two efnet nerds lose their shit over a dead channel
so are you gonna tell me what killed the channel and show? i havent been around to see
or are you still a banhappy pissbaby
basically we don't want you around because you are a pernicious negative influence and that won't ever change
"we"
find some new people to hang out with, mark
that's ll
speak for yourself and only yourself
you are not a spokesperson
this is the reason your channel and show has died
now i know the answer
When I say we I mean
the vast majority of chatters there
I spend the most time there
I talk to everyone
I have a pretty good finger on where people are at
you mean the 200 idlers and bots and the 6 people who are too scared to say the show is shit now
Just find your own shit
you can waste as much time as you want here
but you're talking to a wall
a wall that begs
fucking mendicant
like are you enjoying yourself right now
if not
why not do something you do enjoy
i enjoy telling faggots what a fucking disaster they are
ok, well you keep doing that
but the odds of me ever giving a shit again are very slim
it would be a lot better if you just moved on
but understood if you can't
who needs you to give a shit, who the fuck even are you?
a conman who begs from people poorer than him
there is no respect for you to lose
if you think that
i do
then find somewhere else to frequent
i have, and i pointed my head into the old haunt
you're only wasting your time here
and it was empty
k
and dead
and the show was the worst it has ever been
good job
great job
you did all that on your own
never mention the GNAA again you fucking fraud
and i know why your worried about defcon, and it isnt some dislike of vegas
lol
mark
its because you have no idea what you are talking about
remember how I told you you were pre-schizophrenic
and slowly losing your grip
yes, and you were wrong then, just as you are with your dead channel
the process is accelerating
incorrect,, your shit is dying, qpzdox is movin over here to start a fam with me
well good
up yours begging scum
I hope that works out for you
focus on that, not on me
my advice is to see a therapist soon
there is no focus on you, you are completely fucking irreverent
untreated schizophrenia is really terrible
and can hurt a lot of the people who depend on you
and a failed author begging is terrible too
only i didnt have to project that
its true
but there's medication that can help
and self evident
I'm gonna leave you with that advice, good luck
nobody takes advice from panhandlers
I don't talk with panhandlers, personally
try that
"dont mention that dog shit smells when you walk by it"
fuck you
I'm sorry you feel angry
but it's a lot more your own situation than anything with me
not angry, sad the show has died so bad
this used to be a thriving community
then make your own show
now its a dried up husk of wallet
and YOU did that
not me
uh huh
why don't you make something better then
instead of haranguing me
i do the shit that makes the news, i dont report the news
I don't owe you anything mark
that was your job
that's not my job
it was
This is an online show I do
before you started begging
there's no boss
there's no salary
it isn't a job
it's a show
the boss is the fucking audience you mong
and yours has been banned down to onlu yesmen
well
you should leave that audience
i did
and i come back, and most have also lefy
ok, then your problem is solved
that was easy
my prblem is with the dead community, one you killed
is that solved?
there appear to be
is it back?
many people chatting right now
so it just peaked after your show? hmm, for a channel about the show, surely it should peak at the show
Maybe your problem is that you can't objectively make sense of the situation
because you are so emotional about it
you're a numbers guy right
just analyze how many lines are chatted
during the show
and during the periods after it
make sure you add the chats on restream
nigger please, i just led a landslide on my island with ALL the working class breaking 100years of hardcoded hate and tradition, to vote tory
and you sit there with a dead show
oh, did you
gj
you have no link the the gestalt anymore
shilling for bloomberg
lol bloomboig
seriously, I get that you're lonely
but your situation is not going to improve
without intervention
from a therapist
my situation is on the up, yours is on the down
you'll just keep suffering
you are begging, i am not
your show is dead, i have a future
I don't think you're even fooling yourself
every line of chat you type is just
you cant roleplay as a success and also beg l0de
*it hurts*
they do not mesh
that's why you see everyone retract from you
because i tell the cold hard truth?
if you're noticing that you can't get a rise out of people and they're talking right past you
im not trying to irk you
a lot of it is because your reality has gotten so distorted
that people just go
"oh he's nuts"
and they disregard what you think
people can inherently recognize that kind of thinking
and they recoil from it
like look up this query
do I seem upset with you
said the guy with the now dead channel and show and left
or like I'm responding emotionally to your points or even engaging with them
where did those people go l0de
did they recoil from you begging
I'm not because I know you're losing your mind
where did your audience go l0de
I'm typing to you now just to be part
of the huge number of people who will have to tell you to get help
before you will finally do so
or become homeless
ive been homeless, it sucks less than watching a grown man beg online
If you would like to avoid being homeless again
your issues of mental health have to be addressed
oh, is the tax evader and beggar going to give me life advice
yeah, your projecton doesnt work
I've seen this play out many times
I know that it takes many, many people telling someone to get help
before they finally figure it out
Don't wind up on the train tracks mark
you dont get to beg for money and give out advice
if you followed your own advice
you've gotten significantly worse
you wouldnt need to beg
can you follow that?
you are not an authority, you are a beggar
the number of distortions I see in the chat
are higher than they were last year
do you beg for other people to p[ay your taxes, yes or no
everybody can and pays theirs, but you're special
other people should pay it for you
none of this is distorted at all
its the reason your show died
and you know it
ok
Do you have anyone you trust
ive never trusted anybody
at all
well then you have no one you can take this log to
and ask
"hey, which one of us is the crazy one"
find someone you do trust
good luck
do you think they will side with the guy running a dying begshow or the guy pointing out you are running a dying begshow
You can do your own analysis here
if you don't trust anyone else
i know people dont like parasites
run through this log
and see how many times you try to say something negative
and then run through my responses
you want me to be happy the show is dead?
you can see it's pretty one sided
beause im not
there is nothing nice to say about this situation you have created
and that I kind of don't really give a shit what you think about the show
its awful
but I'm pretty sure that you're losing your mind
whatever makes you feel better
it's time to seek some help
it's time for you to seek a job
nobody can respect a beggar
I think you can tell also
In any case, I would prefer you didn't contact me again
you can do whatever you want
but I do not want to talk to you
and will probably not respond
do you think my family, which i spend more time with than anybody, would have noticed some mental illness, or how about my doctors, does l0de know better than all these people
or is he just pandering to himself
so he doesnt feel bad
the last thing I'll leave you with
print out this query
take it to a therapist
talk about how you feel here
what led you to this point
and see what they think