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bucky-soldier-barnes·:

Bucky felt his chest tighten. He wanted so much to prove that he was a strong person, a good hero, without having to rely on a heartless monster. The soldier had given him skills, more than he could have learned in his lifetime, but he hated the thing. Cyrus was right though. Often, he had told him that he needed to work with the soldier. That would be the fastest way to accepting what he was now. Breathing slowly, he nodded, then shook his head. “I could come to you,” he replied quickly, “it wouldn’t be hard. I could come and help, then we would all be together.” Staying and waiting was only going to make him more and more stressed.

“Could you?” Cyrus asked him, his voice calm and collected even though inside his heart raced. Coming to them so they might be together again was something Cyrus desired above all else yet could James leave the Avengers when they still needed him? Much like how the young mutants still needed him and Julian? He let out another sigh and squeezed his hand into a fist. “I want you here. Or I want to be there.” He admitted before he bit his bottom lip to keep in a small whimper. His throat was becoming choked up and he realized how much it meant that he was talking with him, alive. The thought of losing him again tore him apart. “James...” He started. “I will not say no. I never would. Come to me, come to Julian. We need you.”

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mutantsandminiatures·:

Remy had a soft spot in caring for those that couldn’t take care of themselves, and it took little to motivate him to fight for those who needed saving. And he fought with his all. Normally, he chose to fight on his own, in his own way, but the occasional call for help didn’t go unanswered by him.

“Hmm?” He looked to the man standing beside him as he stuffed his hands into his trenchcoat pockets. Remy had been quiet for a while, without realizing it, and the deep voice had pulled him from his thoughts.

“Oh, I’m jus’ fine, mon ami,” He answered softly. “An’ you? Are you okay?”

Many had fallen to silence after what happened except for the elect few that seemed to find themselves almost erect with power. Nothing wrong to finding enjoyment, hell Cyrus himself had enjoyed taking the life of a murderer. Perhaps to humanity there was something wrong with that but in his head, he was morally obligated to do exactly what he did. Honestly, though, Cyrus wasn’t expecting the other to ask him. Truth be told, the alien didn’t know how to answer. His entire being was exhausted as all of the emotions that poured in him that day remained with a vengeance. His knees buckled and forced the male to sit next to the mutant but he didn’t mind the weak look. “Honestly, I don’t know.” He admitted, voice remained strong but his hands had begun to tremble.

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magikbois·:

“Okay,” Julian mumbled, feeling the entire weight of their situation hit him like a truck, and he looked over at his lover, his boyfriend, his love, and he sighed. “I have faith in him,” he said before his voice cracked at the end, and was pulled into an embrace as arms coiled around him as he felt warmth now coursing through him as he hummed into Cyrus’ shirt. “I love you,” he said, muffled and stifled as he kept talking into the male’s chest before looking up. “I said I love you, and I’m fine.” he said before pulling their lips together. “I…I wanna see him, make sure he’s okay and not in any immediate danger, but I know we shouldn’t just leave our team.”

His hands worked comfortingly through Julian’s hair and he let out a soft sigh at his words. “And I you.” The alien replied as he let his hand move across his cheek to wipe whatever mud and dirt mixed with sweat remained. “You’re right. We cannot just leave but you can.” Again Cyrus attempted to remain comforting, a hope that the other could rely on him and find solace in that. His thumb lingered as it comforted his skin before he forced a smile. “Go to him, keep each other safe. I will remain and finish this.” There was more than one reason Cyrus wanted Julian to be with James.

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bucky-soldier-barnes·:

He smiled gently even thought he knew Cyrus couldn’t see him. “Yea…” he breathed, “the whole time. I don’t know why. Guess I just got lucky.” He was still himself and the longer that held, the better. His body was exhausted and he knew that the longer he was on his feet now, the easier it would be for the soldier to come out, to take over out of ‘necessity’. Hearing that Cyrus and Julian were safe was overwhelming. He needed to see them. “Where are you?” he asked before realizing he hadn’t actually answered the question. “I guess you were busy too,” he replied, “I’m safe at the tower.”

“You’re getting stronger, James.” He praised, hoping the male would take it to heart. He wished him to, wished him to know and feel just how important he was and how strong he was. Honestly, he hoped he knew just how much he meant to him and how much his voiced gave into longing to be with him once more. “We’re still a bit further out transporting young teens to safety but there’s a good group here and we should remain safe. Yet I promise I will make sure to keep Julian safe.” Hearing then that James was also safe gave him a huge sigh of relief. “I will see, actually, if I can send him to you. I should be able to finish things from here but with him there, at least I know you both will be okay.”

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@mutantsandminiatures

He looked rough but honestly so did many of those he’d fought beside. Truth be told, the entire situation had turned into a blur and regardless his duties were to his team and those kidnapped, he did what he could to keep all of those he had grown close to safe. Standing beside one of his companions whom he’d met a few times in passing, he had to let a soft look finally penetrate his shield. “Are you okay?” He asked, his voice deeper than he wanted it to be but comforting all the same.

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@magikbois

“I spoke to James. He’s okay for now. I don’t know how much longer he’ll hold out, though. There was hesitation and worry on his tone.” Cyrus admitted as he pushed his phone back into his pocket. He sat beside Julien but didn’t look at him, not yet. He feared seeing the other hurt, feared seeing uncertainty on his brow. The other was one of the strongest people he’d ever met, so seeing that truth, the uncertainty, it would harm his own resolve of being strong. Finally, though, Cyrus did look at his friend, his lover, and before anything else was said, he pulled him in for a long embrace. “...Please tell me you’re okay.”

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@suprpowers

It was very easy to see the effect of what happened on the sleeves of the alien. He sat and watched as whatever had been so hell bent on destroying everything was finally gone but the devastation was left behind. Bodies, wreckage, emotions, everything swirled into one as wave after wave flowed through him. Attempting instead to focus on the good, the fact they rescued most of the teen mutants, Cyrus finally lifted his head and let out a sigh. “I fear we almost lost this go around.” He said, eyes looking to the nearby teammate. “How do you fair?”

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bucky-soldier-barnes·:

Still looking for somewhere he could be useful, Bucky left the tower and began making his way through the city. He needed to have something or he knew he would start thinking too much. Suppressing the soldier for the entire battle had been difficult, but he was also proud of himself. He could survive and fight without HYDRA’s monster getting in the way. His next priority was finding Cyrus and Julian. He had to, had to believe they were alright and just helping out others. After things had completely calmed, he would look for them. A hero’s job was to help others before worry about friends and family no matter how much he wanted to.

Feeling his phone buzzing, he paused and could have shouted in relief when he saw the name. “Cyrus,” he gasped as soon as he answered the call. “Where are you? Are you okay? What happened?” As far as he knew, everyone had been fighting.

Instantly a sigh of relief left his lips when he heard his voice and Cyrus leaned against whatever surface he was close to. He could hear the frantic tone in his voice but he knew it to still be James, something he found himself truly proud of. “You’re still you?” He asked, a soft smile on his lips before he looked down. “There was an incident with a few of the mutants. An organization called hive kidnapped a few of them as well as others. I’m with Julian, he’s safe. What about you? Are you okay? Please tell me you’re okay.”

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Matt had been given the antidote to the fear toxin hours ago and he was still unsure what was real or not. He had tried meditating through the disarray of his mind but every loud bang and rumble of the ground beneath his feet brought him right back. The visions of carnage and hell had dwindled away and yet he felt incapable of finding his center, as far away from being the man without fear as he ever was. So hours passed, and he still wore his Daredevil suit. The bodyarmor was worn more as a mental shield of comfort than anything else. The cowl discarded next to him while his listless eyes stared off at nothing. 

Matt breathed soft and quiet and did his best to differentiate between what was real and what wasn’t. The passing heartbeats around him were the easiest sounds to latch onto and ground himself with. His chest pushed out with a heavy sigh as he roughly ran a hand through his sweat-damp hair. He was in the middle of pulling on it harshly because the genuine pain helped, but he quickly straightened up when he realized just how close one heartbeat was.

   “ Um… hi - Who’s there? ” A day ago and he could’ve figured that out on his own. Now every stimulation of his senses seemed to blend together and only cause confusion. “ Whoever you are… Please, no flash photography. ”

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It was rough, everything that happened. To be honest, Cari didn’t remember everything and really he didn’t want to. The city seemed broken, his heart also especially with the thought of both Matt and Frank out there. His feet carried him to help those he was able to get to their feet, the others he ripped what was left of his shirt to help close wounds. His case was gone, inside holding his first aid and a lot of alcohol which he was desperate to have at that moment. Eyes had lifted after passing another lost soul to seeing a familiar one. Uncertain if it was really him as he feared whatever tricks his mind might’ve played, but when he heard his voice, Cari immediately ran to him. “Oh my god, Matt!” He cried out, checking him over for injuries. “Are you okay? Are you hurt?”

[gaius-chaumoux]

His head had been hurting for hours now. Ever since the battle had ended, he had been fighting to get control back. The fighting, the carnage, everything, had placed him so squarely into the middle of battle that his own stress and fear had brought the soldier out. He was glad everything had worked out well, but also felt as though he had suddenly undone so many months of working to suppress the damn thing. Now, it was constantly pounding at him, taking over in bursts and thinking it still needed to fight, to attack anything and anyone that could even possibly be a threat. The fight was over. Tony was missing. People were injured. Bucky didn’t have time to deal with his own problems.

Stepping into the tower, he began searching around for any of the allies that had helped: the other Avengers, the Corp, the Guardians, the Justice League. “Any need some help?” he asked, hoping to give himself something to do that wouldn’t involve trying to rip someone apart.

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Cyrus had been with Julian and a few other of the xmen working with guys he’d never really seen before. If he did, it was mostly only in passing. He’d been in battles before but this was something he’d never imagined possible. People were terrified, hell he could still feel it in everyone he passed. Even the alien still held fears of what would happen if they found out he was alien for they were too happy about them right now. It hurt to think about it. He’d seen the main event and knew there’s where he was. That’s what he was the most afraid of. Once everything calmed down, at least when he had a moment to even think, Cyrus took out his phone and called him. “Please pick up... Please, James...”

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[ i’m also dropping my current threads, following both nick and oz’s example. ]

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bucky-soldier-barnes·:

His eyes grew wide as his wrists were pushed above his head. What had he done wrong? The voice of the soldier was terrified and he had to constantly remind himself that Cyrus was not an enemy. He loved him dearly. The closer they became to one another, the more he wanted Cyrus completely. No matter how long they had been apart, he still wanted him. His breath became ragged as he grew more aroused, more desperate to feel Cyrus. He moaned, voice coming freely when Cyrus finally pulled him close and they were able to have full contact with one another. This, this was what he had wanted and missed for so long. Rocking his hips forward, he pressed himself into the hand stroking him. How could everything fall into place so well after so long? “Please,” he begged, eyes wide and needy, “let me touch you.”

It was that plead, that beg that Cyrus desired. His entire body could feel it and it hardened him just as he felt James harden completely for him. Cyrus pushed his knee between James’ legs and let out a growl of dominance. He watched him close, enjoyed feeling a power over him especially with the desperation clear on his face. Finally his hand let go of James’ wrists and he allowed the male to touch him. And he wasn’t disappointed when he did. His touch upon Cyrus’ skin caused shivers to brush up and down his spine and he, too, wanted more. “It is too desperate, too uncomfortable here, James.” He whispered, lips so close to his own while his now free hand griped the back of his neck. He forced them close before he claimed his lips once more. “I fear hurting you on concrete. Can you make it back to our room?” He asked, almost begged his lover. Their first time back couldn’t be sloppy or harmful. It could hold a hint of desperation as he knew they both were, but it had to be comfortable and overwhelming. Cyrus kissed him again and again as it was impossible to stop himself. Nothing had ever felt so right. “Please, James...” It was his turn to beg for if James didn’t agree, he wouldn’t be able to hold himself back anymore.

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bucky-soldier-barnes·:

Bucky gave one nod, his eyes lighting with the same determination the soldier had when it was on a mission. There would be no clothes between them. Both hands slid under Cyrus’s shirt tugging it upward until he was able to pull it free. Seeing Cyrus exposed before him after so long was absolutely amazing. Immediately, he leaned forward to kiss him, trailing his lips down the others’ body. His own arms shifted to allow Cyrus an easier time of getting his own shirt off. “Yes…” he whispered against Cyrus’s skin. His breath caught as he felt blood pooling on his lip and he had to remember that Cyrus was not attacking him. Everything felt too good to be an attack. Both hands hooked into Cyrus’s pants and he began pulling them down. “I need to feel you more.”

As he felt James’ hands on his pants, he stood up and smirked against him before he reached down to take his wrists. He held his wrists before he pushed them above James’ head, locking them in place. Eyes opened to watch him, curious of the desperation he could feel. He wanted to see him, to see that passion he’d only seen before. Honestly, there had been a fear that James had lost it, that he no longer desired him as he did before. Yet he could see the pleasure on his face, the red of his body as arousal flushed his skin. He was so beautiful that it was impossible for Cyrus to ever look away. Keeping both wrists bound with one hand, Cyrus moved his free hand down to James’ waist where he pulled them close, letting the two rub against one another. Desire was overwhelming and Cyrus even let out a low moan. Forehead against forehead, Cyrus pushed his hand inside his jeans and grabbed his member. Soft motions against his hardening pleasure, the alien once more bit his neck before sucking to leave a deep mark. “I’ve got you.” He promised, hand now fully gripping and teasing him.

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bucky-soldier-barnes·:

“If I had known Cyrus was that good a kisser, I would’ve been kissing him years ago.” Julian admitted with a laugh before looking at both men with a smile on his eyes. God they were gorgeous and he felt extremely lucky to be doing this with both of them, and he wanted nothing more than to dive head first. “Ugh, suddenly I wish my name was food.” he giggled, before smiling at Bucky. “Oh, I definitely am, I’m just whining you stopped kissing me for food, ugh food isn’t even that good a kisser, but we certainly are.” he said wiggling his brows at both Cyrus and James. @bucky-soldier-barnes· @locksims·

Bucky could feel his face heating as he watched the two others kiss. He hadn’t expected to find the action so enticing, but he could not even think of looking away from the spectacle. Slowly, he moved forward and stood beside Cyrus. “I, um…” he stammered, mind still reeling from what he had seen, “yes, I am.” A lopsided smile took over his face as he leaned down to kiss Cyrus. Turning to Julian, he laughed. “Have you always been this silly?” he asked, grinning and giving Julian a kiss as well.

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Cyrus lifted his hand to brush over James’ cheek before it moved to his neck and he pulled him even closer. He deepened the kiss, sucking on his bottom lip before he finally pulled away and looked back over at Julian. When James leaned in to kiss Julian, he smiled but pulled himself away from the two. Checking on the food, he had burnt it a little and pulled them off to place beside the grill. The alien then turned it off for he knew there wasn’t going to be any point right now, not when the endorphin levels of the other two were so high. “Perhaps doing this here where the entire school can see isn’t the best idea.” Cyrus remained the voice of reason but that didn’t mean he wasn’t affected by their movements.

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