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i-80 ٩( ᐛ )و he/him 𓅪 bitter samgirl weekend wincestina 𓅪 anti harrassment 18+ NO MINORS

[inter-state80]

 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪   𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 ‎ ‎‎‎‎𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪  𓅪𓅪𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪𓅪 𓅪  𓅪  𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪 𓅪

[inter-state80]

looking back the tone of Sam’s relationships with non-humans completely changes after s5

[inter-state80]

his empathy for them vanishes and he starts treating monsters as one and done in terms of redeemability, and afterwards as criminals to keep of in case they step out of line. it’s a mindset adopted directly from dean’s treatment of amy. it’s why he treats crowley with contempt and meg with uncomfortable politeness at best and benny with outright hatred; rowena is, impossibly, the only exception to this as far as I can tell, and only after their survivors’ conversation in the car

[inter-state80]

you have The Most dean-coded backstory ive ever heard, and ive been in the spn world since 2019.

psychosis voice LOOK!!! I DOXXED MYSELF TO THIS MUTUAL AND WE HAVE MET UP IRL!!!!! THEY’VE BEEN SUPERNATURALLING FOR YEARS!!!! LOOK!!! BELIEVE ME!!!!!!

[aconfusedkitten]

I, the resident dox mutual, can confirm that quinn is one step away from crashing out and becoming dean winchester

[inter-state80]

looking back the tone of Sam’s relationships with non-humans completely changes after s5

[cykelops]

I like when characters try to fix their problems with bad sex

[sharpestlives]

some of you people are so annoying. i mean me too but good lord

[inter-state80]

thinking about sam and dean wedding rings oh my god i’m gonna cry. sam stops wearing his ring after the gadreel incident. “til death do us part,” dean says, all mocking, and sam says, “yeah, well. it doesn’t count if i’m not even allowed to die.” and it hurts but it doesn’t but it does. and then in s10 sam finds demon dean’s note to leave him behind and his ring is sitting there, gleaming quietly in the light

[inter-state80]

while dean is in hell, sam wears it all the time. nearly warps it permanently when he punches a demon in the face, nearly loses it during a week he was so drunk he couldn’t walk straight. keeps wearing it until he starts fucking ruby because she complains the consecrated silver burns her skin. in the shower after swan song, dean stops wearing it but sticks it on a chain around his neck instead, where the samulet used to hang. lisa asks exactly once and when dean doesn’t answer, she goes to bed feeling discomfited and strange. and when dean is in purgatory he looks at it every day and late at night, reminding himself what he’s trying to claw his way back to, why he doesn’t lay down and die. when sam is lying in bed with amelia he looks at his on their nightstand and feels empty and aching. she never asks about it and he never clarifies.

[moonprismpower456]

“The actors aren’t the authority on the characters, you can disagree with their opinions” This is very true except for Jared Padalecki. Jared is the Number 1 authority on Sam and every word he says about him is gospel.

[inter-state80]

of course i am just as prone to projecting on fictional characters as anyone else in fact perhaps more so because of everything wrong with me however i have empirical evidence for imprisoning a dean thoughtform via astral resonance. i can’t share it because this is clown hell world

[inter-state80]

i would never run a dean winchester roleplay blog but by following me you’re subjecting yourself to something similar regardless so

[inter-state80]

i am not dean winchester ok he just lives in my head and in my car and we chat sometimes and sometimes he writes posts for me. i am not fictional character dean winchester. but in the astral soup permeating the universe our frequencies aligned constructively at several points in my life and this has resulted in me being able to imprison him in the passenger seat of my car. okay

[inter-state80]

dean winchester is a particle in a box ok actually he’s a particle in MY box wait. wait sorry that came out wrong

[inter-state80]

i am not dean winchester ok he just lives in my head and in my car and we chat sometimes and sometimes he writes posts for me. i am not fictional character dean winchester. but in the astral soup permeating the universe our frequencies aligned constructively at several points in my life and this has resulted in me being able to imprison him in the passenger seat of my car. okay

[inter-state80]

you have The Most dean-coded backstory ive ever heard, and ive been in the spn world since 2019.

psychosis voice LOOK!!! I DOXXED MYSELF TO THIS MUTUAL AND WE HAVE MET UP IRL!!!!! THEY’VE BEEN SUPERNATURALLING FOR YEARS!!!! LOOK!!! BELIEVE ME!!!!!!

[inter-state80]

psychosis voice if dean winchester wasn’t preordained to be my tulpa then why do i watch him saying things that came out of my mouth in the exact same way years before I ever watched this show

[inter-state80]

I have insane killer evidence for why I’m the dean kinnie of all time but it would be doxxing. which upsets me greatly

[inter-state80]

nobody understands all the stupid random coincidences in my life that lined up to orchestrate this. I’m going to be visited by angels or something

[inter-state80]

I have insane killer evidence for why I’m the dean kinnie of all time but it would be doxxing. which upsets me greatly

[rowenagirl]

speaking of hunting/dean's belief that civilians inhabit an inherently shallower more static level of reality. just remembered what he did to Lisa Braeden & it strikes me all over again how deeply violent it is to cut out and tear away a year of someone's life as though they won't be able to sense the hollow. but it doesn't occur to him that she would sense the hollow or value the experiences she had with him bc he believes her life when he's not on screen is just one long textureless dream in which linear time does not apply. post-s5 he is delivered to her so he can wait out the rest of his days away from the machinations of the plot, skip to the end of the story via vague domestic montage. as an action hero waiting to be martyred Dean spends most of his life up to that point in the present tense but to settle down with a woman is like using that woman as a shortcut to the Future bc he knows the camera will just skim over all the dull intricacies of domestic life and invisible montage will deliver him to death. it just doesn't occur to him that she will continue to exist linearly after he writes her out of his story.