Learning to smile again is hard, but welcome
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Learning to smile again is hard, but welcome
Without a word of warning, Lea reached across and ran a calloused fingertip against Isaâs chapped lips, smearing them with something smooth and sweet. The movements of his finger across Isaâs lips were painstakingly, achingly slow; gentle and deliberate, as though touching something deeply precious and feeling greatly honoured to be doing so.
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From this ficÂ
Under the tree there's a present wrapped in red, a bit torn in places. Someone either wrapped it in a hurry, or doesn't have much experience with presents to begin with. There's a scarf inside, rich cobalt blue in color and made from soft wool.
Isa bends down to pick the gift up. âI donât remember... hm.â The colour of the wrapping paper and the sloppy way itâs been wrapped kinda gives it away. Isa smiles wryly as he unwraps it to pull the scarf out. âOh... itâs really nice.â With a smile he wraps it around his neck. Soft and warm... Itâs perfect.Â
Reblog if it's alright for your muse to be given Christmas presents by other people's muses
Rough morning?
âïžHappy Winter itâs too cold out âïžâïž
lumen-et-tenebraeâ:
âThereâs a good lad.â Xehanort said, though he could tell something wasnât right.
âThere is not anything that willâŠhinder your performance, is there? Perhaps someone in particular you are not eager to face?â
There was the smallest of twitches on Saixâs face in response to that, but he tried his hardest to appear unaffected. Of course, he knew Xehanort was far from stupid and he could probably guess that Saix wasnât as detached as he tried to present himself. âIt will not be an issue,â was all he said, even as his thoughts couldnât help to drift to a certain redhead.Â
Just let him be happy
{âĄ}- âIâm making a petition to ban that damn old man from the castle from November to February. Itâs alright freezing enough without his dumb ice powers.â
âFor once I am inclined to agree with you.âÂ
"..."
"I wonder what a bowl of stupid would actually taste like?"
âProbably stupid.â
comfort starters
WORDS:
â iâve got you. itâs okay. â â stay the night with me? â â iâm here. and iâm not going anywhere. â â shh, itâs okay. iâm here now. â â talk to me. â â i wish i knew how to talk about it, but every time i try i justâ the words wonât come out. â â iâm afraid if i start crying, i just wonât stop. â â i donât wanna be alone tonight. â â you donât have to say anything. â â do you want me to stay with you? â â  weâre okayâ everything is gonna be okay. â â itâs over now. â â itâs okay if you need to cry. itâs just me. let it out. â â i donât wanna have to do that ever again. â â iâm so fucking scared. â â i wonât let you go through anything like that again. â â you donât have to deal with this alone. â â  i just need to feel something. â â i donât wanna talk about it. i donât. i just need to forget. â â whatever you need, iâm here. â â please, just tell me what you need. â â lay back down, you need to rest. â â here, i made you some tea. â â drink this, itâll help you relax. â â  letâs go for a walk. sitting here all cooped up will only make it worse. â â i canât breathe. i canâtâ â â just breathe. breathe with me. â â look at me. heyâ iâm right here. youâre not alone. â â i feel so sick. â â iâm just so fucking tired. â â what can i do? â â i need you. â â iâll always be here when you need me. â â  i was so worriedâ i thought iâd lose you. â â iâm really worried about you. â â actually iâmâŠiâm really not okay. â â i keep telling everyone everything is fine and each time someone else asks i get closer to just. breaking. â â youâre not fine. and you donât have to pretend that you are with me. â â everything hurts and i want it to stop. â â i know it hurts now. but it gets better. with time. the pain gets a little less until itâs more of an ache rather than some big overwhelming lump in your throat. â â just tell me itâs gonna get better. â â i heard you cryingâ whatâs wrong? â â everyone keeps asking how iâm doing butâ youâre the only person i really feel like i can talk to. â â i canât promise you itâll get better. but i can promise you iâll be here with you. â â i just needed to see you. â â i just need to know youâre okay. â â get some rest, iâll be here the whole time. â â iâm afraid to go to sleep. â â i canât stop seeing their faces every time i close my eyes. â â i sleep better in your bed. â â i wonât say sorry because that just, falls flat. but if i could change it. i would. â  â as long as i have you, i think iâll be okay again. â
ACTIONS:Â
1. for our muses to cuddle after one of them has a nightmare 2. for one muse to invite the other to get under the covers with them 3. for one muse to come to the other in the middle of the night to crawl in bed with them 4. for one muse to hold the other while they cry 5. for our muses to spend the night together after a traumatic experience 6. for one muse to help the other clean blood off of themselves 7. for our muses to take a bath together to help one or both of them relax after something traumatic 8. for one muse to show up at the otherâs doorstep in tears 9. for our muses to have sex as a means of comforting each other 10. for one muse to make the otherâs favorite meal to help them feel better 11. for one muse to wipe the otherâs tears away 12. for one muse to gently take the otherâs chin to get their point across while comforting them 13. for one muse to fall asleep on the other after breaking down 14. for one muse to carry the other to bed and stay with them 15. for one muse to confess something traumatic to the other 16. for one muse to make the other finally open up about something 17. for one muse to stay the night with the other to keep them from hurting themselves 18. for one muse to take care of the other who is drunk 19. for our muses to drink together after a shared traumatic experience 20. for one muse to confess their love for the other after experiencing something traumatic
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lumen-et-tenebraeâ:
Xehanort chuckled a little, now setting a hand on the otherâs shoulder. Gold eyes glinted as he looked in the blue-haired maleâs eyes.
âWe wonât.â The dark Master replied simply, before cocking his head.
âWhy do you ask, boy? You do notâŠwant us to fail, do you?â He rose a thin eyebrow.
Saix tensed when he felt Xehanortâs hand on his shoulder. Had it been anyone else he likely would have sneered and shook the hand off, but he wasnât going to do that now.Â
âOf course not,â he said in as flat a tone of voice as he could manage, âI am here to see this through to the end.â However it may end...Â
@integrumluna liked for a starter.
âYou and LeaâŠyou guys have really grown up, huh?â The boy said before biting into his sea salt ice-cream. Twilight Town was a nice place â peaceful â and heâd been meaning to visit. It still felt a little weird at times â thinking about Roxas. The other was his own person, there was no doubt about that but looking at him was still going to take some getting used to. He was sure Roxas felt the same way but on Venâs part, there was always going to be a little awkwardness. He didnât blame Roxas in any way, but seeing him interact with Lea and Isa was weird. Heâd only met them once, but to him, it didnât feel like long ago at all. Roxas had known them for longer and Ven couldnât help but feel like he was encroaching on the otherâs friendships.
They had Roxas. They didnât need him.
âItâs weird. Seeing how much everything has changed while Iâm the same.â
It was definitely strange. Their chance meeting with Ventus all those years ago had been something Isa hadnât thought about a whole lot after it had happened. There had been other things on his mind. Lea had brought Ven up a couple of times, wondering if theyâd see him again, but it hadnât seemed like a significant event to either of them at that time. Saix hadnât even reacted when seeing Roxas for the first time even though the boyâs appearance had struck him as vaguely familiar.Â
And now here they were. Ventus hadnât aged a day since the first time theyâd met. Definitely strange... but Isa felt a sense of peace knowing that both Roxas and Ventus were alive and able to co-exist.Â
"Yes, a lot has changed... but I would say it is for the better. I didnât expect to come back, but I am glad I did. So I could see it all again.â He had been perfectly happy to die back then, in Leaâs arms, as himself in his last moments, knowing Lea would have his friends back... but as he had found since coming back, it was good to be alive. Even if there were bad days.Â
flameliberatorâ:
Alright, he walked right into that one, but whatever. He could take any blow, and any verbal hit from Isa is something he felt he was born to take. âOkay, so they cancel each other out. I can be as obnoxious as I want, just as long as I keep you warm and cozy~?â Though his tone spoke as a question, it was a statement. Lea rests his head against the top of blue hair, pressing another gentle kiss against his locksâ in turn also effectively shutting him up if only for a second.
âMmm... alright, I will allow it.â Isa let out another soft chuckle. Being cuddled up with Lea like this was definitely his favourite place to be. He shifted around a little so he could put his legs up and over Leaâs. When his head was kissed again he turned his face up to press his lips to Leaâs jaw.Â
âBut foxes are so coolâ and theyâre really cute. Ple~ase~?âÂ
âThey are, but they are still wild animals that belong in the woods. How would you even get your hands on one?â
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