Girls when their middle aged professor doesnt like them back
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Girls when their middle aged professor doesnt like them back
we are so back
i have a new crush on my uni lecturer....
i really thought that as i got older, my crushes would balance out and i would get closer in age to the people i had a crush on... but no. why am i currently down bad for a 55 year old philosophy lecturer.......
when youāre texting your tc (now graduated though) and she sends a winky face at the end of her message
lmao i love her but that is NOT how that emoji works! you cannot send me a winky emoji and expect me not to fall more in love with you!!?
I talked to her on the phone the other day!! It was great, I would die for her!!
But like while I was talking to her so literally got dizzy and the only grounding thing I could focus on was talking to her š„ŗ And also my hands were really shaking. Like wow I really am crazy for this absolute queen.
But yeah I think I might text her tomorrow because sheās literally the only person in my life who can do no wrong, and I am tired of my other friendsā random shit and sporadic replies lol
OH MY GOD I LOVE HER SO MUCH š„°š„ŗš„°
i have been texting her over the last few days and like wow i just love her. i swear we are low key the same person sometimes. but like i also feel so guilty when i am texting her, like, she absolutely has her own life and a family and shit to do!!! why am i texting her when she has a whole ass life?!!! š„ŗš„ŗ
āEven when I look away I am still looking.ā
ā Richard Siken, from Portrait of Fryderyk in Shifting Light
ugghhh i really want to text her but i have literally no idea what to say.
like i donāt think it is appropriate to absolutely infodump on random books or how much i love her so i donāt really know what to say to sound engaging? especially since iām such a boring dumb bitch??
so uhhh
i have fully finished school now (i mean i did ages ago, but just before the new year, results came out, so it feels like everything is fully done, finally)
i was emailing my tc the other day and she gave me her phone number š„°š„ŗšš„ŗšššš„ŗš„° but yeah wow am i in love with her STILL. like she could literally destroy me and i would thank her. so i think we might actually meet up some time soon!! which is awesome. but yeah i love her Unconditionally, and the best thing about that is that it is almost mutual. she has more faith in my than i have in myself, and maybe more faith in me than anybody else does wow
sorry in advance folks but i need to infodump this somewhere.
so itās been exactly a week since i last saw my tc (i have been thinking about her every day lol) but i keep thinking about how she touched my knee and my arm last week, and how they donāt feel the same as before.
like i am quite a tactile person. unless i am touching something gross or unhygienic i would rather not wear gloves, (so like washing dishes etc.) because i prefer to be able to feel texturally what i am doing. but i am really sensitive to other peopleās touch. like if any of my friends or coworkers touch me, i would probably flinch or be awkward. even my mum, sometimes, who is like my closest friend, will touch me and i will hate it. i think maybe it is because the touch is loaded with a sense of reciprocity and familial obligation, but also because i just! donāt! want! to! be! touched!
but when my tc touched my knee it felt like a jolt of warmth, like electricity. it felt so benevolent and benign. if i hadnāt have been watching her actions (and hands š¤¤) i think i would have barely noticed her hand on my knee because it felt so delicate. but like,, moral of the story, i do not find touch as aberrant when it is from my tc?? who would have thought??
Virginia Woolf, Night and Day
women with a phd are a million times hotter than any other women
itās cool because sarah paulson likes older women too, she gets it
Me listening to music when suddenly a song that reminds me of my tc comes on
not me having a whole playlist that i made of songs that remind me of her š
sometimes i get really bad, destruc iāve intrusive thoughts, but iām very grateful for the fact that, recently, basically all my intrusive thoughts have been āemail her back and tell her that you love herā. which i think is pretty good. nice to have some vaguely positive intrusive thoughts for once.
iām so freaking in love with her and i donāt even go to school anymore it HURTS my heart
iām in the same exact boat š
mood š
when she emails you with āiām sorry to take up your timeā like noooo. please donāt be!!!! take up all the time i have, it is yours to have. i will literally give you all of my time šš
anyway i had like work for five hours today and did i think of her for every minute of those five hours??? yes. absolutely. i love her so much.
so like fellas:
i saw her today, i literally spoke to her for like an hour. i love her so much. i peppered in the fact that i am gay a LOT. so if she doesnāt know i am bi(?) at this point i canāt help her.
BUT ALSO SHE FUCKN TOUCHED MY KNEE š„°šš„°š i nearly died bruh. really good stuff today.