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❝ are you deranged like me ?? are you STRANGE like me ?? lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me ?? do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me ?? pointing fingers cause you'll never take the blame like me ?? ❞ ( independent oc. written by jay. )

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     INDEPENDENT SON OF PHOEBE & COLE

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celaena.

She rolled her eyes and looked up at him. Alarm bells rung in her head, instantly  telling her he was dangers. Though she could probably kill him if he tried anything. “As I much as I hated to admit this, I think I do.”.

He couldn’t help but smirk slightly, always loving when he was needed even if he didn’t know the person. “Step aside, Red. If I can’t do it better than you than I can always pay someone to do it better. There’s no harm in letting me try.”

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               the bolder the move the less they’ll question you, that was something matthew learned at a young age. that was why he was boxing underground, why he would do anything so that people wouldn’t mess with him. his only mistake was the fact that he told oliver everything, he had surprised the other one day and took him to one of his matches. of course he won, but he was pretty bruised up because the other guy got some good hits. now, the very night after one of his matches, he was with the other blonde and while he didn’t tell oliver that he was boxing that night, it was obvious. he still had bandages wrapped around his fists, bloody with his own blood and his opponents. matthew sighed softly as he looked over at the other male.  ❛  please don’t make a big deal out of this again. i’m here to spend time with you and i don’t need to be nagged at the moment. i just want some food and quality time.  ❜

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miriam.

        “AND this is why I’m always a step ahead of you.” A little wicked smile of victory appeared on her lips. She stepped even closer, and loosened his arms. “RIGHT. In fact, I was counting on that. I’m not letting you kill him.” Her eyes locked on him, this time she was serious. “I’M not letting you kill anyone. This is not the life for you.”

          “Your steps are very TINY compared to mine, just remember that.” Yet he couldn’t act like she wasn’t right, like she didn’t win. All he could do was sigh as he looked down at her. “You’re going to let me kill him eventually, so stop with the games. Or are you going to ride his dick twenty-four seven now?” Matthew’s eyes narrowed, jaw tightening. “This is the life I chose for myself, so mind your own business.”

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starter call !! gonna get to the messages/replies i owe, but i’ll get to these in a few

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     INDEPENDENT ORIGINAL CHARACTER

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i apologize for my recent inactivity !! my birthday passed this week and it was just a really long and eventful week, but soon enough i’m going to get back on the flow of things don’t worry !!

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cylan.

                       something about his attitude rubbed him THE WRONG WAY. tell me how pretty i am. what a vein piece of shit. blue eyes narrowed slightly as he watched the other, sword gripped tight in one hand as his arms crossed themselves over his chest, mainly to get the other to stop fucking touching him. for someone who was MUCH shorter than the other, he still wasn’t afraid to beat the blond’s ass into next tuesday.  ❛  okay, first?  the only way that you’re going to get compliments out of me is if you actually earn them, and with what i’ve seen so far? that’s not gonna happen. if you want someone to pat you on the back for your looks, head on over to the mirror and give yourself a pep talk. and secondly, you’re right. i am deadly. i’m also deadly serious that if you think that you’re ever going to get to my level, you’re gonna need to put the work in and stop trying to piss about. you want to train? pick up a weapon and put your mouth to good use by SHUTTING IT.  ❜

                              not everyone was a fan of CONFIDENCE and matthew knew that, but the only other way he knew how to rub people the right way was by either using his money or his body. he didn’t know how to get there attention, how to be upfront with them, without clearly causing a commotion. it didn’t seem to take much to annoy the shorter male, which made matt realize that he shouldn’t be touching him at that moment. moving his hand back down to his side and pressed his lips together.   ❛   compliments are clearly giving off of people’s looks so i don’t care what anyone says, unless it’s something like you’re nice it’s already earned. it’s funny how you don’t think that i look in the mirror to see how attractive i am everyday, but it’s NOT a pep talk. who says that i don’t put in the work though ?? you don’t know how much i train and how hard i work, so i suggest you don’t comment about that part of my life.   ❜   the blonde huffed, clearly annoyed, as he moved back to the table. matthew made sure that his bandages were tight before grabbing one of the smaller swords.   ❛   you’re always going to be hearing my mouth run, so just get use to it. now YOU get your weapon.   ❜

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bravxryy replied to your post:throwback to my rule!63 young gotham sirens days (...

Oh my gosh – so perfect!!!!!

Those weren’t even the ones that I used, but I’m crying omg they fit

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celaena.

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“It can’t be that hard….right?”. The witch was mostly talking to herself, not noting the boy. Celaena could always ask for help…but she wasn’t that kind of person. 

“Actually no, it can’t be that hard, which is why I’m surprised that you’re still messing it up.” Matthew looked over the redhead’s shoulders before moving to stand in front of her. He questioned himself a little bit, deciding whether or not to ask, before he finally did. “Need any help?”

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miriam.

        “SINCE the day we met,” she said, confident. She took a step towards him, looking right into his eyes and challenging him to deny it. “AND I asked you what is that. Or are you just jealous that I slept with your hit? I have PICTURES.”

          “I didn’t know that you were that GIFTED.” The blonde snorted, rolling his eyes as he crossed his arms across his chest. He looked down at her, not daring to take one step back. “I’m NOT jealous. I’m mad that you got in the MIDDLE of things. I couldn’t exactly kill him when I saw you in his bed, now could I?”

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     “How many times do I have to tell you that you DON’T have to worry about me? No matter how much I look like them, I’m not a DiLaurentis. I’m not out to sleep with your sister or play any games.” Matthew was only partially telling the truth. His rolling into Rosewood at this time apparently had him mistaken for one of Alison’s family members, he couldn’t deny the resemblance but he was almost certain he wasn’t related to them, but games were his favorite pastimes after all. “What do I have to do to get you to believe me?”

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throwback to my rule!63 young gotham sirens days ( catwoman, harley quinn, & poison ivy )

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               A LOT of the times matthew needs constant validation from the people that are around him and he hates it. he constantly compliments himself, how pretty he is, how strong he is, in hopes that other people will start doing it as well. this all came from how his parents raised him. whenever he did pretty much anything they would say “you’re such a great piano player”, “you’re so intelligent”, “i’m so proud of you” and whenever someone gives him validation like that, he feels like he makes them PROUD. sometimes he even hears it in their voice and he’s at ease with himself, he’s no longer beating himself up.

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starter call !!