first and last

Empty promises in dark rooms filled with music (08/16/15 - 11/06/15)

[harrywantsababy]

do you ever see an opinion that’s so terrible that you actually feel bad for that person’s brain

[inner-beauty-only]

How fortunate am I, she thought to herself, to have experienced what millions of other people in the world spend their entire lives searching for. And not only that; but the painfully beautiful process of healing that time allows, after it all comes to an end. 

To love and be loved- and to have loved and been loved. 

[inner-beauty-only]

Him and I went to go watch his friends playing baseball one Sunday. I didn’t realize the reason behind this until a year later, after him and I had lost contact completely, but I found myself crying in the bathroom stall, trying to be as quiet as possible incase someone walked in. Back then I thought perhaps I had just been tired, or I was overreacting at something he’d said on the train ride there. But now I realize it’s because my heart knew the situation wasn’t right. In the moments I should have been bathing in his embrace and laughing with his friends, I felt isolated and alone. I wanted nothing more than to run away and return to my home, my family, my friends. You see, you can’t force yourself to feel something. Perhaps you can trick your mind into believing a situation is something other than it is, but this is only possible for a few moments. Your heart ultimately knows the difference between right and wrong.

[inner-beauty-only]

I hope that one day I can wake up without remembering that I’m trying to forget you.

[inner-beauty-only]

Time has brought so much change. And now I’ve learnt that she’s brought you home for the Christmas holidays. If she doesn’t allow us to accidentally run into each other while we’re out running errands, or on a night out, or casually ordering a coffee at the coffee-shop down the road from our old high school, there are some things I’d like you to know; 

1. I’ve forgiven you. Even without you apologizing, I’ve forgiven you for everything. 

2. I don’t hate you. I know you think I do. But I promise, I could never hate you. I still stand by all those amazing things I’ve ever said about you. And I still believe you deserve the world and so much more. 

3. Thank you. For everything. For sharing in so many of my firsts with me. My first time I fell in love, first time I flew overseas, first time I went to a rock concert. The memories we’ve shared together are one’s that have a very special place in my heart, and I’ll carry them around with me forever. Even the heartbreak, I'm thankful for that too. Without the hurt I would never have grown and learnt about the world, how relationships work and most importantly, about myself. I know what I deserve in a relationship now, and because of you, I won’t accept anything less ever again.

[z-ndjenja]

[yourbigsisnissi]

dating is supposed to be empowering. it’s supposed to make you feel good. it should be about two people, enthusiastically wanting to get to know each other and spend time together. it’s supposed to make you feel good and add joy and fun to your life

if talking to/dealing with/dating/getting to know a person isn’t like that, it’s probably a waste of time

[purplebuddhaquotes]

Don’t let your loyalty become slavery. If they don’t appreciate what you bring to the table, let them eat alone.

(via purplebuddhaquotes)

[b-causeboobs]

One day you meet someone and your heart understands why it didn’t work out with anyone else.

[ishouldtakecareofmyself]

“Some days I want to talk to you, but you and I lost each other”

—

[mavia-nna]

“It’s a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you’re hurt.”

— Tom Gates (via wordsnquotes)

[thepersonalquotes]

[mydruggedthoughts]

[safeplanetdweller]

library date?? coffee shop date??? museum date?? art gallery date?? stargazing date?? napping date?? picnic date??? yes

[arabwife]

the saddest thing i’ve ever done was beg someone to love me the way I loved them

[deleteme-adub-deactivated201811]

any time u like a boy juss know u played yourself always keep that stored in ya mind for later

[unfuck-it]

you could literally love someone with everything in you and there’s a chance they won’t love you at all. I think that’s the scariest thing.

[the-homie-sexual]

This.