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31 yr old angel 18+ only ✦:)

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i had herbalism class again on saturday. one of my fellow classmates sent me some pictures she took and i now have a few candid images of myself near my beloved teacher, my apothecary crush, and i have to say- getting to gaze at how we look next to each other is having a profound effect on me

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numbers numbers numbers numberssssss :) :) :)

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for the third time evr i achieved 100+ orgasm week and 50+ squirt week :) july 2026 is officially my highest orgasm month with still almost 2 weeks to go… wow 🤩

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i’m gnna hit 1,500 orgasms for the year a few weeks earlier than i hit 1,000 last year #progress

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this how it feels when i answer questions from you guys fr

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Oh of course they count! 💪🏻💉 Ooh why did you remove the most of them?? 🥺

i removed most of my piercings when i went through a kind of rebirth process! had to get down to my core self, make deep edits, and let new growth begin. at that time i also cut a lot of my hair off and stopped painting my nails and started wearing significantly less makeup.

a new piercing sounds cathartic and fun but i’m not sure what i would get!

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Those new gifs thoughhhh😫🥹

oh!! i kinda forgot i posted those haha. you likeeee? :) :)

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🥂 Here’s to unlocking the impact play part of yourself. I’m so happy it’s immensely satisfying for you both 🤗

thank you so much 💕💕 he’s gotten really addicted to spanking me (and the reaction it produces from me), he talks about it all the time and it’s now a part of every fuck sesh 😸

i’m reveling in this, i’m soaking up the joy and relief of it, it’s helping me so much at this trying time, and alllllsoooo. my insatiable self is thinking and hoping and praying that i will get him to start slapping my pussy soon toooo :) :) :)

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numbers numbers numbers numberssssss :) :) :)

[insatiablesaint]

for the third time evr i achieved 100+ orgasm week and 50+ squirt week :) july 2026 is officially my highest orgasm month with still almost 2 weeks to go… wow 🤩

[insatiablesaint]

i’m gnna hit 1,500 orgasms for the year a few weeks earlier than i hit 1,000 last year #progress

[insatiablesaint]

numbers numbers numbers numberssssss :) :) :)

[insatiablesaint]

for the third time evr i achieved 100+ orgasm week and 50+ squirt week :) july 2026 is officially my highest orgasm month with still almost 2 weeks to go… wow 🤩

[insatiablesaint]

numbers numbers numbers numberssssss :) :) :)

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there are a few people in my irl world who say i’m the most hydrated person they know. no one else is as committed to water consumption as me, no one else has the systems i have for it, no one else is as regimented with their healing beverages and electrolyte intake. it’s something that people comment on pretty frequently.

everyone knows that i have health ailments and that i take my nutrition very seriously. so it’s not a big surprise or mystery that i’m like this with hydration. but also. it takes a lot of restraint on my part to not respond to comments they make about my water guzzling by saying “yeah, i have to make sure i rehydrate myself today, i squirted 30 times last night. i soaked the entire surface of the queen sized waterproof blanket and i left massive puddles on the floor and he and i had to repeatedly dry our bodies off because of my tidal waves of squirt.”

hydration is not a game to me. if i don’t replenish my internal reserves i WILL turn into the first ever human craisin. because at this point, i don’t think there’s a way to slow down the escalation of the squirting.

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✦*coffin opens and a plume of glimmering smoke emerges as i slowly sit up and turn my head to face the audience*✦ hey guys, how has your week been?

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i’ve been dealing with some true harrowing emotional shiz and have been busy being an actual saint irl. like yesterday before work when i found a sick baby bird that i suspect was made sicker by the current horrible blast of air pollution. i gave it drips of water off a twig until it was well enough to move around again. this was a small scale equivalent to caretaking i’ve been doing for one of my most beloved humans except **** ***** **** ** ***** *********.

the good news is that my health and well-being has been stable enough for me to be on track to achieve my highest orgasm month of all time. it’s already my highest squirt month ever 💧. i should break the orgasm record before the weekend is over and then i hooooope to get to 300 orgasms by the end of the month.

because i deserve. i really really really really deserve. and also i told you fuckers i would bounce back from the lows of last month i TOLD U

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✦*coffin opens and a plume of glimmering smoke emerges as i slowly sit up and turn my head to face the audience*✦ hey guys, how has your week been?

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okay so it’s. day 9 of july. and so far this month i’ve had 155 orgasms? and i’ve squirted approximately 80 times? ? ? ?!

‼️ ✦_✦ ‼️

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this is partially due to unlocking a new way of being made to cum and squirt and :’) i’m veryveryveryvery excited about it <3333

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i’ve known for a long time that i’m a masochist. my desire for sexual, sensual, chosen pain has been shrouded in shame for years. my own shame, making me afraid to ask for it or to even administer it to myself. the shame of others, making them afraid to hurt me the wrong way or to complicate our trust bond.

but i’ve been getting braver. and more desperate. talking about my needs and desires digitally has helped me open up more in person- testing things alone in my bed and gently, slowly, patiently pushing him to let his animal instincts loose on me.

on saturday he spanked me for the first time. he had slapped my ass plenty before but never in a way that really hurt. never in a way that left marks. never in a way that shocks and stings and burns and scares me. never in a way that makes me squirt over and over and over from just his hand landing on my ass. never in a way that heals me, the way that it did on saturday.

last night he spanked me for the second time. we all know how excited i get to be fucked and this evening was no different. i had been looking forward to it for days. but when the time came, my mind was burdened with panic and sorrow, the major terrors that are taking place in other parts of my life were too loud to ignore. to the point that despite having my first 10 orgasms of the session, i pulled away because i felt distant, i felt alone, everything felt wrong. i wanted to cry and hide but instead i asked him to hit me. “can you slap my ass a little bit?”

he didn’t hesitate and he didn’t stop at a little bit. “of course, baby” he said before unleashing the beautiful magical power of his palms on me. he spanked me as his main focus before kneeling in front of me and letting me suck his cock while he hit me. he kept hitting me more and more throughout the entire rest of the session, to an extent that it felt completely clear i had unlocked something in him that he was now addicted to, to an extent that almost scared me too much, to an extent that made me squirt more than i ever have before. drenching the bed, drenching the floor, drenching our bodies.

✦⛓️‍💥🔓 releasing years of need 🔓⛓️‍💥✦

[insatiablesaint]

okay so it’s. day 9 of july. and so far this month i’ve had 155 orgasms? and i’ve squirted approximately 80 times? ? ? ?!

‼️ ✦_✦ ‼️

[insatiablesaint]

this is partially due to unlocking a new way of being made to cum and squirt and :’) i’m veryveryveryvery excited about it <3333

[insatiablesaint]

i’ve known for a long time that i’m a masochist. my desire for sexual, sensual, chosen pain has been shrouded in shame for years. my own shame, making me afraid to ask for it or to even administer it to myself. the shame of others, making them afraid to hurt me the wrong way or to complicate our trust bond.

but i’ve been getting braver. and more desperate. talking about my needs and desires digitally has helped me open up more in person- testing things alone in my bed and gently, slowly, patiently pushing him to let his animal instincts loose on me.

on saturday he spanked me for the first time. he had slapped my ass plenty before but never in a way that really hurt. never in a way that left marks. never in a way that shocks and stings and burns and scares me. never in a way that makes me squirt over and over and over from just his hand landing on my ass. never in a way that heals me, the way that it did on saturday.

last night he spanked me for the second time. we all know how excited i get to be fucked and this evening was no different. i had been looking forward to it for days. but when the time came, my mind was burdened with panic and sorrow, the major terrors that are taking place in other parts of my life were too loud to ignore. to the point that despite having my first 10 orgasms of the session, i pulled away because i felt distant, i felt alone, everything felt wrong. i wanted to cry and hide but instead i asked him to hit me. “can you slap my ass a little bit?”

he didn’t hesitate and he didn’t stop at a little bit. “of course, baby” he said before unleashing the beautiful magical power of his palms on me. he spanked me as his main focus before kneeling in front of me and letting me suck his cock while he hit me. he kept hitting me more and more throughout the entire rest of the session, to an extent that it felt completely clear i had unlocked something in him that he was now addicted to, to an extent that almost scared me too much, to an extent that made me squirt more than i ever have before. drenching the bed, drenching the floor, drenching our bodies.

✦⛓️‍💥🔓 releasing years of need 🔓⛓️‍💥✦

[insatiablesaint]

okay so it’s. day 9 of july. and so far this month i’ve had 155 orgasms? and i’ve squirted approximately 80 times? ? ? ?!

‼️ ✦_✦ ‼️

[insatiablesaint]

this is partially due to unlocking a new way of being made to cum and squirt and :’) i’m veryveryveryvery excited about it <3333