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Below are a list of my muses <3 <3
breha organa | star wars | memories | INTERACTIONS delilah briarwood | critical role | memories | INTERACTIONS kitty bennet | jane austen | no memories | INTERACTIONS lenore dove baird | hunger games | memories | INTERACTIONS nami | one piece (live action) | memories | INTERACTIONS reed richards | marvel | no memories | INTERACTIONS tom hayward | the other bennet sister/jane austen universe | memories |INTERACTIONS
"You made it?" she asked, before internally cursing herself. That was curiosity, and curiosity was bad. She had caused enough damage by being curious once before, she couldn't ever do that again. Be quiet and obedient, that was all she had to do. "Oh you do not need to do that. I was only doing the right thing and returning it" and surely rewarding something that should be normal was wrong.
"I make most of my stuff." Lenore Dove explained, "This skirt and blouse were repurposed, my jewelry was hand threaded." She motioned, "I like repurposing instead of buying new. Breathes new life into a piece and extends its life by quite a lot." She motioned to all the items on her person she had patched together herself. "It's a sort of relic from my past that helps me feel connected to my roots." She admitted. At the others insistence she waved her hand in front of her. "It was the right thing, but it doesn't mean I don't want to repay your kindness. Kindness doesn't happen often and I for one will not let it pass me by."
"Yeah, I'm not sure that's any better" didn't feel like it from his point of view. "If you say so, they gave it to me, I use it" the annoying part was it was somehow the Hydra one. He knew there had been one in Wakanda, and yet this place seemed determined to remind of the worst things he had done in his life. "I don't know enough about metal to know how much you think it should weigh.
"Well, the sheer size of the prosthetic." Reed started sketching some numbers down on the napkin in front of him, "The flexibility, tension points." It became clear for a moment the professor was simply talking to himself as he did worked the problem. "I guess, the metal could be similar to aluminium making it lighter then it seems. Though it would have integrity issues." He continued to muse. A second of clarity as he stopped. "My apologies sir, my brain often gets ahead of my civilities." He apologies as he still worked the problem.
"You'd think, but alas people don't tend to work like that" she replied with a laugh, she tried to, but it wasn't like she could control others... well she could, but that seemed cruel. "Honestly... I don't care about most of it. The strange town, the unexplained arrival here, even the memories suddenly coming back. The only thing I care about is that my husband currently looks at me and sees a total stranger. A hot total strange, but a stranger".
"I've learned if I stop putting expectations on people. I stop being disappointed." She half chuckled, her eye's softening at the other as she continued. Nami bit the corner of the cheek in thought for a moment. "Yeah, that's a pretty shitty hand to have been dealt." She admitted without shame. "I have a friend whose still stuck in his false memories. It's not quite the same but definitely not an enjoyable one." She didn't quite know how to help, because she didn't know how to help herself. "I'm sorry, anything I can do to help you?"
It was late, and really he should have headed home hours ago. But there had just been one more piece of paperwork, it was making amends. He wasn't all that sure he would ever be able to make amends for what he had done, but he had to try. But then, when he had headed out it was already pretty dark. Ok so he definitely needed to stop doing that, and was heading home as quickly as possible. Least he heard someone speaking, seemed he wasn't the only one out and about this late. "More someone who lost track of the time" he admitted, deciding there was no point in lying about it. "That is true, though many would argue it's very different these days anyway".
"Working your life away?" She questioned with a feigned earnest tone to it. She knew what it was like to work ones self to the bone. Despite somes best efforts, she was once a high ranking mage bent on doing good. It wasn't her fault that the world couldn't handle what she needed to do to set it right. "This town is not quite like anything I ever experienced, I doubt there is any other place like it in the world.. or universe."
Barry wasn't really sure why he had come to a bar. It wasn't like alcohol had much effect, but hey he could be an optimist and see what happened. It didn't seem to be working though. "Oh sorry, it wasn't that, please keep your drink" that was much kinder after all. He wasn't there to take anything. "I was just curious as to what all of this was".
"Never been in a bar before?" Nami questioned with a single raised brow as she looked at the other. Her eye's assessing the other quickly, he seemed harmless. Energetic actually. "Or just never been in the grove?" She questioned.
"Oh I'm not a poet... and Belinda is fine, never been a fan of being called miss" not since that unfortunate event with her ex. She didn't want to go through that again, she was fine now, people could easily enough use her name. "Probably true, and I do have friends around here" she would never deny that, she was happy here... happy enough. She had too many questions about this place to be truly happy. "That doesn't change things though, right now you're seeing someone else, even if you don't realise it".
The confusion on his face was evident. "Sorry, Belinda." He paused with a slight bow of his head. "I was raised a bit more old fashion then most." He did admit, "I meant no harm or ill-will." The confusion painted across his face didn't fade, in fact it became more prominent as she spoke. "I don't think I truly understand what you mean? How cane I be seeing someone else if I am seeing you?"
"Death isn't still. I think Hades is actually always quite busy; people are always just dying to get into the underworld." He laughed to himself. "I don't know how else to describe the night; it was still the night that I died." He mentioned, remembering the night he died and how everything went still, even the birds stopped singing.
"Gods are not normal mortals." Delilah countered, "I don't think they count when it comes to the semantics of a mortal lifespan." Though she had extended hers beyond the limits of naturality. Had done the same to her husband. "Stillness doesn't mean the end, you are back. What you do after the still is what matters."
Luffy looked at her, really looked, when he heard the pain in her voice, almost familiar like he had heard that same tone before. Yet it was on a different island, one that he wasn't going to leave without all of his crew. A crew? Almost like he fancied himself a pirate, a captain. "A navigator?" He questioned, focusing more on her while still eating. A memory, or maybe not a memory, flashed through his head. He and four others were around a barrel, talking about their dreams; his was to be king of the pirates, and hers was to draw a map of the world. "Just the island? Not the world?" Luffy questioned, a smile on his face, almost teasing.
Nami pursed her lips forward for a moment, her shoulders tightening as she held firm in place. "The world is a bit out of reach at the moment." No one seemed to leave the island, not easily from what she can tell and perhaps her crew would be up to the challenge. If only she knew where the rest of them were. "So I settle for my little world at the moment, besides this island is far from normal." It changed, new locations seemed to be discovered over night. She considered it a brief feat if she could accomplish it on her own.
"Black and blue?" Elyra frowned, studying her daughter worriedly. She'd sensed the other was avoiding her, but had hoped she'd explain why in her own time, but she was concerned now with that answer. However, as Nami spoke ahe relaxed, nodding and settling to sit in the sand beside her. "Ah, you're more used to sleeping outside than in? That makes sense...I had issues with my bed at first when my memories returned. Far softer than the one I had in my life before, but, I'm adjusting. It'd make sense you'd prefer to sleep in the open air." She reached out and gently squeezed the other's shoulder, tilting her head with a soft smile. "From what you describe it sounds like your life has been at sea mostly?"
"It's just a-- an expression." she groaned slightly rubbing at her back, though she was emotionally not doing the best with trying to figure out how to get Luffy back. Hoping she wasn't the only one of the crew that actually remember what they all meant to each other. "Sleeping on a ship, always wanted to navigate the world." She knew it wasn't a secret, even in her fake life she had a deeper connection to the sea then she ever did to land. "Yeah, a pirates life for me is probably the best way to describe it." It felt weird being vulnerable with her. Which is not something she thought she'd experience but given the clashing of lives in her head, she knew it bound to create some tension. Who she was and is were two different people vying for complete control. The ending result was someone who was different but still the same to the daughter she believed she raised.
"See normally I'd agree, but it is loud" or perhaps he had become more reliant on his hearing, so smaller sounds like that was louder. "That and I have a droid here who... yeah he might burn the house down to stop it" he wished he was exaggerating that one, but alas, Chopper would be Chopper. It wasn't like he could give him some ear muffs. "Mmm, top drawer".
"Droids can be temperamental at times." Breha agreed, she had found that no two droids seemed to have the same personality despite similar programing. Breha moved to the drawer pocketing the batteries as she begun exploring around his home. "Chopper is a c series no?" She questioned honestly, "Make's since why he wouldn't change these on his own, a bit rudimentary even for a astro programing."
Mentally, Aendras cursed his younger self for being so friendly and letting people know where he lived. It would have been so much easier if he hadn't done that, they wouldn't be checking up on him now. Though at the mention of ICPD he realised it was his sister... or least the sister this world had given him, something that was confusing. Still he could use a conversation he supposed, and he was pretty sure she wouldn't take no for an answer. "I've been awake for hours" he said as he opened the door, moving aside to let her enter. "Why would you want advice from me?"
"Then you should have answered the door sooner." She half chuckled sticking her tongue out toward her brother as she walked past him into his place. "I want advice, because I feel like you have to be going through a similar thing to what I am going through." She admitted with an honest look of pain crossing her face. "You know this place isn't what it seems right? that it messes with people, it messed with us?"
"No no, it's my own choice. No reason for you to worry." Tele smiled at her easily, definitely not about to accuse Breha of being a bad boss. Especially as she started encouraging him to go out with the others and make more friends. He had friends, and Tele knew he could've, but work was the easiest distraction for missing Gany, or figuring out how much time he should be bothering his parents, or worrying about Ithaca. "I will...and I do! I do live my life. It's just...I'm better at keeping it focused on work rather than me, you know? If I wasn't here I'd just be going over my textbooks for class again, so I might as well be here."
He finished straightening his current project as she put the call in, looking up when she spoke and nodding in agreement to her words. "And sometimes people don't care enough to look it all over, or be thorough, so it works. But, some are better at the confusing jargon than others. You've a few requests that are just nonsense. But at least they tried I suppose."
"I know that feeling all too well." She admitted honestly, Work had been her own means of not losing her mind. Keeping herself sane and focused on the goals ahead instead of the life she had left behind. Of the people who needed her, of the family she was desperate to find but helpless too know where to even begin. "You'll find if you pursue this career for yourself, that you need to discover the difference between those who mean well and those who mean well for themselves." She took one of the bills off his desk and began scanning it over herself. "I do think you'll have a way better head on your shoulders then I did when I first began. You have a natural eye for things even I miss on occasion." She complimented. "Remind me to call this councilman, he will never get my vote on the gross misconceptualized nature of this bill." She huffed with a slight tone of frustration.
“not much of a day person?” caleb asked. if he didn’t know any better, he would have suspected a vampire. he didn’t completely rule it out. “i suppose i can understand. there are less people to talk to which is nice.” he smirked. “i mean no offense, just have never been good with, em, people. people see you more clearly in the daylight.” he shrugged.
"Gave it up a long time ago." She answered honestly, "Nights are better anyways." She shurgged her shoulders slightly at his next comment. "See that is where I think I'd disagree. You only truly get to know and see someone for what they are when they think no one elses is awake or aware. Which in my life I've found seems to only happen at night." She clasped her hands in front of her, a straightening of her spine. An idle pose from her days as an aristocrat,
i'd give it all back if i could. i cannot (From Tom)
sophie took a deep breath and took in the other’s words. she knew sometimes it was better to listen for a while, to empathize and understand. part of her thought she recognized the sentiment, a feeling she may have subconsciously felt. “the past can be a difficult concept to reckon with, i’m sorry. i’m not sure what you’ve been through, but i hope you can find peace. if you need a friend in the meantime, i’m happy to fill the position.” sophie smiled softly, giving the other a small nudge.
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"Friend's are a special commodity." Tom mused as he assessed the other, "Though Ms. Sophie, you do seem like you'd be a rather good friend to have." He answered honestly. "I do apologize for my ramblings, I tend to let my words run way faster then common courtesy would allow." He tipped his head in slight apology toward the other.
don't the sky look pretty up here? (From Lenore Dove)
"yeah, yeah it does." aurelie agreed with a watery smile. there were so very few times she ever stopped to notice. life had been isolating for so long after her mother and brother that nothing ever seemed to bring her so much joy. before that, missions and trying to appease the gods took up so much of her time. but up here...she could just appreciate all that was before her. "i used to hate the sky." aurelie laughed, the thought now so ridiculous. "especially sunsets like this. my father...let's just say the sun reminded me so much of him. so i hid myself from it. how stupid is that?" aurelie laughed at herself, tucking her knees to her chest, letting herself feel all the new feelings. "thank you, for inviting me up here. this is a beautiful view, i wouldn't want to be up here with anybody else."
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Lenore Dove looked at the other with a slight knowing look, "See, now we can't go hating things because of our dear ol daddy's now." She nudged the others shoulder. "My daddy ain't give me nothin' not even his name, but here I am despite of it." She never tried to seek him out either, she knew if he wanted her, he would have been there. Like Tam Amber had been there, Like Clark Carmine, Like Haymitch. It's an active choice to be in someones life. It's also an active choice not to be. "How about you reclaim the sky for yourself, take whatever memories or stuff that make you think of him and replace them with moments like this." She motioned between the two of them and the view. "Take it for yourself, so he ain't take another second of your joy."
"you were absolutely right." beth hadn't been on this side of the world lately, who really had the time for it? but, she had a day off and lyanna was at work, and maybe she needed things to keep her busy and occupied. "you never realize just how small our town is until you're looking at it from up here."
"It really puts life into perspective up here." Tuk admitted, her foot digging a small hole in the ground. "It's the closest to what I imagine a bird's eye view would be like it." She dreamt of flying, she knew it had to be real but part of her it might as well be as real as a dream. It's not like she could make it real. "Could you imagine flying high during twilight with the wind in your hair and just a scream of pure joy."
