Hello,

I give you a Plutonium.

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Got told that attending a lecture on Semiconductors was core Me

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No it's not the evil eye, that's just a post hoc explanation

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ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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I am doomed so doomedI will never be saved. I hate people who make 50 billion excuses for why they *can't* instead of seeking 1 reason for why they *can*, but it remains that I am Doomed. I am doomed so doomed I am lonely and sad and never good enough

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1.2.2 The Lorentz transformations

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Without loss of generality -> used in a specific case but still has validity as it can be applied to more later on

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I hate my body but when I'm in bed in my tank top it is so hard to not fondle myself

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Varshum munduga

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I would like to wake up early and go on 1-2 hr walks and then come home to a nice coffee . I will try this tomorrow (hopefully)

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I claim to know classical mechanics like I’m Isaac Newton himself

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2 slices of whole wheat bread, a thin layer of mayo. Perhaps a slice of cheese, perhaps not.. and onion slices ohh yes yes Heaven is on earth, and i am eating it.

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My physics professor cancelled out infinity/infinity to 1 yesterday No limits no l’hopital just treated infinity like a standard number as if it was 2/2

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Feeling sad lonely and therefore hungry these days

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Reading my notes app thought(s)/(dumps) and I feel sad because what a great many thoughts! And yet no one to speak them to. #irrelevant #die

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Me and my Tuna With Mayo With Diced Red Onion Salad Oh I am a day or two away from

Simply taking a bite out of the red onion as it is exquisite~

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A great deal of my misery stems from a perpetual state of loneliness and longing for connection. I realized I ought to be a villager in order to connect with the village. Because of this I feel I must override my immediate feelings on something in order to Show Up. For example I may not enjoy someone coming over to our house for tea but I don’t complain when my parents invite people over. When I was younger I was very against it and often felt frustrated at how long people stayed; I tended to get drained after 3ish, maybe 4, hours. This caused many arguments between my parents and I.

Today a guest came and brought along with them a toddler. When my parents invite their friends for anything, I’m essentially meant to entertain their friend’s children. In some cases, the children are my age while in others, they might be toddlers or middle school kids. I can converse with people my age but I prefer not to hang around those younger than me as it’s boring.

Please, no.

I try to be patient with the toddler but I am irritated at its energetic disposition. I am willing to play with stuffed animals, watch a movie, or draw with it but I’ve noticed it wanders off after 5-10 minutes so I can’t even keep it engaged for long. I am angry sometimes and want to just ignore it. Why do I have to watch the toddler? Why do my parents encourage the guests to send the toddlers upstairs? I understand it allows the parents to connect and relax more but I feel irritated until they leave.

I am a bad villager.