HEAVEN'S PUREST HOPE.

dependant angel oc, part of hiddenwashington rp 

[inocnce]

☀️    *     /        …        WISHFVLSINKING      :      chuck  shurley .

it was nice to just sit on a bench for once, watching people pass by and see what their routine was every day. most seemed rushed, which chuck didn’t understand. why do everything so quickly? everyone would be happier if they just took it slow and relaxed once in a while. that was definitely one of the downsides of humanity. they were always so busy, not taking the time to sit still for a moment and just think about themselves. turning back to the young boy, he could sense that he was different. his aura… “i’m sure the ducks appreciate that.” he smiled softly. “different parks every day? so you just fly from one to the other?”

 naivety  would  be  elijah’s  downfall .      quick  to  trust ,   &   overly  so .       he  wasn’t  completely  ignorant ,  but  that  didn’t  make  him  less  childish .       being  that  way ,  he  hadn’t  even  thought  to  question  the  man .       what  should  have  been  an  obvious  red  flag  towards  him  passes  over  his  head  as  he  settled  too  comfortably  in  the  content  morning  atmosphere .           ❝      yeah ,  i  used  to .      i’d  go  all  over   . . .   after  the  fall  it  got  harder  though .       ❞              

 he  pauses ,  solemnly ,  to  reflect  on  the  event .      his  wings  were  once  bright   &   youthful .      small ,  still  with  fledging  feathers  at  the  base  that  he’d  come  to  suspect  he’d  always  have ,   &   the  purest  of  whites .      he  could  remember  them  being  seared  off  his  back  until  they  were  nothing  but  tatters .      he’d  never  really  spoken  about  this  to  anyone ,  though .      &  it’s  his  mind  remembering  just  why  he  hadn’t  spoken  about  it  to  anyone  that  finally  begins  setting  off  alarm  bells  as  to  what  was  happening .    he  jerks  away  from  the  man ,  as  if  burned  by  the  very  air  around  him .            ❝      wh  ---  how ?     wait   . . .   i  ---       ❞             years  of  keeping  under  the  radar ,  of  staying  hidden  out  of  fear  of  his  families  battles .     the  look  in  his  eyes  could  only  be  described  as  pleading .             ❝      please ,   i  don’t  want  any  trouble .       ❞

[inocnce]

☀️    *     /        …        WISHFVLSINKING      :      chuck  shurley .

just being in the park made chuck happy. watching people pass, going about their every day lives… it was still something amazing to him. it was nice to just sit there and contemplate things. he felt a little proud for being able to create such things. although, this city, it wasn’t his doing and that had intrigued him. he wanted to find out who was responsible for this. letting out a sigh of content, he turned his head when he was spoken to. “sure.” smiling softly at the younger boy, he put his hand in the bag and grabbed a handful of corn before throwing a few to the duck that was closest to him. “do you do this every day?”

 having  company  lights  up  his  features .      it’s  not  always  people  agree  to  join  him .      most  people  didn’t  have  the  time  to ,  really .      humans  always  seemed  to  be  busy ,  always  going  somewhere  or  doing  something .       the  time  to  simply  sit  wasn’t  often  around  for  them .     he  sets  the  bag  of  corn  between  he   &   the  man  then  lean  forwards ,  elbows  resting  on  his  knees .                   ❝      every  friday   &   then  any  other  day  i  have  the  time  which   . . .   is  most  days .     so ,  yes ,  i  do  almost  every  day .       not  always  here ,  though .       i’ve  been  coming  here  lately ,  yes ,  but  that’s  from  being  stuck  here .      i  used  to  go  to  different  parks  every  day .       ❞

[inocnce]

inquire

honesty hour !

[deathlywails]

Seven Deadly Sinday

Since sinday is a thing, how about we acknowledge how many other ‘sins’ are out there since some aren’t comfortable with nsfw and also just for fun? Lust is excluded mostly because there’s so much of that already.

Gluttony

“Are you going to eat that whole pizza by yourself?”

“Maybe you should try sharing some of that?”

“You’ve been a bit excessive about this whole thing, haven’t you?”

“I ate my feelings. With a whole cake.”

“Yes, I bought a few bottles of wine. So what?”

“Do you ever feel trapped in all of your wants instead of your needs?”

“Maybe you should slow down there.”

Greed

“I just want some more!”

“One day I’ll be rich and famous and then they’ll see.”

“Remind me why I’m doing this when I get nothing out of it?”

“So I get two-thirds and you get a third. Sounds fair, right?”

“I can’t help that I deserve better than that.”

“Someone has clearly never heard of sharing the wealth.”

“It’s not worth it for me.”

Sloth

“Come on, you need to get out of bed!”

“Well maybe I don’t feel like going out and saving lives right now.”

“Can’t people do it on their own for once?”

“It’s not my fault! I wasn’t even there!”

“I’m done helping.”

“Other people got rich by doing nothing.”

“I think I’m just going to stay here all day.”

Wrath

“You didn’t have to kill them!”

“I’ve always got ways of getting someone back. Remember that.”

“Just…put the knife down.”

“They deserved it.”

“Don’t worry, it won’t hurt for much longer.”

“They should have known better than to mess with me.”

“You’re pretty scary when you’re pissed.”

Envy

“How come they get all the praise when I did all the hard work?”

“I could just rip their hair out at this point.”

“Why couldn’t they look at me that way?!”

“Oh, they’re just little Ms/Mr Perfect and no one can tear them down from their throne.”

“I told you, they mean nothing to me!”

“I take what they took from me.”

“It’s not fair!”

Pride

“I can’t help it that I’m this beautiful/handsome.”

“I don’t have time for peasants.”

“Don’t be so vain.”

“They’re worthless to me at this point.”

“I think it’s time for you to bow, don’t you?”

“I can handle this just fine on my own. Who needs others?”

“It’s not like I’m so easily defeatable.” 

[inocnce]

              park’s  were  nice ,  quiet .      there  was  only  the  chime  of  nature   &   the  hum  of  other  occupants  that  mostly  covered  up  the  buzzing  sounds  of  the  city  that  surrounded  the  area .      elijah  tossed  some  pieces  of  corn  to  the  ground   &   watched  some  ducks  squabble  over  it  with  a  smile .      a  few  people  now   &   again  had  come  to  watch  the  animals  by  him  but  none  had  stayed  long .     still ,   he  always  asked  the  same  question  when  he  turned  his  head   &   noticed  them  nearby   &   he’d  ask  the  same  to  the  man  he  noticed  now .     he  offers  out  the  bag  of  corn .             ❛     want  to  help ?    ❜

CLOSED  STARTER       /       @wishfvlsinking ,  chuck .

[inocnce]

                angels  could  recognize  angels .      typically .     some  managed  disguise  better  than  others  but    ------    there  was  no  disguise  here .     there  was  a  vessel   then  there  was  grace .    depleted  grace  at  that ,  yes ,  but  still  grace   &   yet  it  was  one  he  was  at  a  loss  to  identify .               ❛     who  ---    ❜                something  feels  instinctually  fearful  in  the  pit  of  his  stomach ,  but  he  doesn’t  back  down  or  shrink  away  when  it  comes .     curiosity  outweighs  anxiety .      

 a  sharp  chill  of  wind  hits .    elijah  feels  merely  air  but  sees  nearby  humans  bundle  further  within  their  clothes .     cold  wouldn’t  bother  an  angel  at  their  full  power  but  one  weakened ?       his  first  question  is  set  aside  for  a  new  one .               ❛     are  you  cold ?     ❜

CLOSED  STARTER       /       @goldenchained ,  lucifer .

[inocnce]

☀️    *     /        …        HIDDCNINPLAINSIGHT      :      lavender .

a fuzzy white and brown rabbit hopped idly around the grass before lavender. her long and tan legs formed a makeshift pen and pink lips curled up into a wide grin — likely the happiest she’d been since she mysteriously arrived in this city. the sweet bunny reminded her of her late binky, a gap in her life slowly beginning to be closed over. her fingers moved to stroke the softness of the animal’s fur, her gaze protective as she sat at the bottom of a shady tree. the girl was so focused on her new pet that she’d completely missed the sound of someone’s voice floating towards her. head snapping up, bright brown eyes alive with excitement focused on the person before her. 

             “ —– ISN’T HE THE CUTEST ?” she asked, not regarding what they’d said. 

               small  animals ?      he  had  a   weakness   for  them .       bunnies  were ,  by  far ,  some  of  his  absolute  favorites ,  too .      if  he  saw  someone  with  one ,  playing  with  it  somewhere  public ,  he  wasn’t  about  to   hesitate   on  having  a  chance  to  visit  the  creature .     at  first  here  merely  bent  down  some ,  began  with  an  introduction  as  he  went ,  but  was  interrupted  by  the  rabbit’s  owner .     the  delight  in  her  eyes ,  though ,  made  up  for  it .      he  smiled ,  shifting  his  crouch  to  sit  in  front  of  her .                 ❛     precious ,  yes .    i  ---  could  i  hold  him ?     ❜

[inocnce]

☀️    *     /        …        THE-BUBBLEGUMBXTCH      :      gabriel .

@inocnce for a closed starter.  

“Yes can I help you ?”  He’s closing shop so it’s surprising someone would be coming in at this time.  “We are closing up so make it quick…”  He’s still on edge from everything so from behind the counter he has his angel blade ready. 

                 as  happy  as  a  kid  in  a  candy  store .      it’s  a  saying  for  a  reason .      &   he’d  always  been  childlike .      it  was  the  promise  of  sweets  that  drew  him  in  the  store ,  despite  the  hour ,   &   the  colorful  candies  decorating  shelves  that  captured  his  wide  gaze  until  he  was  spoken  to .      once  the  man  is  in  his  attention ,  however ,  something  narrows  in  on  him .     a  feel  of  a  power ,  maybe ,  an  aura  that  made  the  hair  on  elijah’s  neck  stand  up .              ❛     i  ---   i  didn’t  realize  the  time .     . . .    do  i    . . .   know  you ?     ❜

[inocnce]

☀️    *     /        …        MYSTCRYXLIVES      :      guinevere .

“I don’t know if I’ll ever adjust to this world.” Gwen explained, she had only just been adjusting to a world without Arthur, part of her still mourned Morgana’s decent into darkness.  “It’s so vastly different then the world i’m used too.”

                 ❛     you  can .       i’m  sure  it  just   . . .   seems  hard  now  but  not  all  things  hard  are  impossible .     ❜             ever  present  optimism  of  an  innocent .    the  kind  of  hope  only  a  bright  eyed  child  had .      the  kind  of  things  elijah  was  made  of .               ❛     if  not  like  here ,  what’s  the  world  you’re  from  like ?     ❜

[inocnce]

part-of-your-world-xoxo:

“Oh my god! You’ve got legs!” She squealed before gasping and covering her mouth. “You’re a HUMAN!”

 he  certainly  looked  human ,   but  he   doesn’t   say  anything  about  that  for  now .    instead  he  raises  a  brow  at  her .               ❛     well ,  there  are   a  lot   of  things  with  legs  that  aren’t   human ,   though    . . .    spiders   have   eight   of  them !     ❜

[inocnce]

☀️    *     /        . . .        MYSTCRYXLIVES      :      guinevere .

Gwen had found a quiet place to breathe, the new world had overwhelmed her.  The speeding carriages, the loud noise and flashing lights and phones.  She placed her hands against her ears as she took in a loud and audible breathe.  “How can people live in a world full of such distractions..  I can barely think straight out there..” She commented seeking an answer.  

             ❛     i  just   . . .   don’t  notice  it  anymore .     ❜           he’d  been  on  earth  so  often  through  his  life .      all  it  did  was  get  louder .     busier .     the  humans  were  always  doing  more .     he  shut  the  book  in  his  lap   &   dawned  a  smile .        ❛     it’s  something  you  adapt  to  if  you  hear  it  long  enough .     i  understand ,  though .    it’s  a  lot .     ❜

[inocnce]

like  for  a  starter  from  elijah !

[inocnce]

 was  that   froy  gutierrez   ?        oh  no  no ,  that  was  just   elijah  ,   an   original  character   from   supernatural .      They   are   10,000+   years   old    &    are   aware  that  they  are  not  actually  from  washington  DC .      too  bad  they  can’t  stray  from  this  city  for  long .

 hi   welcome   to   chili’s     ------------     so  elijah  is  an  old  oc  of  mine   &   i’m  excited  to  bring  him  here !     he’s  the  sweetest  angel  there  ever  was  tbh   &   doing  his  best .     he’s  based  on  some  actual  biblical  lore  mixed  with  supernatural  lore !

elijah  was  created  after  the  fall  of  lucifer    &    after  the  betrayal  of  adam   &   eve  in  the  garden  as  well .     his  offical  title  is  “ the  angel  of  innocence ”  as  he  was  created  by  God  as  an  attempt  to  preserve  what  innocence  was  still  left  in  the  world  after  two  such  great  tragedies

his  “ angelic  purpose ”  is  softened  more  than  his  siblings .     elijah  isn’t  the  warrior  type ,  he’s  hardly  a  soldier .     his  mission  in  life  is  to  protect  children ,  mostly .    religion  even  calls  him  the  guardian  angel  of  newborns .       when  he  meets  someone  whos  childhood  was  tainted ,  who  lost  their  innocence  young ,  he  will  be  very  mournful  about  it   &   feel  like  he  failed  them .

elijah  was  the  last  angel  ever  created  making  him  the  youngest  of  all  his  siblings . 

though  God  has  been  absent ,  elijah’s  faith  in  his  father  hasn’t  wavered  once .     he  prays  often ,  mostly  if  only  to  talk  to  someone  about  all  that’s  happened ,   &   figures  his  father  has  had  a  good  reason  for  being  gone  all  this  time .

his  siblings  fighting ???     absolutely  destroys  him .     he  loves  his  family ,  no  matter  what  they  might  do ,   &   to  see  them  fight   &   kill  one  another  is  the  worst  thing  he  can  imagine .

over  the  course  of  what’s  happened  in  supernatural ,  elijah  has  been  in  hiding  for  almost  all  of  it  because  he  is  terrified  to  get  involved .    he  keeps  his  head  down  &   keeps  to  his  task  of  helping  youths .      he’s  been  missing / presumed  dead  by  heaven  mostly .

his  siblings  can  frighten  him ,  fighting  frightens  him .    if  one  raised  a  blade  to  him  he  would  not  resist .   he  loves  his  family  too  much  to  hurt  any  of  them .

though  he’s  innocent ,  he’s  not  ignorant .     elijah  is  smart ,  he  knows  humanity  extremely  well  too ,  he  is  simply  somewhat  childish .

he  was  a  part  of  castiel’s  garrison ,  tasked  with  helping  watch  over  humanity .    

BEING  IN  WASHINGTON !   he’s  scared .     he  knows  that  there  are  powerful  siblings  of  his  here   &   he’s  not  sure  which  ones  he  should  worry  about .

he’s  also  worried  about  how  he  can’t  leave  a  lot .. 

but  mostly  he   can  be  found  volunteering  at  hospitals  where  he  helps  take  care  of  sick  children  or  volunteering  in  schools 

[kamiusings]

SHORT STORIES, my favorite kind of poetry ( meme ).

SIX WORDS .

❝ i heard you were doing good. ❞ ❝ you don’t grow your horns overnight. ❞ ❝ i promise, it gets better eventually. ❞ ❝ & we never talked after that. ❞ ❝ am i really, truly, that unlovable? ❞ ❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞ ❝ my most dangerous habit is trusting. ❞ ❝ we’re made of stars & stories. ❞ ❝ you didn’t have to do that. ❞ ❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞ ❝ did i mean anything to you? ❞ ❝ real feelings don’t just go away. ❞ ❝ you came & changed the weather. ❞ ❝ when can you just be mine? ❞ ❝ there was no love, only lust. ❞ ❝ darling, stop wishing on dead stars. ❞ ❝ art is another form of screaming. ❞ ❝ silence is the most painful goodbye. ❞ ❝ what the fuck did you do? ❞ ❝ i’m drunk, dizzy & missing you. ❞ ❝ kiss me like you’re losing me. ❞ ❝ i don’t feel like smiling today. ❞ ❝ not all good people are innocent. ❞ ❝ we’re a disaster in the making. ❞ ❝ some things are better left unsaid. ❞ ❝ we really should’ve talked about it. ❞ ❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞ ❝ i wish i knew you earlier. ❞ ❝ i fucked (pronoun/name) to our song. ❞ ❝ i dreamed of you this night. ❞

TEN WORDS .

❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞ ❝ all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to save me. ❞ ❝ since you left, i have no one to talk to. ❞ ❝ i apologize for the nights in which i cannot breathe. ❞ ❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞ ❝ we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots. ❞ ❝ there’s a difference between missing someone & missing having someone. ❞ ❝ for which f are you drinking? fuck, forget, or fun? ❞ ❝ my biggest mistake was thinking i could live without (pronoun/name). ❞ ❝ whenever (name/pronoun) rose to kiss me, i fell even more. ❞ ❝ i wish that ‘goodnight’ was followed by ‘i love you’. ❞ ❝ let’s smoke a pack of mentholds & talk about love. ❞ ❝ your deep, sleepy voice makes me feel like i’m okay. ❞ ❝ i read both of our horoscopes looking for an answer ❞ ❝ reality is the absolute last place i want to be. ❞ ❝ i didn’t expect that drunk kiss could mean this much. ❞ ❝ all i need is a late night drive with you. ❞ ❝ feeling pain is nowhere near as terrifying as feeling nothing. ❞ ❝ your eyes are the color of summer fading into autumn. ❞ ❝ you are the warmest home i will ever, ever find. ❞ ❝ the world is less scary when i am with you. ❞ ❝ i still can’t tell which of us was the victim. ❞ ❝ i just need an excuse to hang out with you. ❞ ❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to feel this way about anyone else. ❞