Lonley, Lost, and Lust.

The three L's in life.

[illbeyouranchor-deactivated2024]

The more time we spent together

The more obvious it was that we had a connection

One of those rare, unnameable sparks

With such an organic flow

We wanted all of the same things

But he continued to hold me at arm’s length

Under the disguise of protection

Like he wanted me close and far away at the same time

And to this day…

I still can’t understand why

[nbhdvampire]

[melindacarolinee]

He yells at you

while he hits the wall

You flinch

Telling you

how annoying you are

You knock the fitted sheet

off the bed by accident

“I would rather sleep on the floor

than sleep with you

because sleeping with you

is fucking awful.”

You become anxious

on edge everyday

I just have to be better

you think to yourself

Maybe it will go back

to how it was in the beginning

if I try harder

The sweet

caring

soft side

So you shrink down

you try to be good

Because you are bad

you can’t do anything right

there is something wrong with you

Or else he would be nice, right?

Chapters of my life || @melindacarolinee

[qvotable]

“When someone won’t let you in, eventually you just stop knocking.”

— Ransom Riggs; Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children

[remanence-of-love]

[thepersonalquotes]

[sa-dnesss]

“My 20s have been the loneliest era in my life. I am surrounded by people but not connecting with anyone. Everyone is living their own lives while I am still waiting for mine to start. I feel lost between what I should be feeling and how I actually feel.”

—

[shreddedwristsandbrokenhearts]

x

[inmackkscar]

I hate begging for attention, I’ve had to do it my whole life and it’s so draining. I just want to be enough. Why am I never enough?

~In Mack’s Car

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I think that mental scars are the saddest of all, because no one will ever see them and no one will ever care

[ms-new-bootyy]

i’ve come to the realization that i’m very easy to replace

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