I swear to God, it could have been us. Had we not settled for the heartache, we could have been real. But you walked away and to this day I can't remember you ever looking back. And fuck, did that hurt. I think I finally understood what it was like to be my parents and to realize neither of them really loved each other. Except, I could have loved you and I think you could have loved me, too. It's only now that I see how poisonous you are because you broke my fucking heart without ever thinking twice.
i wish you had stayed















