THIS PAIN IS CONSTANT.

[ IND. SEL. PRI. GTA AU-BASED STEVEN SUPTIC OF SUGAR PINE 7. ]

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 && i disappeared because I was sick but I’m back and making rp icons for my good boy parker so y’all better watch the fuck out.

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you know what trope pisses me off the most? when the protag is pointing a gun at somebody and they’re like “you won’t do it. you’re too good” and the person holding the gun is like oh shit i am and they slowly lower the gun while the other person laughs. WHAT THE FUCK. if i were there, and somebody told me “you won’t do it” i would immediately shoot them dead without hesitating. who are you to tell me what i wont do. musty bitch

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i accidentally showed some weakness earlier today it was disgusting i would not recommend it 

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“The disconcerting part is being unable to know whether you’re truly stupid or you just like acting this way to infuriate me.” They’d probably work better together if Ryan wasn’t such an asshole but that was asking for much.

       --- ❛ maybe it’s a little bit of both ?  ❜ he offers, STUPIDITY briefly stepping aside in favor of convincing this man NOT to kill him.  ❛ sorry, what were you saying again ?  ❜

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sure, I don’t get a “healthy” amount of sleep like SOME PEOPLE do but can they do THIS *stands up, blacks out for a second*

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title: get with the program word count: 1,550 warning(s): mentions of weapons and murder a/n: here’s another gta au origin story, this time for our boy steven. meant to accompany the parker origin story.

         The world always liked to deify those who caused chaos, those who wrought death into innocent lives, dredged bloodstains across clean civilian homes, and Los Santos existed as the epicenter of it all. The heart of the beast, as most came to call it, standing tall with its skyscrapers awaiting heist, its banks with doors practically held open for robbery — the city existed this way long before Steven Suptic stepped foot upon its soil, and he supposed it would always be this way, always encouraging destruction, always enabling the very violence it supposedly tried so hard to prevent. The city was corrupt, and Steven relished in this fact the moment he arrived.

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If im stabbed do I get to keep the knife

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❝ ░ ADVENTURE TIME; STARTER SENTENCES.

❛ Everything ahead of us is totally unknown. ❜

❛ Sucking at something is the first step towards being sorta good at something. ❜

❛ Sometimes life is scary and dark. ❜

❛ People get built different. We don’t need to figure it out, we just need to respect it. ❜

❛ I don’t need to feel like I’m waiting to be noticed. ❜

❛ I’ll still be here tomorrow to high five you yesterday, my friend. ❜

❛ Is that where creativity comes from? From sad biz? ❜

❛ No one flicks me in the butt without my consent! ❜

❛ Homies help homies. Always. ❜

❛ You got to focus on what’s real, man. ❜

❛ Responsibility demands sacrifice. ❜

❛ People make mistakes. It’s a part of growing up. ❜

❛ It’s hard to step outside yourself when you are enmeshed with another being. ❜

❛ You contain the soul memory of a million dead stars. ❜

❛ Don’t you always call sweatpants ‘give up on life pants,’ _____? ❜

❛ Something weird might just be something familiar viewed from a different angle. ❜

❛ Mathematical! ❜

❛ Whoa! Algebraic! ❜

❛ I’ll slay anything that’s evil. That’s my deal! ❜

❛ I’m not righteous. I’m wrong-teous. Stupid-teous. ❜

❛ I feel radder, faster… more adequate! ❜

❛ Youth culture forever! ❜

❛ Are you gonna smash my skull and breathe my blood mist? ❜

❛ No worms on the bed! ❜

❛ Get ready for an uppercut, you dog! ❜

❛ Stealing’s wrong, doofus! ❜

❛ Holy stuff! It talked! Wow-cow-chow! ❜

❛ What?! You gotta be flipping kidding me! ❜

❛ I’m no wuss! I’m the hero around these parts! ❜

❛ Eat my sword, _____! ❜

❛ I’m weddy for the wedding. ❜

❛ Heh. Yeah, right. That sounds like idiot talk. ❜

❛ How did you almost know my name? ❜

❛ All aboard the knuckle train to Fist Planet! ❜

❛ Imagination is for turbo-nerds who can’t handle how kick-butt reality is! ❜

❛ That riddle sucks. ❜

❛ I’ll just read this book about pigs. ❜

❛ Everything small is just a small version of something big! I understand everything! ❜

❛ Up, down, left, left, right, right, down, spin, down, up, left, right, left, down, spin, up, down, jump! ❜

❛ Come on, man! That’s pervy! ❜

❛ Easy as childbirth. ❜

❛ Dude, I think I have a crush. ❜

❛ Do the splits, thou milk-livered maggot pie! ❜

❛ Oh crab it to the butternuts, it’s locked! ❜

❛ STOP TALKING LIKE A NERD AND GIVE IT TO US STRAIGHT! ❜

❛ I’ve been going foot nude in the shoe and now I got this turbo huge callous. ❜

❛ We’re documenting our creative flow in case we make a break through. ❜

❛ That road you’re on leads to nowhere. ❜

❛ You wanna join my primitive noise band? ❜

❛ Roll the dice, you pay the price. ❜

❛ C'mon bro, taking pain is easy. You just have to imagine that every bruise is a hickey from the Universe. And everyone wants to get with the Universe. ❜

❛ It was weird but I liked it. ❜

❛ Actually, I think I’m beating it back with sheer willpower. ❜

❛ Hey! Crack open that book and read something for fun’s sake, alright? ❜

❛ You know what they remind me of? Well-dressed pickles. ❜

❛ This dolphin fell in love with me! ❜

❛ I’d rather be dancin’ with some babes! ❜

❛ My subconscious must be hungry, huh? ❜

❛ I can’t have you messin’ up my bread and butter, dude. ❜

❛ Heh heh. I can’t take you seriously when you’re singing, man. ❜

❛ Dude, be calmed by my saliva. ❜

❛ I’m not cute, I’ll mess you up. ❜

❛ Dude, let’s kill the horse. ❜

❛ You don’t just read the poetry to understand it, you got to feel it. ❜

❛ Girl, you smell good. Did you take a bath in rainbows and cupcakes? ❜

❛ And what if we turn evil? I’ll have to start wearing cologne. ❜

❛ I love you, everything burrito. ❜

❛ Oh, I’m coming with you… if only to be disruptive and obnoxious! ❜

❛ I dreamed I was in kindergarten again, but I had really big feet, and was also the teacher. ❜

❛ I wish for… a sandwich! ❜

❛ That’s it! The answer was so simple, I was too smart to see it! ❜

❛ I should not have drunk that much tea! ❜

❛ I’d never forgive anybody who did this to me! ❜

❛ Give me a hug, hero. ❜

❛ I never said you had to be perfect! ❜

❛ Yeah, I’m good! Haven’t slept for solid eighty-three hours, but yeah, I’m good. ❜

❛ I’ve seen some stuff that would really make you say ‘like what?’ ❜

❛ I’m not mean. I’m a thousand years old, and I just lost track of my moral code. ❜

❛ I wrote this next song about a fisherman. ❜

❛ Vampires can’t beat ghosts. It’s like a rock-paper-scissors thing. ❜

❛ I’m hurting you because I love you. ❜

❛ Yeah, I want you to be proud. I want you to be proud of me! ❜

❛ I am incapable of emotion, but you are making me chafed! ❜

❛ Who wants to play video games? ❜

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forensic files narrator: ... and he left his finger prints on the door knob...

me eating my 5th mozzarella stick: you absolute fucking idiot

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You: Ignoring your feelings is really unhealthy

Me, playing Emotional whack-a-mole: Unfortunate

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under a neon glow

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Why do I have a feeling that the favor was them to both move and for aleks to put his shirts on

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   && wait guys what if i made an indie parker too ---

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truth be told, james does see a sort of potential alliance between his   &   steven’s crews, even if it’s only occasional. whether that’s shared between everyone else is another thingentirely. he has mentioned the idea to the others a few times, yet they still don’t seem too sold on it; he only implies the thought with how he acts toward steven —- not a constant violence unlike his relationship with the fahc.

so, here they are, in fakehaus’ penthouse, all organized by james himself. it was steven’s decision if he wanted to bring his entire crew, or just come alone. albeit, all of the haus were here, though scattered around, heist room made sure to be locked for safety purposes. originally, it was planned for them to discuss, get a feel for each other   &   the opinion of working together when the benefit was there. that hasn’t happened,   &   james is unsure if it will. bruce has made offhanded   &   quiet comments about steven, starting with concern   &   wondering if james is in his right mind, but that’s as far as it’s gotten.

he’s since retreated to a counter lined with a variety of bottles of alcohol   &   plenty of glasses. only deciding to make conversation if it’s presented to him. adam, elyse,   &   bruce have come   &   gone, all of them giving some sort of opinion on their guest.

steven appears to be next, refilling an almost empty glass of whiskey for james before getting one himself. no initial greeting needed. brows inch inward slightly, as gaze shifts to look at the opposing crew member, surprise evident,   &   there’s a brief wave. glass rises to lips, speaking a  ‘ thanks ’   against the edge before drinking. the glass is set down again before speaking any more.

❝ holding up okay, suptic ? ❞

        --- the invitation to an opposing crew’s EPICENTER should have shaken steven suptic to his very core. it should have STARTLED the boy, all faux intimidation and false charm, and word of the offer should never have even moved past his own lips. of course, that would imply a world in which his friends DIDN’T lurk behind every corner, curiously PRODDING at him until he ultimately gave in to their pleas --- that was a universe he would LOVE to exist in, even if only for a moment. instead, he is forced to live here, where word of the potential meet-up with fakehaus reached every corner of his crew within TWENTY-FOUR HOURS.

            by steven’s request, only two other members accompanied him ;; cib, who steven has referred to on more than one occasion as his SECOND IN COMMAND, and james, who existed only to DISTRACT the man aforementioned. the trio arrived in two separate vehicles, an unspoken foreshadow to steven’s inevitable solitude. by the time things began to quiet down, this dream is FULFILLED ;; james offers to drive cib home, and steven bids them adieu...at least until the NEXT MORNING, when the cycle is doomed to REPEAT itself.

             it is this thought that has the crew leader REFILLING his glass, awkwardly seeking SOLACE in alcohol so as to avoid any more CRINGE-WORTHY interactions. only then does he notices james, presumably doing the same --- he approaches, fills a glass for his almost-friend, then refills his own. as james drinks, steven does the same, suppressing a GRIMACE at the taste ( as always ;; he doesn’t drink for the TASTE --- who does ? ).

             ❛ eh... ❜ he starts, the sound a simple filler as he gathers his thoughts.  ❛ ...I guess. ❜ he pauses then, briefly takes in the QUIET, before continuing.  ❛ god, are you guys always like that ?  ❜

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“i expected better from you” well that was your fault lmao I got nothing to do with that

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01. what does your muse smell like?

that new car smell, the clean scent of unscathed leather, a hint of death that he can’t seem to wash out.

02. how often does your muse bathe/shower? any habits?

he tries to shower on a daily basis, usually in the morning before he does anything too important.

03. does your muse have any tattoos or piercing?

nope!

04. any body movement quirks ( ex.knee shakes )?

he tries to not express restless energy, but he does tap his foot and bounce his leg a lot ( mostly when his friends aren’t around to call him out on it ).

05. what do they sleep in?

depends on the day, usually some pajama pants and a shirt.

06. what’s their favourite piece of clothing?

he owns countless hats, but there’s one pink hat that has a little bit of blood splatter across the rim. he doesn’t wear it too often, though.

07. what do they do when they wake up?

he takes a shower before heading to the office. past that, it’s anybody’s guess, but he usually tries to plan a job, network, do at least something productive.

08. how do they sleep? position?

he tends to sleep on his back, but before he finally falls asleep he’s moving constantly.

09. what do their hands feel like?

soft, but used. depending on who you are, it’s probably a little sweaty, too. gross.

>10. if you kissed them, what would they usually taste like?  

sea salt with a hint of red wine.

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