Uni 2 before though so it won’t be that difficult to find my way there, I just… have to talk to people… gulp..
I also saw Iron lung last weekend! Omg it was SO GOODDDD i loved it so much. The pacing was a bit slow for my brain (I have a really shit attention span) but I was conscious for like 95% of the movie which I think is a pretty good turnaround. I really suggest going to see it if you’re able to! I also can’t wait for it to be out on streaming platforms, i really wanna pick it apart and dissect things i missed before..
ANYWAYS THATS IT!!! If you’ve actually read this far thank you so much for indulging in my stupid little rambles. It really means the world to me <3