i.a.

⚠️ tw for talks abt self harm and suicidal thoughts. block, dont report. ⚠️

[internetangel111]

"If you beat the shit outta me, I'll probably xxx on the spot.."

𓈒 ⠀ I.A ⠀𓈒 ⠀ † he / any

osdd sys with bpd and stpd

selective empathy and little remorse, interact with caution.

yan ennegram :: RAHL , DSML , ODDAF

yan type :: dependence | delusional | self harming | double-suicide | self-sacrificing

𝐓𝐚𝐠𝐬

#I.A's stupid mouth : ramble/yap

#my inspiration and muse : my beloved 𖹭𖹭𖹭𖹭

#lewd intentions from a useless brain : gross thoughts

#beat em bloody : sh urges/vents

#rusty blade : sui vents

#asks from above : asks ig

[internetangel111]

Talk to your therapist about itttt!!! And don't worry about family drama Im here even if things don't work out

What would I do without you in my life, my love.. you're the only thing keeping me slightly sane. Thank you for being there for me. I love you

[internetangel111]

I don't like being dragged into drama. Family drama to be exact. Because I asked for my money back (which mother is, very proud of me for asking), we might not go to my cousin's wedding (I don't want to go, but it's nice to see Atlanta, anyway). My mother couldn't eat her food because it was cold, we got semi-kicked out, and we had to sit in a parking lot for a bit as well. I need to keep my mouth shut about things like this.

[fragile-boy]

Nya nyanyaannnnyannnyaaanya nya

[internetangel111]

im not kicked out. hooray

[internetangel111]

I'm so happy you're near. Technically, you're not.. but soon, you will be (^.^)

[internetangel111]

Making us in the sims 4. Making you beat me. Keeping it realistic.

[dryteartrace]

I’ll never understand people who cheat on their partners

[internetangel111]

Our miis had a baby. I'm so happy. He's so cute. AAAAAAAA

[internetangel111]

sorry

[internetangel111]

I've realized that I don't deserve help. I talk and comfort others perfectly fine, yet convince people so easily that I don't need it. I don't deserve it because I don't accept it. I can't even get help from my therapist without her talking about exposure therapy to spiders and insanely high places. It's not even because of my grandmother, it's because I'll never accept the help of anyone, no matter how close I am to them. I'll never be vulnerable enough to be accepted. I've realized that. I'm whining, I shouldn't. My life is better, I'm lucky. I'm selfish again. I don't care about myself. I don't care about anything besides my goals and need to survive in this fucked up country. With this fucked up rules. Fucked up system.

[internetangel111]

Im sorry for not staying with you

dont go

[internetangel111]

I want to be held.

[internetangel111]

oh

[stqrrin]

[razorbladed-sugarcoated]

[drrwsy]

im feeling fagtastic