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callout for tumblr user goretw/ptsdeggsy (part 2)

You can find part 1 here.

recent urls:  cha1nshipping, agendertylerjoseph, sawkin, irlowen, bathroomtrap, 

past urls included: 17865193708, ppurpleguy, springtrapp, irlbiker, oncelerkin, n3wtongeisler, facelesspunpun, aspdcain, chheshirecat and psychoticcipher

warnings: abuse, manipulation and pedophilia

part 2 of the callout circulates around a minor who lawrence knew by the name of marcello. they were abused, lied to, and manipulated by lawrence as well as sexualized and groomed by him.

Marcello used to be extremely suicidal in attempt to garner attention from Lawrence. A friend, now ex-friend, of Lawrence’s decides to break contact with Marcello and they make a callout post against this person for ableist commentary. The ex-friend has apologized since for their behavior.

In Marcello’s callout, they suggest that their followers either follow them or the ex-friend for their own protection.

Lawrence: just so you know the “me or him” thing is abusive Marcello: i literally just asked for people to unfollow me that wanted to follow him but that you for telling me that it was abusive Lawrence: that’s manipulative. it’s something my ex did. Marcello: it’s something i’m doing for my own protection.

Lawrence immediately calls Marcello wanting to protect himself from being followed by people who follow Lawrence’s friend abusive.

Lawrence then attempts to break off dating with Marcello when Marcello states that the situation made their fear of adults worse. This isn’t the only time Lawrence attempts to break up with Marcello. He turns around and says that Marcello wanting to protect themselves is a valid reason.

Lawrence: Kind of. They didn’t really mistreat you, but its valid to want to seperate yourself? Marcello: it kind of made my fear of adults worse. i dont know Lawrence: then maybe i should go Marcello: no. i love you. please dont go.

Marcello begins to panic over losing followers who are siding with Lawrence’s ex-friend on the situation. Lawrence immediately tells Marcello it’s his fault and to deal with the backlash.

Lawrence: It’s fine. I’m sorry, my internet and power was out. It’s completely your fault that people are ceasing to be your friend, and it’s honestly not worth getting upset over.

Lawrence: You made the callout Marcello: i know. its my fault Lawrence: You need to deal with the backlash

Lawrence compares Marcello to one of his “abusive” exes, which he’s done with many people, however this isn’t the first time Lawrence compares Marcello to his ex. He’s already called Marcello manipulative and compared them to his ex.

Lawrence: And um. What you just did mirrored my ex exactly what he did last night. So it kinda shocked me?? Marcello: how. im confused Lawrence: The whole. Passive aggressive stuff. Marcello: im sorry Lawrence: It’s fine, just surprised me. Marcello: i dont mean to do stuff like that

Lawrence states that he’ll break up with Marcello multiple times or that he’ll break up with all of his partners so Marcello can have him to themselves because they’re not getting attention and Lawrence is neglecting them. Marcello instinctively goes into panic attacks from Lawrence threatening a break up when they’ve done something “wrong” to Lawrence.

Lawrence: whatever. ill break up with you. Marcello: noNO

Lawrence: ill break up with all of my partners so you can just have me Marcello: no. oh my god im so abusive. im so abusive that is the last thing i want you to do. i just want you to be happy.

Lawrence’s friends, now ex-friends, begin to plan to call Marcello out being deluded by Lawrence’s crusade that they are abusive.

Marcello is clearly upset by the fact that Lawrence is helping the people who are going to call them out for being “abusive” and tells Lawrence about it. Lawrence lies and says he’s being “forced” to help his friends call Marcello out. Lawrence once again threatens to break up with Marcello again.

Marcello: no i didnt say you were a piece of shit, but youre helping them call out an autistic mentally ill child and thats kind of wrong. Lawrence: i shouldnt have dated you anyway im an adult and youre a child Marcello: why are you doing this. i just want to know why? Lawrence: because i feel guilty about being forced to help them Marcello: you’re helping? ooh

With every one of Lawrence’s friends telling him to break up with Marcello, because of the thought that Marcello is abusive, Lawrence gets the idea to date Marcello in secret. Marcello is so deluded and dependant on Lawrence that they agree.

Lawrence: ? i am really bad and i want to date you in secret Marcello: aaaaah..! i want to do that Lawrence: like forbidden Marcello: forbidden love...hehe Lawrence: pretend to hate you with my other partners but be passionate to you in private

Lawrence: mine mine mine. i love you so much fuck them ill pretend to hate you but they cant make me stop loving you Marcello: hahh yours yours yours...im so happy Lawrence: does that make me abusive? Marcello: im so happy...no nonono Lawrence: am i cheating on them? Marcello: it doesnt. im ecstatic and i dont think so. youre allowed to date wh you want. im so happy oh my god.

Marcello gets jealous and tells Lawrence they’re uncomfortable with another person dating Lawrence. Lawrence flat out lies to Marcello and pretends to break up with their other partner, guilting Marcello and making them panic.

Marcello: i dont think i can stay with you if youre dating [REDACTED] im really sorry. its just a jealousy thing and i know thats not good for poly relationships. Lawrence: Ah... I’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry i’m sorry. i’ll break up with him. is that why you were ignoring me. i thought you were okay with it. dont ignore me at least ill dump everyone ill do it right now ok? and ill give you proof STOP IGNORING ME stopstopstop

Marcello: its fine! you dont have to apologize. look, i know you really like him and im having a really hard time with jealousy. it’s okay. im also getting the vague feeling that im just constantly bothering you so maybe this is for the best? Marcello: um im sorry if it seems like i’m ignoring you i have very little service. um im sorry i shouldnt have said anything while i didnt have service. please dont be mad at me? Lawrence: too late! im blaming myself. you arent bothering me at all? i want to die now.

Lawrence: i broke up with [REDACTED] while having an ibs and asthma attack and now i feel horrible Marcello: no no no im so sorry.... Lawrence: i could hear him crying on call i figured youd want to know he was upset. he wont talk to me now Marcello: i feel awful i. oh my god. no i dont want to know that. jesus fucking christ im a monster. Lawrence: it’s ok! its alright. Marcello: no its not Lawrence: i told you i was willing to throw everything away for you.

Lawrence: you told me that you cant be with me if im with him Marcello: i said i was uncomfortable Lawrence: and i want to be with you Marcello: no i didnt i “i dont think i can stay with you if youre dating [REDACTED] im really sorry. its just a jealousy thing and i know thats not good for poly relationships.” Lawrence: and i chose you. so now you dont have to be jealous.

Lawrence: you wanted him upset, yeah? Marcello: no! who do you think i am? Lawrence: you hate him so much shouldnt making him upset give you joy. it gives me join when people i hate hurt idk Marcello: no i dont want him upset. i feel sick to my stomach. Lawrence: but you hate him so much and im 99% sure you think he wrecked our relationship

Lawrence: thats what cas though when i got a crush on [REDACTED] that he “ruined our relationship” Marcello: please stop comparing me to cas Lawrence: okay sorry it’s a habit i have

Marcello finally gets fed up with Lawrence’s abuse and neglect and decides to break it off with him after a few weeks. 

Lawrence: what’d i do. what was the tipping point. Marcello: no tipping point in particular but i just dont want to continue for my health and i think itd be good for you too Lawrence: it’s really not but alright. Marcello: what do you mean Lawrence: it’s not good for my health Marcello: would you rather keep this relationship going Lawrence: no because it’s not good for you apparently.

Lawrence: i’m unsafe and a piece of shit because i’m mentally ill. i get that. Marcello: nonononono Lawrence: no i literally understand that’s the reason you’re dumping me. it’s fine. Marcello: no it’s not it’s not

Lawrence: listen, my friend just got outed for being trans and i’m kind of scared right now Marcello: okay Lawrence: so that’s why i’m not reacting to this with more emotion Marcello: honestly you really dont need to give a reason Lawrence: i do, though Marcello: not really Lawrence: what’s terrifying about me? i’m curious so i can change it.

Marcello: (taking direct quotes from Lawrence) “it’s not ableist” “do you realize how ableist it is to be dumped for violent outbursts” Lawrence: it’s not. i got angry. Marcello: that’s literally not why im fucking dumping you. you treat me like shit and im tired of it im literally so fucking tired of it.  i’m tired of being ignored, im tired of being starved for attention, im tired of you calling my breakdowns fucking manipulation. im tired of being so worthless to you i’m fucking tired of it just fucking tell it to my face break up with me if im so fucking annoying and manipulative

Lawrence attempts to excuse his actions of not breaking up with Marcello because he has AVPD. Marcello: i am fucking aware of that. i have that too. Lawrence: okay please yell at me Marcello: im not yelling at you. im telling you why i cant do this anymore. im telling you why my friends have been constantly telling me to break up with you for weeks. i do not understand why you decided to keep this relationship going if i was so hard to deal with, if my suicidal tendencers were manipulative. you’ve broken up with me multiple times i just do not get it. Lawrence: i never said it was manipulation. mike (an alter of Lawrence’s) did.

Lawrence: mike is my alter. he is an asshole. he doesnt not like you. he thinks you’re a drain. i have vented about other things, however, and i will take responsibility for that and i understand. Marcello: i just dont want to be led on anymore i dont want to be that burden i dont want to be something you have to vent about Lawrence: and i understand Marcello: and im sorry it had to end like this but im tired of it

Lawrence: sorry you had to hear my shit from toby. i was very very nasty and my mental illness does not excuse that. Marcello: i just dont get why you didn’t break up with me if  i was that bad. is there any particular reason why you never broke it off? Lawrence: i am afraid of breaking it off with people, and it gives my panic attacks Marcello: even if you hate them

Lawrence: i try and force them to break it off with me Marcello: oh so like ignoring me and um like. scaring me into submission was your way for forcing me to break it off with you. that isnt sarcastic im just curious.

Marcello: even during the drama where i was literally inches away from killing myself you would tell me that it was all my fault and that i shouldn’t be upset and a bunch of stuff that terrified me at the time? i shouldn’t be terrified of someone im dating? Lawrence: i didn’t intentionally do that and i honestly thought i what i was saying was helping Marcello: ok Lawrence: but yeah i. not talking to you as much as i used to was one thing. Marcello: another thing im curious about is why you never comforted me when i was having episodes. was that another technique of like getting me to break it off Lawrence: no, that was simply me being triggered because they were very similar to roman’s (cas’) breakdowns

Lawrence claims that Miska/Marcello manipulated him into keeping him in a relationship when Lawrence is the one who suggested dating in secret. 

“Lawrence: basically I was manipulated into dating miska (marcello) behind everyone’s back and he just dumped me tonight because his friends told him i was unsafe.” Marcello: um. you weren’t. you were the one who suggested it. how fucking dare you. Lawrence: i didn’t Marcello: how fucking dare you. Lawrence: i didnt suggest it. my alter um Marcello: yes you did Lawrence: J. J did he’s really angry.

Assumedly, J blocks Marcello at this point. 

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a quote from a minor who would like to remain anonymous

“laurwence idk how to spell his name of if these r the right pronouns also had sex w me when i was 14 and he was 18 pls keep this anonymous please it was “consensual” but i was literally so young i didnt know how to say no and it really messed me up”

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quotes from another source

“ hey i have receipts for lawrence admitting it was pretending to be another person named seth

screenshot of a quote from lawrence referring to seth as someone in their system

screenshot with my frien’s name edited out for their safety. i was given permission to share these quotes between them.

seth was someone i met before lawrence ansd was made to believe he was a separate person who knew lawrence offline. heeven had anorther tumblr and skype account for this person and we had group chats together. whenever i wouldask lawrence never indicated to me ever that it was false even when i had my suspicions. lawrence manipulated me, a psychotic person that often doubts my own perceptions of reality and has frequent delusions, into beliving this was another person with their own system. unfortunately any conversations i had with this fake person are gone as this was a very long time ago for me but lawrence kept up the facade the entire time i knew it. I hope this helps by stepping forward… “

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quoted from lawrences headmate habit, which contradicts what lawrence says and does right now

You’re excusing it. Mental illness is an explanation, not an excuse.

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callout for tumblr user sawkin/agendertylerjoseph (lawrence)

tumblr user sawkin is a pedophile as well as an abuser. 

previous urls included: ppurpleguy, springtrapp, irlbiker, oncelerkin, n3wtongeisler, facelesspunpun, and psychoticcipher.

big #csa warning, as well as #underage , #emotional abuse # emotional manipulation, #suicide mentions, #death threats and #caps

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Lawrence is now at bathroomtrap

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lawrence is now at cha1nshipping and since it has been requested context for these screenshots

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lawrence is now at agendertylerjoseph and here’s a small bit of more stuff

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callout for tumblr user sawkin (lawrence)

tumblr user sawkin is a pedophile as well as an abuser. 

previous urls included: ppurpleguy, springtrapp, irlbiker, oncelerkin, n3wtongeisler, facelesspunpun, and psychoticcipher.

big #csa warning, as well as #underage , #emotional abuse # emotional manipulation, #suicide mentions, #death threats and #caps

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Lawrence is now at bathroomtrap

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lawrence is now at cha1nshipping and since it has been requested context for these screenshots

Lawrence: I alsp figured out i. Can’t be in a relationship with someone who is sex repulsed. 2: break up with andy then? Lawrence: I’m hypersexual from trauma. I use sex to get closer to people. I just. I can’t feel close to andy because we cant have sex. I dont feel a connection. And i know that’s shitty.

the literal context is lawrence talking shit about andy while they were still in a relationship. blatantly ignoring the fact that andy is asexual due to trauma and heavily sex repulsed. it should also be noted that lawrence has had sex with members of andy’s system. in andy’s state the legal age of consent is 18, which their body is way below. (we can provide receipts if needed)

1: and also i want to kms but w/e i dont do anything when i have that Lawrence: I can’t deal with this 1: deal with what Lawrence: You being sad and impulsive like a week in a row

one of lawrence’s partners at the time was depressed and suicidal. this was lawrence’s response to it. literally saying it couldn’t deal with” him.

this relates to drama at the time. andy’s responses can be posted if requested. the context behind this is that andy, unable to confront people given their severe mental illness, is being forced by lawrence to do something they are very clearly incapable of doing. andy’s responses included them telling lawrence multiple times that they literally could not do what lawrence was asking/forcing them to do. it then threatens andy if they do not comply. 

lawrence had done this to multiple people. this was its reply to somebody, god forbid, being uncomfortable with lawrence. this person requested people who associated with lawrence to ask to follow. lawrence’s response was the threaten to leave all people friends with the person in question.

andy was suicidal. this response is manipulative. text book manipulative.

if you would like further details contact andy at sawvii. a part 2 to this callout will be posted shortly.

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hi. stop pinning the blame on people who didn't make this post. i, sawvii did and I had every right to. if you honestly want to argue about it with me argue over there.

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callout for tumblr user sawkin (lawrence)

tumblr user sawkin is a pedophile as well as an abuser. 

previous urls included: ppurpleguy, springtrapp, irlbiker, oncelerkin, n3wtongeisler, facelesspunpun, and psychoticcipher.

big #csa warning, as well as #underage , #emotional abuse # emotional manipulation, #suicide mentions, #death threats and #caps

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Lawrence is now at bathroomtrap

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@ anon discuss this off anon.

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did lawrence deleted its blog or something?

it did. but before hand it mentioned it remade so keep an eye out for it

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@ anon not quite sure if you would like me to post that or not but any receipts would be good, im so sorry it treated you that way, if you would like you could send an ask for my personal blog if you would like to establish further communication

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callout for tumblr user sawkin (lawrence)

tumblr user sawkin is a pedophile as well as an abuser. 

previous urls included: ppurpleguy, springtrapp, irlbiker, oncelerkin, n3wtongeisler, facelesspunpun, and psychoticcipher.

big #csa warning, as well as #underage , #emotional abuse # emotional manipulation, #suicide mentions, #death threats and #caps

pretty long from here on out

several of these posts were deleted, so sources will be listed as they can be, however instances of these moments were screen capped when they happened. most of these screenshots can speak for themselves. 

Pedophilia 

lawrence has engaged in sexual acts with minors as well as dated minors and is currently dating a minor. lawrence is having sexual relations with its current partner who is 16 years old, therefore a minor.

(source)

(above) admitted to dating 3 minors while being an adult. 

(below) it admitted to having sex with a minor #csa warn 

Post 1: Who wants to see my hickies Post 2: #nsfw #minors ignore  Ay lmao i just got laid

Ask: have you asked its mother for permission to cut jeremy? Answer: would you ask your boyfriend’s mother permission to put him in handcuffs and whip him?#nsfw text

Ask: i wouldn’t be having sex with minor. Answer: so you notice i make a good point and, instead of addressing it and admitting you’re being d*mb, you attack jeremy’s age i’ll ask you again, would you ask your boyfriend’s mom to whip him?

Ask: lol. i thought it wasn’t sexual. but seriously, jeremy’s mother has a right no know what jeremy’s doing because its underage. so what about the weed? did you ask for permission for that to? Answer: i’m almost 100% sure jeremy’s mom wouldn’t care if it was doing weed. also i said it wasn’t INHERENTLY sexual. most of the time it is (with us). that’s why i answered your safe/sane/consensual shit. and. SURPRISE jeremy’s mom knows we have sex. she can see hickeys you know.

(above) uses “what happens in the bedroom stays in the bedroom” to excuse these sexual acts. it admits to also cutting jeremy during sex (above and below). lawrence has also shown off wounds it has gotten in these acts of “knife play”.

Post: A rundown of me and Jeremy’s “evil” relationship -Lay in bed naked all day plastered to each other. We stick to each other. How awful. -Sometimes it wakes me up bc I snore too loud -Also it steals the blankets -Sometimes it kisses with too much teeth. :(

(above) more proof of sexual acts with a minor

Ask: i know that your thing with jeremy is “it’s technically legal,” but i don’t understand how you can’t see that jeremy has way less life experience and maturity than you you are an adult. you have to be the responsible one here and stop this, or at the very least stop enabling self-harm,drug use, etc. Answer: jsyk it was the one who originally ofered to get me high, it proposes we get drunk and it proposes abusing pain medication and we’ve both self harmed way before we dated. get off my ass

(above) lawrence excuses an anon telling it to take responsibility for doing drugs and alcohol with a minor and tells the anon that jeremy is responsible for these actions.

Ask 1: im unfollowing bc even if the age of consent is 16 there that still makes me very uncomfortable. we were mutuals but i dont want to come off anon sorry Reply: If it makes you uncomfy i want to unfollow you too??

Ask 2: im literally a person who was taken advantage of by a 20 year old when i was a minor and it STILL fucks me up and i STILL have nightmares because even if they “consent” or “act like an adult” THEY ARE NOT ONE. IT IS UP TO YOU. THE ADULT. TO KNOW THAT. THEYRE ONLY IMITATING AN ADULT. NOT ACTUALLY AN ADULT. Reply: They consented. Stop speaking for them. Stop. I was taken advantage od at 16 by a 24 year old and i wouldnt wish what happened to me on ANYONE.

Ask 3: why are people calling u a pedophille ??? Reply: Because I had consensual sex and am in a relationship with someone 16.

Ask 4: Age of consent in your state is 16. that doesnt mean its not wrong. its very wrong. Reply: No?? It’s not?? #drama

#caps Ask: THEYRE LITERALLY A CHILD DONT SAY THAT THEYRE NOT WHEN YOURE A FUCKING ADULT HOLY SHIT Answer: IT SAID IT ISNT A CHILD. STOP MISGENDERING IT.

Ask: did you make love to user ppurpleguy? Answer: Yes. Do you want a picture of my hickeys as some kind of proof

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their partner admitting to sex.

Lawrence: I alsp figured out i. Can’t be in a relationship with someone who is sex repulsed. 2: break up with andy then? Lawrence: I’m hypersexual from trauma. I use sex to get closer to people. I just. I can’t feel close to andy because we cant have sex. I dont feel a connection. And i know that’s shitty.

(above) andy is a minor. they are no longer in a relationship with it. it should also be noted that andy is asexual due to trauma. the age of consent in andy’s state is 18.

it also should be noted that the age of consent where lawrence lives is actually age 18, and they are only protected under the romeo and juliet law, which has been known for allowing sexual predators to get away scott free. (source here and here)

Abuse

Post: js as someone with aspd, if you use your aspd as an excuse to abuse and fuck with someone, you should kys.

lawrence had stated this around a couple month ago, however now it actively uses its aspd as an excuse to do these exact things.

1: and also i want to kms but w/e i dont do anything when i have that Lawrence: I can’t deal with this 1: deal with what Lawrence: You being sad and impulsive like a week in a row

(above) stating that it “cant deal” with its partners (at the time) mental illness and depression. threatening suicide and emotionally manipulating its partner to feel a certain way. 

1: i get really trigggered by drama sorry Lawrence: And you didnt used to get triggered by drama bit ok

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invalidating triggers 

#caps Lawrence: i don’t know stop asking me what you should do but you won’t do what i need you to do Lawrence: it triggered me into rape flashbacks and abuse flashbacks and you still wont yell at it Lawrence: WHY WON’T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE ASPD AND WILL SEND THIS PERSON DEATH THREATS UNTIL THEY HURT THEMSELVES Lawrence: i don’t want to hurt someone andy that’s why i asked you Lawrence: okay then i guess i’ll send it death threats until it has a breakdown

(above) emotional manipulation towards andy as admitting to send someone death threats if andy did not approach it, which andy is emotionally unable to do. 

insisting phrases such as “i need you to do”

Lawrence: you’re friends with ____ right 1: idk if you’d call us friends but were mutuals Lawrence: ok Lawrence: i need to remove you from skype and stop being your friend then

(above) it would often pull this and threaten to leave its friends and/or partners if they did not comply to what it says. 

(below) lawrence would often also threaten to kill itself if any of its partners would turn up suicidal, stating things like “if you kill yourself so will i”, which is emotional manipulation.

Text: If you kill yourself so will I. Text: Bye. On ny way to the bridge.

two separate instances 

Text: If you kill yourself so will i

it should be noted that there are more instances, however they have been deleted. more will be added to this post as more receipts are gathered