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[loppezz]

Journal

[LOG #1]

Hi to whomever is reading this, probably myself LOL. I found this journal in the wreckage of jadens castle when we left, so i thought i would take it to sort of, log to myself and just keep note of whats been going on. stuffs been crazy recently, gosh.

The abandoned civilisation was an experience... it was beautiful, but honestly. i never want to go through that again. I cant believe Jaden sent me there to die. Lettuce stabbed me in the back. Arcn didn't even come down to help me. I can't believe wemmbu was my only hope for salvation, It could have been worse tho. Some part of me thinks he cares behind his mask of war, But who knows these days. Id say eggchan is the closest thing to human in that duo.

After the events that happened in the abandoned civilisation i was a lil lost. Rejoice was so nice! he was kind and thoughtful, it really sucks not having him around anymore tho. Our group we had felt whole, and now there was a void spot left where he stood. Sigh.

Yknow. Fuck you wemmbu. He could of done more to save him... But screaming about him wont bring him back. Dwelling on it won't be helpful either. anyways...

DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHWAT WEMMBU DID TO ME AFTER HE SAVED ME.. this is so stupid. HE LEAVES ME BEHIND. AGAIN. part of me thinks this is some punishment ive been burdened with. constantly battling with a belonging in this server. I understand. he wants to conquer, and he knows he cant do that with me. which is fair. but it hurts. I felt like i helped. But i dont get to choose. Maybe i should stop accepting the hand that is dealt to me yknow?

But after leaving the abandoned civilisation and being left behind once more. i figured i would divert my focus back onto rebuilding something for myself. This server lacks any sort of community i find. theres just assassins and, bandits everywhere. no one is actually trying to LIVE. I want to rebuild snow civ again. that was the closest thing to home ive ever felt. So after writing this in the middle of the ocean, im gonna set sail back to this amazing place, try to remove all the mafia propaganda and damage they caused when that was a thing. I just hope some people will join me this time. Wish me luck.

signed loppezz

idk why i signed this, this is a book haha!

[mudboowl]

HI IF YOU DO END UP DRAWING UU LOPPEZZ I WILL LITERALLY OWE YOU MY LIFE 🙏 she's awesome and i would LOVE to see her in your style

Pirate Loppezz for my wonderful mutual ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

[loppezz]

What a way to start my morning holy crap this is amazing!!!!!! TYSM 💜💜💜💜💜💜

[loppezz]

Journal

[LOG #2]

Hi again to whomever reads this. uh. yeah...

Where do i even begin. i want to get a lot of thoughts out onto a page so here i go.

wemmbu, devasted snow civ. It wasn't him directly but it could have been prevented if he wasn't so damn stubborn. My life's work, the last thing I had to my name. Now I'm left alone in the soft cushion of snow left where it once stood tall. Desolate and in my own thoughts.

Going into this i didn't even consider wemmbu at first, he was the bottom of my list. But he was the only one on that list who wouldn't kill me at first glance... kinda (he popped my totem but that's because he didn't know it was me). I was desperate, those guys they stole my home, and rigged it with explosives. Evil.

Sighhh, im cold. The time of me writing this is midnight, at this point i would have gone inside, sat by the many campfires scattered around with the comfort of my friends to confide in, but now what do i have? Nothing.

Part of me really wants wemmbu dead. He's been the antagonist of my life. A burden on everything ive tried to accomplish. I'm so stupid for putting my trust in him again. Y'know i really thought he had some remorse for me, he went along with it for so long but he couldn't stop himself. Eggchan might of been able to stop him, but it takes 3 damn weeks to log back into the server-- stupid queue. So it wasn't possible for him to come.

The other half of me though, thinks i deserved this. Albeit i was trying pushing an immovable object. #karma haah... I chose a psycho, who've ive wronged in the past. Back in the zam empire, i was opposing him, i destroyed his civilisation. I placed hundreds of tnt within those walls. So maybe this is his way of getting me back for that? some sort of petty play to piss me off? After all this time? I dont know...

Im pushing back the urge to blow up this netherite he dropped me. But its the only thing keeping me warm at the moment so id rather not. Gosh what did i do to deserve this?

That crater. thats what i imagine my heart looks like right now. A giant gaping whole, reduced to rubble, smashed to bits. Yknow when i watched it blow up, i made sure to stare at it for as long as i could before it did. Just in hopes of keeping it a little while longer...

Where do i go from here? Do i try to rebuild? Look for salvation elsewhere. Who can protect me, if i cant protect myself.

Signed Lop.

[oh-snapperss]

“Suddenly it's December and you're not 17 anymore. And you haven't been 17 for a very long time, but sometimes you need to remind yourself.” -Margaux I Paul

a quick wemmbu character study:

there's something to be said for how far wemmbu's come since the day zam took everything away from him. since the day zam took wemmbu's base and blew it all to rubble, laughing in his face after all the work wemmbu poured into it. since the ash rained down on wemmbu's face as explosion after explosion rocked apart the foundations of a place wemmbu laid down roots in.

he's achieved greatness. he wields a mace (losing the belief of his own mentor in the process). he's won against the mafia. he's killed countless players, letting his confidence carry him farther than anything else ever could.

and he's fallen lower. and lower. and lower. how many other bad moments have passed since this?

it hadn't been long here. but he didn't have time to remember it.

and he couldn't remember it here (was the world splintering apart, yet?)

and he couldn't remember it here (time flies when you're having fun, right?)

and he couldn't remember it here (time flies when you can't stop running)

and he couldn't remember it here (how did he get here, again?)

and he couldn't remember it here, either (because isn't this moment worse?)

and yet, and yet, and yet.

one day, it all comes back, doesn't it?

it's december, and wemmbu's staring at himself so long ago. it's december and maybe, just maybe, all those events that have propelled wemmbu forwards forever disappear for just a moment. just for a bitter, raw second that ticks by and then sticks like honey. the person in front of him isn't unlike himself. powerless. gearless. baseless. her efforts all gone to waste in the play of a game greater than herself.

and all those events that have happened since that day in the ash-rain have affected wemmbu, sure. but nothing will ever shape him the same as the first day it was all stripped away.

he's not that person anymore. he ignores these moments when it comes to the raw part of himself most of the time. but sometimes... sometimes he just has to remember.

[loppezz]

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL <3

[loppezz]

UU!Loppezz still kept a bunch of Rejoice's sunflowers with her when returning back to Snow Civ. Unfortunately, a few days later, she found out they'd all wilted away in the cold. Great, yet another thing she'd lost, that seemed to be a common theme with her recently

She most definitely have some! rejoice left a very good impression and an impact on her, sort of making her realise there are good, kind hearted people still in unstable... it just kinda sucks... they are dead now... After returning to snow civ tho she decorated her house with a few sunflowers to let them prosper. however when fantst and his goons came in, they removed them, and then any remnants were... well... exploded to bits.

[aipurjopa]

I’m seeing myself

(Loppezz design by @.wellgotu on twitter ^^)

[loppezz]

PEAAAAAAK!!!!!!!!

[loppezz]

hi! not really a headcanon but more of a question. when wemmbu met loppezz in “How I HUNTED a Hardcore Minecraft SMP” (because i have no idea how to refer to it other than by name) she was wearing leather leggings that were dyed aqua. was that like. an attempt to look like she was slightly more geared than in reality?

YES, how did you read me like a book 😔

[loppezz]

Not really a headcanon just a curious thought...uu!loppezz really has nothing left now other than the armor Wemmbu gave her, would she ever find herself trying to 'trust' in him again, just to have something left there? Or would she have felt totally betrayed by him failing her again? (This is me imagining a world where she would end up going back just to constantly annoy him and make his life worse...but in the process he would still unwillingly try to protect her in his own way like he's failed to before)

without going into too much detail otherwise that would ruin future uploads... uu!loppezz is very conflicted, if u read my log i mentioned how she feels sort of deserving for this since she was apart of the zam empires plan to destroy wemmbus empire. Theres a big parallel there, and part of her thinks wemmbu has had a grudge on her for so long which is why he acts this way towards her, and why he chose to let her civ be destroyed. For the future tho. who knows, she has nothing left to her name, the only thing she has left is a few items from the person who left her like this. She is alone in the cold isolated with herself. What do u think that would to someone? :3

[rainiloppe]

😿😿😿man why the world gotta hate her sm

[loppezz]

hello evil loppezz.... more of a question than a headcannon, but i do draw uu!loppezz with a few scars. any scars you think she'd have in particular, or that you'd see her having? i loovvee giving characters scars they've accumulated throughout the story, so just wondering !! :3

okay so this is kinda cool and links into all of my characters anyways and i wanted a chance to talk about this, so the star on my girlies belly is actually a birth scar, shes a space cat formed from the dust of dead stars and each one of her species have different shaped scars on their stomach!

But for ones that ive gained in unstable, theres a few i could think of that would be cool, i think when she was banished to abandoned civ it would be cool to have a scar on her leg or thigh maybe due to her falling and possibly bumping on some rocks on the way down.

Definitely want a scar on her cheek from the explosion of snow civ, the debris flew everywhere and she was lucky to only have a scratch of some that flew past.

Im not too sure where else, pls lmk abt any other times my girly has been hurt and ill think about whether scars could have formed from there :3

[loppezz]

hello evil loppezz.... more of a question than a headcannon, but i do draw uu!loppezz with a few scars. any scars you think she'd have in particular, or that you'd see her having? i loovvee giving characters scars they've accumulated throughout the story, so just wondering !! :3

okay so this is kinda cool and links into all of my characters anyways and i wanted a chance to talk about this, so the star on my girlies belly is actually a birth scar, shes a space cat formed from the dust of dead stars and each one of her species have different shaped scars on their stomach!

But for ones that ive gained in unstable, theres a few i could think of that would be cool, i think when she was banished to abandoned civ it would be cool to have a scar on her leg or thigh maybe due to her falling and possibly bumping on some rocks on the way down.

Definitely want a scar on her cheek from the explosion of snow civ, the debris flew everywhere and she was lucky to only have a scratch of some that flew past.

Im not too sure where else, pls lmk abt any other times my girly has been hurt and ill think about whether scars could have formed from there :3

[loppezz]

Since your character is a cat would it be evil of me to headcanon her doing this thing cats do sometimes where they purr to try and self-soothe because she has no one else around her to comfort her...

LMAO THIS IS SO COOL I FW THIS, im down for u to do whatever lol! U should hear all the times im meowing in vcs tho. Actual creature. But yes applying cat characteristics is a thumbs up from me :3

[lsblrconfessions]

it actually pisses me off so bad how people wont bother to look into uuLoppezz’s character. I had a genuine argument with someone about how Loppezz becoming a villain would NOT suit her character.

Loppezz wants to survive and to have stability, which is hard to find on unstable, but becoming villain would only do harm towards her. Being a villain would only mean more and more danger than she already has, and shes helpless, she had no one. It wouldnt fit her to do that. She just wants a home and happiness.

Loppezz as a character CARES, shes so human in the sense that shes someone who cares deeply and is emotional!! she feels strong emotions about her morals, and villainy would go against said morals. Villainy would make her seem uncaring and violent, which is the same way she views wemmbu? she doesnt want to be similar to wemmbu in any way???

They made an argument about how Wemmbu couldve influenced her because he is rich, she is poor, which I think is just the stupidest possible argument. In the logs, she literally states she wanted to explode the armor she got given, but only decided against it because it was the only thing keeping her warm. That in no way shows how shes influenced by wemmbu in the slightest. Additionally, her character literally hates wemmbu after everything hes done?? it doesnt make sense for her to be ‘influenced’ by him??

They made explanations on how far she’d go for stability leading her to villainy, but it still doesnt make sense! she puts her morals to survive higher than causing destruction, or becoming the worst of the worst, wemmbu.

On my argument on the fact that ‘shes so human’, they literally went on about how humans are evil when it obviously wasnt the sense i was making?? loppezz views being human as caring, so disregarding that is just frustrating.

They wanted only a concept of Loppezz’s character which didnt fit her at all, and its just frustrating and frustrating when you make points with the facts to back it up, and yet they still don’t bother listening.

sorry this isnt lifesteal, i just hate when my favorites get mischaracterized into something theyre not, and this was one of the worst ones ive ever sat through. I’ve blocked them and left the chat that I was in, but it doesnt sit well with me how people just dont care to try understand points about a character, only to what they could become even if it doesnt suit them at all

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[loppezz]

I appreciate how passionate you are about my character, im really honoured, however i will say tho, i am not in control of what arcs there are and what i can do with my character, i do always try to tell wemmbu when we come up with the episodes about certain things with my character, and usually he does listen coz "it makes sense" with this upcoming one ill make sure to do that aswell. but i cant guarantee anything! There is a chance that she could be resentfull to wemmbu and do things that annoy him or to toy with him, but i cant tell you coz idk myself? sorry about ur argument, i hope my character doesnt ruin any of ur friendship :(

[loppezz]

UU!Loppezz is one of the few people who dont just see Wemmbu as a mace. Even tho she sees wemmbu as psychotic freak whos thirsty for kills.

mmmmmm i like this one, she may be weak, but shes quite intelligent, enough to know who he really is behind that mask he wears proudly.

[loppezz]

Lop I’m still not over how you, arcn, and lettuce aren’t bffls anymore. Literally since sky civ until your first log I was more invested in your guys’ story than any of the main characters.

Like you guys individually went from one civ to the next looking for safety and stability and then found each other in sky civ and then made it out together and formed your own, beautiful civ.

It was the first civ that I thought wouldn’t actually die tragically because it left the plot for a little while. Come to find out the people fell apart before the actual civ did and then Wemmbu went and got it blown up, which was just salt in the wound.

Like, in my head they even followed you to being on the pirates. Sure, arcn was bribed, but why couldn’t it also be because he didn’t want to fight against his best friends. And lettuce only showed up there after you did.

You and lettuce literally had a cute little house on the beach together! I’m sure you guys had fires and told ghost stories. Or would do silly mundane chores together. Or woke up to watch the sunrise together. I’m sure arcn visited on weekends too when he wasn’t busy being a scary gang leader. Arcn was literally the first guy to show up and try to fight Wemm for you and lettuce when Wemm robbed you.

I’m so sad right now. I’m so loppezz, arcn, lettuce right now.

In my head nothing bad ever happened and you three are still playing board games, having sleep overs, and farming sweet berries together.

Nothing bad has ever happened, nothing bad will ever happen. Unstable Universe is NOT a server where everything ends in tragedy because you three are still thriving in my head (I’m delusional)

I can respect arcn, he was just following what was best for him, but that didnt involve me i suppose, im not sure how he feels about me still tho? and lettuce... well... lettuce kinda thru me under the bus for jaden. its unfortunate.

[loppezz]

hi! not really a headcanon but more of a question. when wemmbu met loppezz in “How I HUNTED a Hardcore Minecraft SMP” (because i have no idea how to refer to it other than by name) she was wearing leather leggings that were dyed aqua. was that like. an attempt to look like she was slightly more geared than in reality?

YES, how did you read me like a book 😔

[loppezz]

I wanted to show u this, coz shes actually done this before when she was a pirate: https://youtu.be/29tLMMQ6YCc?t=1140

[loppezz]

My be a bit ooc but I think UU!Loppezz probably thinks, that despite how horrible wemmbu makes her feel and how bad wemmbu treats her. She it technically speaking, the safest when shes with him, because for some god damn reason the purple freak still tries to defend loppezz in fights, even tho time and time again wemmbu acts like he hates her.

Also a bit more of a Wemmbu headcanon tbh but it ties to UU!Loppezz, but the fact that Loppezz doesn't see wemmbu for his mace, is probably why wemmbu defends her so much, but at the same time hates it.

Wemmbu is constantly called "the guy with the mace."

"What do you mean you're retired? You took out a bunch of invis guys- you have a mace man" - Theo

"Why didn't you go in there with you mace and just kill them like last time dude." - Egg

Wyll wanted to kill wemmbu for the reputation. To become the new mace wielder.

Constantly he's been told to just use his mace and that it would so much more simpler if he did. It's ingrained into his head that all he is good for, is the mace.

Only three people truly see wemmbu as something other than the mace.

Rejoice, who saw he had one then brushed it off like it was nothing, which I like to think is partly why his death changed Wemmbu so much.

Flame, who told him to fight him normally in a 1v1, he wanted to fight the true wemmbu, not the one with what was basically an unfair cheese, in a twisted way that made wemmbu feel seen as more than just a mace.

And finally, Loppezz, she sees wemmbu for who he truly is, a blood-thirsty psychotic killer, who needs some dude named Eggchan to hold him back half the time. And I think that partly irritates wemmbu. Shes seeing behind that mask, that power, and seeing a psycho killer whos only goal is to shower in blood and riches. It's partly why he dismisses her so easily and treats her and anything she owns horribly. He HATES that someone is see the real him, but at the same time, he's grateful, he's not just seen as some weapon in the eyes of loppezz, so despite how annoyed he gets at her, he still protects her and doesn't let her die.

For Rejoice he died to quickly for him to process that, and Flame is too skilled for him to do anything really.

I finally had some time to read through this and HOLY MOLY PEAK, i would agree with everything here, and heres some food for thought.

loppezz has no one who she can trust to not kill her other than wemmbu, although he is the single last person she would want to ask but in regards to her motivations he is the only option, because he wont kill her.

there have been times where she has tried to confide in him and be friends in hopes that maybe he'll take her under his wing but their history is destined to be a rivalry probably. Sky Civ is the best example of that. He has given her the cold shoulder many times, and many times when she didnt need him the most, he always took away what new found protection she had.

It always leads back to wemmbu being the source of her problems, and shes not sure how to escape. She knows exactly who he is, which brings her some anxiety at his unpredictability but can also count on it aswell! which is kind of a curse, but its a guranteed result.