wasting time

@intjwastingtime-blog

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I and myself

why do they look at me

when i don’t speak?

don’t they see, there is no time for them

obviously

i am my only fan

hand in hand, walking to the better land

i hug myself, love al little, wishy washy

cry a inside

dear bride:

“wanna marry me?”

oh my fucking god “yes” i scream

but no fucking voice is reaching me

panicking

i don’t know

i am pretty sure

for me there is no cure

what do i want

who am i

everyone seems on a higher level

my struggles,

first world problems

don’t know how to handle

nothing rhymes

little crimes

l’ennui at it’s finest

#poetry #dontfindme

jealousy

damn this jealousy

got all the best with me,

i envy my ex girlfriend

for her the world would take an end

for her is falling every man

i don’t know why, i don’t know when

all i want is betterment

cutting my right middle finger

a pain that in me lingers

crawling up my skin

damn finesse

i don’t want my end

unproductivity

getting nothing done

feel like I am not who I want to be

ain't I an intj

all by work should be gone away

tomorrow I will study all day long

hope for me

pray for me

that shit to be done

procrastination will kill me one day

all the pain coming my way

lazy fuck I am

my head against a wall I bang

she talks about her depression

all her love and aggression

her feelings she reveals

still my heart she steals

still I think she's doing it for impression

still lying, that is her fashion

I don't know who she is

for sure I know,

I'd loved that miss

but we were both acting on a show

making me jealous

smoking stuff

cutting wrists

taking hits

calling me to

"go away, you little bitch"

remember our first kiss

ex girlfriend,

talking about her new crush

thought it was me, no-

hoped it was me

desperately

I was waiting for it to be

me

unlucky

that girl won't tell me

who is she?

hate my feelings coming back

praying, damn I feel sick

dear brain what the heck?

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