the end.

A place for the children of darkness, and for the darkness itself. [Submissions accepted, interactions encouraged]

[autistic-polykin]

So.

Um. Hi. I’m still alive. I’m sorry for disappearing like that. I promise that it wasn’t anybody’s fault - not mad, not avoiding anyone. Initially it was because seeing political stuff/current events was making it hard to convince myself being awake was worth the pain, then it was just… easier, I guess, to stay away. Tumblr had become toxic for me, so I ollied the fuck out. I’m not sorry for that.

I am sorry for not telling anyone what was going on. I know I scared a few of you, probably more. I’m used to just cutting and running when I get scared, but. I realized how unfair that was to y’all. This isn’t a video game I can just stop playing and come back to whenever. I have to think about how my actions impact the people around me.

So. To bring y’all up to speed: I’m safe, I’m healthy (or at least I’m less unhealthy), I’m relatively stable. I’m living with my parents, I see an individual therapist twice a week and I go to a DBT (dialectic behavioral therapy) group once a week. I’m on new medications, including something specific to agoraphobia, and I think the cocktail is working. I volunteer twice a week at my local SPCA, feeding and caring for cats. I’m in New Jersey at the moment. My brother turned 17 today and my sister’s getting married tomorrow, and then it’s back to California.

I don’t plan to come back to Tumblr, certainly not right now and certainly not as much as I used to be. I just figured I owed you all an apology, and an explanation. I’ll try to pay attention for the next week or so if any of you want other ways to contact me or want to ask questions or talk or whatever. 

I love you guys, and I’m sorry if I hurt anyone by not communicating.

[hexlibrisofficial]

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You can also visit our website HEX-LIBRIS.COM to check out our carefully curated collection of fashion for the modern witch.

[w-ackattack]

@inkysuggestions

[w-ackattack]

hey yo sup mod bea here.

i’d like to do some icons for suggestion blogs.

cap at 30, reblog this post with what you’d like.

[w-ackattack]

Oooh that sounds good sis

hmu with like a bird icon

like, a peacock

[chordsuggestions]

Something with melting and a heart, please!

[inkysuggestions]

((could I get something sorta horrorterror-esque? like, shadowy with tendrils and a cheshire cat grin?))

[world-shards]

[inkysuggestions]

@nightmaresuggestion, @lovecraftsuggestion 

[nightmaresuggestion]

Since I am a relatively new suggestion blog, I would love to interact with some more of you. So if you darling little dreamers wouldn’t mind, could you reblog this post if you’d like my muse to slip into the perceived domain of yours?

[nightmaresuggestion]

Still doing these, if anyone wants prose of an abominable horrorterror entering their home.

[killianmardon-deactivated201612]

I’m in need of some daily character warm ups, so:

everyone who reblogs this by–let’s say–July 31st will get a character based off their blog!

They’ll include basic bios and physical descriptions at the very least, and I will be doing at least one or two a day until they are all finished.  (And if I’m really digging them I may even give them a deeper backstory or *gasp* put them in a short story!!)

[killianmardon-deactivated201612]

Only ten days left to reblog this before I start writing these!  I’d love to create as many diverse characters as possible so feel free to pass this around!

[triste-le-roy]

Cards from the Elder Tarot deck (Jan Pimping, 2016). 

(via Behance.net)

[manwholaughssuggestion]

I love how I cannot see you.

You hide in the shadows.

Are you even there, or are you simply a figment?

[inkysuggestions]

I am the shadows. Look harder.

[churchgrimsuggestions]

Everything is black but at least I know where you are in this darkness.

[inkysuggestions]

hiii do you mind promoting my other suggestion blog? its amanojakusuggestions! thank you so much! -childishsugestions

((sure, y’all should go check out @amanojakusuggestions))

[balladsuggestions]

okay so because I want to write ballads and I have no ideas

reblog this post and I’ll write a ballad based off a theme you want/your blog, and you can say if you want it to be dark/happy/fluffy etc! and pronouns too, please!

suggestion blogs only!

[inkysuggestions]

hello! i'm having a hard time navigating your blog. where are your next/previous buttons or are you on infinite scroll?

((they’re at the very bottom of the sidebar, which, now that I look at it, should be a bit higher. lemme fix that))

[inkysuggestions]

((I moved the sidebar up significantly, the next/previous buttons (labelled “the after” and “the before”) should be visible now))

[inkysuggestions]

hello! i'm having a hard time navigating your blog. where are your next/previous buttons or are you on infinite scroll?

((they’re at the very bottom of the sidebar, which, now that I look at it, should be a bit higher. lemme fix that))

[jestsuggest]

Quiet this wretched laughter, stop this foolish heart’s beating.

Jealousy is nothing someone so worthless should ever feel, so silence me eternally.

[inkysuggestions]

Calm, hurting one. Let the darkness take you, and you will find the shadows are not so shallow as they seem.

[jestsuggest]

But it hurts, it hurts! It hurts everyone, not just me, and I don’t want this anymore! I don’t want it to hurt anything else, I don’t want to possibly injure those within the darkness as well, neither the darkness itself. I don’t want this, I don’t want this to be, I want it to stop, please.

[inkysuggestions]

Dear one, let us embrace you. You cannot hurt the darkness, but let us protect you. Be at ease, for you are not alone, and you are loved. Stay a while, away from the harsh light of the world, and let us soothe your aching soul. It is quiet here.

[jestsuggest]

Let there be silence.

[jestsuggest]

Quiet this wretched laughter, stop this foolish heart’s beating.

Jealousy is nothing someone so worthless should ever feel, so silence me eternally.

[inkysuggestions]

Calm, hurting one. Let the darkness take you, and you will find the shadows are not so shallow as they seem.