living on cassettes and caffeine

full house of wincest / 18+ nsfw

[deanwincesterinmascara]

deancoded 30-something she/they

samdean, johndean, samifer. proshipper supreme

bottom dean pref but i can always be convinced

assume everything is nsfw. a lot of rape posting but in a sexy way

tagging is just so i can find stuff later

dms/anon asks open. freaks welcome, unkindness is not

shit i've written tagged my writing

follow backs/likes from @captainfaygeleh

-ro

[kierrox]

need me an older man that tells me its wrong but still cant get me out of his head :3

[inter-state80]

RO. @deanwincesterinmascara

[feyd-meowtha]

It's a moral imperative that we write more sex scenes which are

Weird

Uncomfortable

Not good for anyone involved

[inter-state80]

postcanon samadam makes me crazy because sam is 37 and adam is 18 <3

[inter-state80]

[in the voice of someone so horny i’m wobbling on my feet] and adam tells sam about this offhandedly on the ride back and watches in narrow eyed interest as sam’s knuckles go white on the steering wheel. experimentally he says something like “quit nagging me, dad,” at dinner that night and sam gives him a Look and adam tilts his head and you know. well. the game is on. etcetera

[deanwincesterinmascara]

dizzy. adam holds back because he’s the worlds most patient man and sam is torn between paranoia and hoping he dropped it until adam moans a stuttered Dad, please right before sam comes and nearly gets his back broken for it

he also makes sam grow his beard out

[inter-state80]

postcanon samadam makes me crazy because sam is 37 and adam is 18 <3

[partingwayssoon]

there is no crueler fate than that of a little brother forced to live and grow older than his dead big brother

[deanwincesterinmascara]

jumping on the samadam train I need adam to trigger sam’s hallucinations because ohhh michael’s here of course sam never left the pit the last ten years have been an hallucination dean is still alive

this is mid fuck where sam thinks they’re raping one another and just goes slack and disassociates while lucifer and michael are busy and adam is like hello??

[sarahdelreys]

Very funny.

[daddario]

Sam and Dean lacking personal space in every episode - 12/327

[impalaphilia]

legend has it that if you can make dean prostate orgasm he age regresses so bad he starts talking about picking sam up from high school

[chateauofmymind]

well u know what they say. many physical abuse cases which never become manifestly sexual are haunted by incestuous possibility 👍

[inter-state80]

you see I do believe that deans daddy issues make him really really weird about mentor adjacent older men (Gordon, Cain, megarapist Alastair) which makes it really funny when dean himself gets older and still ends up acting like a tsundere sex kitten around ketch despite being around the same age

[irregularm4ngo]

happy birthday to this guy

[vintagedean]

gothic horror non-spn au where Mary dies in a house fire and dean, Sam, and John grow up with the same dynamic, but without the hunting. Maybe John is paranoid about electronics and wiring bc the fire that killed mary was an electrical fire, so he makes his kids grow up without tech and internet in a house on the outskirts of town where they run a garage. Sam grows up resenting the isolation and lack of modern tech. Dean and John have the same enmeshed relationship.

Story starts when an adult sam comes back home for his first visit in four years. Things between dean and John have become even more toxic and enmeshed in his absence. The home has fallen into some disrepair. This is the excuse Dean uses for why he shares a room with John. Crimson peak vibes. Alcoholism. Dean and John are constantly forgetting to hide their more intense lack of boundaries from sam.

But he hears things at night.

[vintagedean]

adding to this to say i can see so perfectly sam finally getting the courage to open john's bedroom door and see what he and his brother are doing, and finding john and dean fucking in such a raw and animalistic way that it genuinely frightens him.

dean staring at him and gasping out, "sammy," reaching for sam for a brief moment before throwing his head back and moaning as john bites his neck. john pulling off with red on his lips and growling at sam to "shut the fucking door."

[obsessioncherry]

i just feel like dean was hooking from a young age and that sam would secretly find a space to watch older men fuck dean and get so jealous he felt sick

[incognitokarma]

I love how the full brunt of Sam's rage runs completely frozen, as opposed to how Dean flares up. Everything is obsessively even and symmetrical. He practically made art out of his weapon storage, ffs. His guns are ordered by size, in addition to being mirrored.

Just look at that wall. He used the wall tiles as guides. The map is occupying equal sections of squares; papers are all level, with even margins. And it's over the bed, of all places, hard to access and where normally you'd hang artwork or something.

The books on the table are squared and aligned with the binder edges. The hand towel in the bathroom is folded in precise thirds and hung exactly in the middle. No housekeeping will have stepped into this room either, not with that wall, so we know that's all Sam.

The more I watch this scene, the more I applaud set design for nailing the details. It shows a fascinating opposition in their characters, but also how they need to be together to be human. When separated, it's like they each only have one half of the human condition, and they need to be together to be whole and functional.

[stonenumberone]

Adding these from 1x20 Dead Man's Blood and applauding the set design too because this is so far from a coincidence. Mystery Spot has that inescapable John Winchester aroma. When Dean is not around, Sam becomes his father 'it's the same selfish obsession!' 'my father was an obsessed bastard!'. And then it happens again in s4, Dean is back but Sam doesn't care, he wants revenge, wants Lilith's head on a platter.

[2x01]

Needed to highlight what is probably my favorite aspect and key difference between Sam and John too which is the way in which they organize information: the room John rented in the Pilot shows his degree of thoroughness, one which the boys tend to follow for the most part for the majority of the series, but it also shows very pointedly a state of disarray (which could be explained away by the fact he might've had to leave in a rush or something along those lines, but I still think it's worth noting).

However, as showcased by the screencaps from OP, Sam's room is in a perfect state of order; yes, he is inhabiting it at the moment, and knowing him he's bound to clean up after himself, but it's the level of meticulousness in the organization of his notes that interests me further. There's another key difference here of course: John was just working a normal job, whereas Sam is specifically hunting the creature that put him through hell and then took Dean away from him, and I would agree except we do get another example to mirror the situation Sam finds himself in and it's in 1x21 Salvation, when John decides to share his findings with his sons.

Please do your best to focus on the backgrounds and not on the lovely actors' faces.

Here we can see how even then, even when he's specifically showing information about the thing that's ruined his life and cursed his family, there's still a level of disorder to it. What this shows us is that the state of Sam's orderly room and immaculate state of his wall of information, how seemingly detached on the surface while being aware of the obsessiveness that fuels it, the single-mindedness of it all -- that's all Sam.

He goes above and beyond just being similar to John, he's better.