So now....you propably unfollow me...
All this crysis time has given me time to think... I’ve closed my eyes way too long. I kind of hate it and kind of love it about myself. I’ve loved nature but it’s always been on the backround. I have issues with mosquetos. They love and I don’t love them.. I’ve grown to ignore mother earth. And it’s so WRONG. Growing plants is been nearer to me but I’ve failed in that. Indoors is hard to grow plants that belong outside and not even in my country. And now that I understand it, it’s ridiculous. Why wound I try to grow plants that belong in desert? Sure they look lovely. Sure they bring me joy. Sure I maybe could do it if I give it right conditions. And then I thought further.... Natives. American natives?! I don’t have right to say but...How can anyone do that what they’ve been through! And here I was thinking it was all history! But the fight is still going on. First they strip the land from them and then... I can’t even say. So I don’t. I’m just one person. There is only so much I can do but I can do it. I can support them. Because they have the RIGHT. As human being. As part of all of us. And we all should do it. As we do with any other country or nation that needs us. All the time I look around and see what we have done to this land. How we try to bend it our will but..it fights back.. and when we are gone it’s still here. taking care of herself. We are stupid. Killing ourself slowly. Mother earth will win or we all die. That’s all I’m saying now.Thank you for anyone who understands what I’m trying to say.












