What is a human being without a soul? What is a soul without a body? What is a body without a heart? What is a heart without a mind? What is a mind without thoughts? What are thoughts without influence, and how could influence exist without people. You see, everything about a person is linked to his or her surroundings, the environment, the people, the daily chores, the weather, the neighborhood. Unwillingly, you will change through the course of life as your surroundings change, even if you don’t want that. Even if you resist. The world is a going on cycle of changes, and you’re no different than anything else in it. So try to adapt, because resisting only makes it worse, ignoring makes it noticeable, and hating makes it unbearable. Life goes on, and so do you. You wish you could go back to your circle, to the ones you grew up with. But once you do, you realize how everyone of them changed, just like you did, and shit feels wrong, and now you wish you just stuck with your memories and lived with the expectations rather than face that reality. You hope things could get back to the way they used to be, but that’s far from possible because you lost your people with your own hands, and within the process, lost yourself to others who pretend to be there for you, coming from your new life. After all, you did this to yourself and you’re the only one to blame. You gave too much, young child. You shouldn’t expect the same from the world. And now you’re crying from a broken heart. From a heart that you blindly gave to someone else without even telling him or her you did. And now you think it’s their fault, that they’re leading you on, when it was your fault from the beginning. So how does it feel like, young one, lying to yourself to survive, when you never survived but only died more. With each glance you took at that moment, when they contacted and you saw it with your eyes, and when they smiled and you were just behind, dying from the suffocation you just felt. Tell me how does it feel to be in a large group of people, in which most of them are close to you, and still be ignored, unfavored, and alone. Tell me, how does it feel to have your whole world crash against you, and all you could do is watch it crumble. See how life goes? So tell me, do you agree on a change now, soul?
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