Life effs me hard.

Fernando. 20. Med Student. Life. Marvel Comics. Game of Thrones. Music. Quotes to relate with. Love. & a buddy in case you need a tumblr one.

[funny-offensive-stupid-shit]

[intoaweirdmind]

Me?

[intoaweirdmind]

Me before tonight's GoT: I'm an atheist

Me after tonight's GoT: FOR THE NIGHT IS DARK AND FULL OF TERRORS, MAY THE LORD OF LIGHT GUIDE ME AMEN

[xavierstea]

[f-u-c-k-i-n-g-feelings]

No he podido decidir si necesito un abrazo, un café extra grande, 5 shots de vodka o dormir dos semanas seguidas.

(via f-u-c-k-i-n-g-feelings)

[abovetheair]

[wouldyouliketoseemymask]

[iv--sweatpants-deactivated20171]

John Mayer - In Repair

[jmlyrics-blog]

In Repair - Continuum

[intoaweirdmind]

Well, I don't know where to write

Normally people feel relationships are really good for us to become better people and somehow get to love more our lives. I felt that way too. Now that my first relationship is over I don’t know what to expect of the next one (well, I don’t want a next one for a long time), because this one hurt me so badly. I don’t know why should someone tell you they love you and treat you like they do and suddenly stop because they probably never did. Today it’s her birthday and I won’t even say hi, because I don’t want to anymore. I bought a gift but I might as well give it to somebody else like my sister. I feel very lonely and bored today. I got my cardiology and nephrology exams on Thursday and I don’t feel like studying. I don’t know what should I want for her, if I really want her to be happy or if I would rather want her to suffer what she did to me. Why do people have to be so fake? As for me, I’m done being the one who loves the most in any relationship, not talking just about love. I know it’s not the end of the world, it’s just time for me to heal these wounds and start over the best version of myself ever. I’m just too hurt to really care that much and put a real effort, I hope that time gives me strength, which I don’t really have because I didn’t notice but I earned a quick dependence on her. Why did you tell me stuff you didn’t feel? I don’t think I can forgive you if you never tell me why. I’d like to know. Well happy birthday! I hope you spend a great day and you’re happy with that Chilean guy you’re apparently dating, who is ‘the Best’ (yeah I already lost that position but I’m not hurt about it) and I hope he loves you just like you love me, maybe you’ll learn a lesson. Might come back to tumblr for a while, I need to fill some gaps in my life. Oh btw she said tumblr is gay. Not that gay is a real insult, but well at least it’s not fake.

[marci1900]

[takinonwater]

John Mayer Covers

I’m just an amateur musician doing this stuff for fun.

Tomorrow I’m going to play with my band in Campus.

Since this is a JM Blog, I’ll show you my two covers, using Josh Scussell music tracks. He’s a very talented musician, as you will notice if you listen to them. 

Friends, Lovers or Nothing https://soundcloud.com/fernando-sosaya/friends-lovers-or-nothing-fernando

I’m gonna find another you https://soundcloud.com/fernando-sosaya/im-gonna-find-another-cover-fernando-sosaya

Thanks for listening! 

- Fernando

[baltatyla]

[intoaweirdmind]

I needed one of these for my bday... And I got one, just one.

[therelatableimages]

[paradoxicalissue]

[canadian]

do you ever just want to hold someone in your arms for about 37 years

[kushandwizdom]

If you have a family that loves you, a few good friends, food on your table and a roof over your head. You are richer than you think.

Unknown, (via kushandwizdom)

[officialwhitegirls]

[zodiacsignstoday-blog]

More Zodiac Fun Facts Here!

[intoaweirdmind]

For the first time in my life, I can say it applies to me