I like you more when I'm asleep. Does that mean I love you unconsciously?
I want to pinpoint what I'm feeling
Into a void, the middle of nowhere,
before I can no longer grab it with bare hands
Before it no longer has any more meaning than it had
There's nothing swirling in my stomach;
no butterflies, moths, or bugs
But there's this feeling in my gut
that tells me you're the one
but at the very least, say it's right
Because I've put all of my worth on this night
While the candle slowly dies,
I light it with an unconventional match
All I could get my hands on was a magnifying glass
while wax melts onto my hands
I haven't put the candle down yet
If I do, it'll blow out, and you'll leave me again
I know somewhere out there a dream exists
where we kiss, it's happy, and for the first time I'll feel real bliss
But dreams and reality don't coexist
I can't give up my life to live in falsified ignorance
In this one, where I'm real- you're not here
But your words put my brain to sleep
I've grown tired and weak
But you have no idea what you do to me
It feeds off of the weak and brings nothing but chills
I should trust you, but I don't
My faith is reserved for dreams
Places I don't have to take responsibility for being