I need a distraction. Distraction from all of the things that constantly appearing in my mind. It's like i'm stuck and never find the way out.
I want to be happy on my own too, you know.
I feel like i'm trapped and i hate it. I hate this place too. But i have nowhere to go. I want to be near you, but i know i can't. You have your life and you deserve to own it to yourself.
As the matter of fact, i envy you the most. I want to have my life to my self too. But i'm trapped here. Hoping someone like you to find me the way out.
But i know deep down, no one can't, except me. No one will, except my own will.











