Emotional baby boy, emotional man.

My name's Rowan and I'm extremely queer. I'm 28 years old, and I have too many video games and not enough cats.

[insipidrainbow]

hey i'm back from getting milk what did i miss

[insipidrainbow]

I'm 10 days post op

[insipidrainbow]

It took 8 years to get here. Nothing can take this away from me. No more setbacks.

[insipidrainbow]

Looking back at posts from just a few years ago where I was so certain that was gonna "be my year for top surgery" is a real bummer. Sorry past me, you're in for an emotional rollercoaster.

I'm closer than I've ever been though, my original surgery date for April 3rd was cancelled thanks to COVID-19, but my new date is July 1st.

Losing the date the first time and then waiting in quarantine limbo has been hell, and I don't know how I'll manage if it gets cancelled again.

I want to be excited but I'm still tender I suppose.

[okdannycragg]

An unexpected change, but a welcome one. 🌈

[insipidrainbow]

I'm losing my insurance again. No date for top surgery in sight. I just passed 5 years on T. Want to feel good about it, but I'm just feeling numb.

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

Remember, you can disappear into the woods whenever you want. You’re an adult.

[dan-draper-deactivated20190415]

tempting

[195195119511951-deactivated2021]

I tried to watch the Ted Bundy Tapes because my friend was telling me how good it is, but I’m just so over how these stories are framed, its all the same.. it’s like this man is an evil genius! lets explore! but really its just some dude who hates women.. like congratulations it doesnt take a genius to exploit the way women are conditioned to be respectful to men no matter what the situation and then bash them in the head with a 2x4. just because some man butchers women in inventive ways before he gets caught by police does not make him a genius? And everyone is like he doesn’t seem the type! have you ever even spoken to a woman whose suffered violence at the hands of a man… he seems like exactly the type. it’s also shocking that the fact that he wasn’t caught right away is seen as proof of his genius and not the ineptitude of the criminal justice system. There could be a conversation about cultural forces and who get the privilege of the presumption of innocence… or who is allowed to be seen as an evil genius and not representative of their entire demographic.. but this isn’t conversation that is happening. is there anything more trite and boring than some man with a narcissism complex who hates women. when will we as a culture see this as a weakness and not some twisted genius. 

[idleheaddsgn]

[hillergoodspeed]

[lyrics-and-music]

Nineteen Seventy Sumthin’ // Neck Deep

[captainsnoop-deactivated2020041]

i was playing pokemon blue on stream earlier at 350% speed and i got to thinking

what if the reason nobody in the pokemon world has any good teams is because its considered a dick move to have a proper team comp

like culturally everyone is like “haha pick the pokemon you want! if you’re happy with three geodudes, thats you and your life!” and then you’re supposed to just have a friendly battle with any other pokemon trainers and whatever pokemon they just happen to have

like the average trainer is probably just walking around with a growlithe because that’s their pet, or a hiker has three geodudes because the geodudes help him with hiking. and if this pet owner and geodude hiker meet, you’re supposed to have a friendly battle but nothing too serious

now imagine the 10 year old kid that has six pokeballs on their belt comes up. you’re like “haha, we’ll have a friendly battle!” and you throw out your geodude 

and they throw out a fucking gyarados, and it one-shots your geodude 

and then you throw out your pidgey you have because the pidgey helps you navigate mountains because you’re a hiker

and then electricity crackles around the gyarados and a thunderbolt flies off of this giant dragon and evaporates your pidgey 

so you’re down to your last pokemon. you tell them you’re gonna send out your bulbasaur. the ten year old is like “oh okay in that case i’m gonna pull out my vulpix.” like not only is this kid walking around with an amped-up super dragon, but theyve also got multiple pokemon specifically for making type advantage counter-picks?

this kid’s a fucking asshole! really, kid? what are you trying to prove here? this is a friendly match between strangers for fun! why are you composing real-ass competitive teams? what a fucker! 

[jumpingjacktrash]

i mean if you look at how npc’s talk about their pokemon, they’re service animals mostly. some of them are just pets. apparently they really enjoy sparring, so you let them battle other people’s pokemon for socialization, it’s like going to the dog park.

hell yes i’d be mad if i took my chronic pain support chow-chow to the dog park and some asshole with four rottweilers and a husky was like SIC EM THUNDERNUTS even if my dog enjoyed the tussle at first.

look, kid, the paras helps me weed the garden. it’s not a special forces attack paras. it’s just a bug that eats dandelions. please calm down.

[maxknightley]

This is precisely why Cooltrainers are exiled to the mountains

[twinkundeath]

@glasperlenspielerin @fabuloustea @cafemachiavelli

[concealedblade-deactivated20210]

i really just saw some boring ass gay post “she’s a little chunky” alongside a picture of their completely slim twink-looking body. when will yall log off for good.

[concealedblade-deactivated20210]

LIKE IN WHAT WOOOOOOOOOOORLD THE COGNITIVE DISSONANCE!!!!!!

[blackberryshawty]

I swear to god these gays

[autumnhobbit]

worst part of adulthood so far is definitely the fact that people have the ability to contact me and i have to respond in a timely manner

[fuks]

[coldasyou]

Me: maybe poor kids shouldn’t have to be number one in their class with a perfect ACT score and a billion extracurricular activities to be able to even afford state school lmao

You, Jared, 19, never learned how to fucking read: SO YOU THINK THE GOVERMENT SHOULD PAY FOR MY COUSIN WHO DID CRACK EVER SINGLE DAY DURING ALGEBRA AND GRADUATED WITH A 0.02 GPA TO GO TO HARVARD???

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“Be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.”

— Aurelia Plath