Shelly is a Mess, 23 and trying not to give a fuck

[inmyemotionsconstantly]

TATTOO

I want a spooky tattoo for Halloween!! I want three other fucking tattoos 

But I’m a broke bitch 

[les-fleur]

*handling life*

Goerge Costanza/ Seinfeld

[inmyemotionsconstantly]

MY FUCKING LIF

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Back with it

So we weren’t talking for like a week and now he’s SOMEWHAT back in the picture and I bet he’s talking to someone else as well as sleeping with them. So again I’m wasting my time. But I kind love him weirdly enough we’ve known each other for a few but It was instant for me and I don’t know what to do.

IDK WHAT TO DO. Do I let him keep fucking me over or get over it and be his friend even though I want more. 

There’s so much more but I can’t explain it today 

I’ll smoke it out later 

[inmyemotionsconstantly]

New Headphones

How do people make so much money doing nothing, My favorite beats broke so I had to buy a knock off version which I’m not happy about but It’s fine cause I’m a broke bitch. Why is it so hard to find a sugar daddy to just give me money for feet pictures. #crying 

I also want to invest in an apple watch which I’ll never get. I also need sneakers but I cannnnont afford them, not even forty dollar shoes...what has my life become. Doing so much for everyone else and SUFFERING STRUGGLING. I can’t even go out to buy a drink or hangout with friends cause I CAN’T AFFORD IT. FUCKING SUCKs, but I love my job and what I do but FUCK ME I need help without having to give money back. 

[inmyemotionsconstantly]

Still missing him

I haven’t said his name so yes I miss Logan even though he was using me, I still wish he was cause I loved everything about him, maybe I should’ve lowered my standards 

[horrorandhalloween]

by Laure S

[kidcore-nostalgia]

From 'Colours' by Shirley Hughes

[c0037]

Spoopy month! The animation is a little messy bec I rushed it..

[inmyemotionsconstantly]

Men Ain’t shit

Just had to put that out there 

[inmyemotionsconstantly]

Update on another man using me for sex

Well here we go again, I thought things were going amazingly, since we clicked and had so much in common, he kept reassuring me things were well, then started to ignore me and told me “I don’t want a relationship like you” LIKE WTF if he told me he only wanted sex I wouldn’t have bothered him so much, but just my luck It always happens to me, I always think the best of others....but I had to message him after I deleted him on everything I was so sad. But it’s fine everyone is a DICK. Fun fact: MEN AIN’T SHIT 

[inmyemotionsconstantly]

So...

I’m assuming things are better since he came over to rearrange my insides, we talked things out and they seem ok unless I complain about him again...me being indecisiveness comes in and I start freaking out for no reason. But FUCK I l like him so much I seriously can’t, he’s perfect in my eyes... even though he forced some sexy things on me we can work on them.  

[requinoesis]

Tattoo commission I made for a friend! ✨

With her favorite sharks snouts! Whale shark, Thresher shark, Mako shark and Goblin shark!

More sharkart in me Instagram! 🦈

[spirittheblackrabbit]

Researchers Discover Massive Great White Shark “Queen of the Ocean” Off Nova Scotia Coast https://ift.tt/3lylgez

[inmyemotionsconstantly]

MOTHERFUUUUCKERRRR

WHY does he keep ignoring me!! And then telling me he is interested and then telling me not to worry but his snap score keeps going up, this is something i have always wanted the man of my dreams and yet he turned out to be a HUGEASSHOLE! Like we have sex and then I’m just a piece of meat. Like we vibed so fucking well we have so much in common, he was going to see me 3 times a week....THE WEEK IS ALMOST DONE AND I BARLEY SAW YOU ONCE.

How can you miss someone that doesn’t even like you? 

[thebookquotes]

I needed to be somewhere different. Maybe I needed to be someone different, too.

— Heather Davis, The Clearing

[extramadness]

[inmyemotionsconstantly]

I’m going to non-stop repost this since its so true 

[anime--irl]

Anime_irl