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[ionizable]

so in lieu of an update for machinations, here’s a copy of the outline i worked off of when i was writing iftec 💁 

(because i’m a nerd and i got through studying last night by promising myself i’d get to do something fic related today and this is the next best thing) 

(also i’m just super paranoid about needing 5 copies of everything kept everywhere now that my laptop is officially dead. so now i’m just casually dumping lots of things across all the internet and hard drive things)

aka nobody will care about this but me 5 yrs from now probably

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[guileheroine]

shippy fic tropes: tag yourself

[twitterscreencaps]

[sequals]

clingy and annoying doesn’t bother me when it’s from the right person

[rdjobsessions]

yes yes 100 times yes I literally do not give a fuck if my boyfriend sends me a picture of a car he likes at 3am even if I don’t like fucking cars his first thought was I know I'ma send that to my fucking girlfriend like yes fucking yes I love that shit

[mother-of-penguin-deactivated20]

this shit is adorable. if I’m with you, I wanna know everything. like you just had a mad ass milkshake?? tell me. you saw a nice lamp show me. idc I love that shit. i’m yours.

[youbeccabelieveit]

Ok this was the best way to put it. It’s extremely flattering to be the first thought in someone’s head when they look at something so mundane that has nothing to do with you. I really, truly enjoy this. That’s how you know someone’s important.

[chessys]

not news but i love girls

[c-bassmeow]

[ionizable]

i just don’t want to ask anything of you anymore. 

[marieannelise]

When there’s too much shit you need to get done at once

[vampireapologist-archive-deacti]

them: try not to dwell on relationships with people who aren’t in your life anymore. you can’t just live in your memories

me:

[bpdconcept]

concept: i don’t split and freak out when two of my fp’s have badly fallen out and no longer talk to each other.

[bpdconcept]

concept: i don’t split on my fp when they don’t notice that i’m upset

[bpdconcept]

concept: i don’t constantly worry about emotionally draining my partner and ruining our relationship

[phloater]

hey is it a bpd thing that i have to ask people if it’s okay for me to feel a certain way when it comes to things that upset me? like, If i get upset, i always ask someone if it’s okay for me to be upset over the situation because i never know how i’m supposed to feel, does that make sense?

[survivingwithoutsunshine]

me to other people: every emotion you feel is valid! you can express any emotion you want as long as you arent hurting anyone!!

me to me: uhm no you shouldnt express any emotion except happiness bc if you express any negative feelings youre being abusive !!!! youre so

manipulative!!! just keep your feelings to yourself until you explode

[petalpetal]

not gonna lie if you are like me and suck at coming up with poses using vintage sewing patterns for inspirations is so helpful for interesting poses that still display the character in a seeable way here are some examples of my favorites 

because they are literally drawn in a way to show off their outfit but still be interesting and not boring 

[petalpetal]

some more examples incase the ones above weren’t convincing enough on how much this is a lifesaver especially if you want find interesting poses of people interacting with each other

I mean if you think about it they are drawn in poses that usually Models in magazines do. And those poses are meant to be interesting and draw the viewer in for a closer look bust still be refreshing and easy on the eyes

I use pintrest to find these I have a board that i’m constantly adding to though while its currently small as I make this post you can use it as a starting off point if you want to

[simplydlightfuldestiny]

what do you type in the search i would love to check it myself.

i’ve always have interest with those kind of styles with a bit of a modern yet modest type.

[petalpetal]

just google vintage sewing pattern illustration

[bpdconcept]

concept: i am satisfied with the amount of love i receive

[hotephoetips-deactivated2017080]

i treat people how i want to be treated until i notice a lack of reciprocity

then i begin to treat them how they treat me

and that’s when people usually notice that there’s a problem

“you acting different”

yeah

[babybuu-deactivated20180707]

again for emphasis.