Just my thoughts

my thoughts never fail to destroy me

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I said I wouldn't let myself have feelings for him but we didn't talk today and think I wanted to. Not sure if I like him or I'm just lonely

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So I'm friends with this guy who I know likes me (but he doesn't know I know) and I don't like him like that but recently we've started messaging alot. Am I leading him on or not? But the thing is I like talking to him and I like that he likes me. I think I've made it clear to him that we're just friends but idk.

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And I miss him. I'm beginning to realise that I never really stopped.

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To begin with a 'sqad holiday' sounds fun but I imagine in reality it would be a disaster because we would realise that we all like completely different things and we'd probably all fall out and wonder why we were friends in the first place

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Turns out chanting take-a-way to your parents does not result in them buying a takeaway :(

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Me: (has so much work due first thing Monday) *reads all weekend*

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I have no motivation to revise something that I know I'm going to fail anyway

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But what if I'm broken beyond repair?

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I’m not sure if listening to Catfish and the Bottlemen makes me sad or happy, but it does make life that little bit more bearable

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This is me running away from my problems and responsibilities.

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If I fell asleep outside do you think I'd wake up if it started to rain?

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My mum had a bonfire in the garden and I was watching it from my window, but then it started to rain and long story short it went out and made me really sad

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Why is it that getting rid of all things makes me feel better?

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I'M UGLY AND SAD

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I wish you knew how bad it fucked me up.

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I Don't Want It

I don't want it. I don't want to have to go through A levels just so I can go to UNI, just so I can get a good job, just so I have money to do what I love on my occasional holiday/day off. I don't want to work in the same job until I'm old. I don't want to get to the end of my life and know that I have done nothing of importance. I don't want that life. I don't want it.