dancing-with-your-ghost

▪️in her 20's▪️a hopeless romantic with a diary filled with unfinished poetries and proses, fragments of which I post here▪️

[inlovewithlies]

~~~☆~~~ Welcome ~~~☆~~~

A girl in her early 20's. You can call me Sahiba.

This blog is my corner of world, where love is the muse, and poetry is the language. A space where I'll weave tales of love, heartache and longing and dive into the depth of 'love' and explore it's countless shades as I fall deeper and deeper into the ocean of it.

He turned me into a hopeless lover, a writer and this blog would forever hold a piece of him, a praise for him.

Because, he taught me how to love.

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☆ I reblog posts that I find relatable (it'd be messy sometimes) and I post my opinions and thoughts on the things I care about.

☆ I occasionally post the things I've experienced in my life and the lessons I learnt from them.

☆ I also post my favorite lyrics, poems, shayari and proses.

☆ I'm neither a cat person nor a dog person. Though, in future, I'd love to adopt a little puppy, but my heart is to weak to experience the pain of seperation when they're gone. So, you would rarely find a post about cats and dogs or any other animal for that matter.

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Warnings :

▫️nsfw accounts (specifically, the ones with graphic and mature content) dni, stay away. You'd be blocked right away.

▫️my dms are open for friendly and meaningful chats. But if you've different intentions, or intend to have casual flirting and those stupid horny chats, again, you would be blocked right away.

▫️No political talks would be encouraged. This blog isn't for social awareness or socio-political work. (Unless, the subject demands the awareness and attention, no such conversation would be held through this blog)

▫️I respect each and every community. But I don't want anyone to preach anything through dms or asks. I won't shy away from exposing the urls and messages and also blocking.

▫️Again, I'm not here looking for a relationship or casual flings (which most of the blogs here think, just because this blog is being run by a girl) So, stay away if you have any such intention.

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"I've built walls around my heart, and you, my darling, are the sole owner of it"

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[inlovewithlies]

I like when people give genuine advice from their own experiences. It's a way of saying, "i don't want you to suffer like I did because you're too precious to me." It's a way of saying I care for you without saying I care for you.

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People who drop 'you motivated me to study hard' as sarcasm under marriage or married girls' reels, yet beg for 'eternal love' like in fairytales elsewhere. Hypocrisy alert! They shame those who choose love and commit, while craving the same kind of love they're mocking. Weird double standards, huh?

[inlovewithlies]

Adhoori reh gyi khwaahishien meri.. Kuch kami reh gyi meri aur se.. Shayad bhagwaan se sirf baatien karna aur apne dil ka haal batana kaafi nhi tha

[inlovewithlies]

When you're a certain age, you're bound to feel lost. There's so much happening in the world. Your friends are getting married, some are having kids, many of them are ascending the career ladder and a lot others are settling in, buying houses and cars and a few others are going on tours every third month. But you, you're sitting on your couch wearing pyjamas, munching on another unhealthy snack and scrolling through their life, perhaps, worse, rotting in your room, doing nothing. Eventually, you find yourself sitting on the floor of your dimly lit room, crying your heart out, almost every night, wondering where did it all go wrong, where did you go wrong

[inlovewithlies]

25 ki umar mein zindagi ki azmaish se thakk chuki hu

Aur log kehte hain, tumne abhi zindagi mein dekha hi kya hai

[inlovewithlies]

I'd rather be an ant crushed under some giant human's feet than be a girl in my next life

[paper-wounds]

[beparwahh]

maut ne bulaya hai main jaata hu

[inlovewithlies]

Bulati hai magar jaane ka nhi

[fromhersoul]

[inlovewithlies]

Hear me out, if you prefer the family you come from over the family you've built with your partner and children, then you shouldn't get married in the first place

[inlovewithlies]

That feeling of 'I should be doing more' clashing with 'I can't take it anymore' is brutal

[thisismatildaa]

maybe in another universe i threw a table at you instead of silently distancing myself

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Life update

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I'm yet to lie with my back on the ground and feel the drops of rain tracing my skin - I'm yet to truly experience rain

[inlovewithlies]

My goal in life is to buy a one-way ticket to a distant land and never return

[inlovewithlies]

We all carry pain hidden deep within the darkest corners of our hearts, each a different kind and intensity, but we all carry pain.