Get Out Of Your Head And Into Your Life

[irenee098]

8/29/25

22 weeks pregnant… having a little girl…

I nervous to whats coming but working on my faith with god .. in him i must trust! Everything will be okay🙏🏼

Doing this on my own..

[irenee098]

I keep allowing it.. how do i leave ? Why am i always scared of leaving? What i am i scared of?

3/26/25

[irenee098]

Why do i always do this to myself?

I wish i would understand myself.

I am sad

I am tierd

I want cry but can’t cry…

I feel so numb and empty.

3/26/25 10:48pm

[irenee098]

This is my safe place❤️

3/23/25 9:32am

[irenee098]

Hi Again…

Guys its been a while.. alot has happened… i have so much to say but yet its so hard to describe what i am feeling . And when i do try to express myself. It comes out the wrong way. Then people start thinking wrong about me. I know i shouldn’t care. But man i just want someone to understand me . And not misunderstand me and out words in my mouth when that wasn’t what i meant. I feel so alone. I can’t never really express myself. So i just cry at random times. Most of time is at night ofcourse. Insomnia is a bitch! Can’t never sleep . Feel the need to smoke. Sad but true. I just want to apologize to my parents , i have hurt them so much. And keeo hurting them. They truly dont deserve it. I love them sm . I miss them… idk guys what i am doing? This cycle is driving me insane

3/23/25 1:46Am

[irenee098]

Damn I’m 18): como pasan los años

[irenee098]

Bitch you’re about to be 25!!!! 3/23/25 1:26am

[irenee098]

It’s just one of those days.. where I just can’t get out of bed. Can’t find the motivation to start my day. Being so hateful towards myself . Help .

[irenee098]

Still struggling . Seriously need some help. 5 years later and i feel the same way. Am i causing myself to feel miserable ? Whats wrong with me? I feel so broken .. i feel like i can’t do anything right in life. When is this feeling going to go away? Why do i keep doing this to myself? 3/23/25 I still have the feeling of wanting to kill my self, i do not want to be here. I don’t feel worthy enough to be here.. or purpose. At times i do but man . I am tired.

[irenee098]

Progression.

I have 2 weeks sober 🥳

I do lowkeeyyyyyy wanna smoke lol

But na I rather not . I’m doing so good . I’m happy y’all ❤️

9/12/2020

[irenee098]

5 years later and still struggling..

[irenee098]

Really played myself lol i am always a dumb ass

12/27/24

[kamil-l]

Gracias por recordame que puedo ser feliz sola.

[irenee098]

11/08/2024

[irenee098]

Waiting to hear from you my love . Te extraño mi vida … 11/30/22

[irenee098]

Bro i hate it here

How do i leave this situation

Can he die ?

That’s mean irene

But i just don’t know how to get rid of him and me stop looking for him

For what?

[irenee098]

I know i am stupid for being here

8/15/22

[irenee098]

Im honestly disgusted lmaooo

Thank you god for making me realize ❤️

08/01/22

[irenee098]

Im going crazy , always with isaac . I know this already

I know i shouldnt be here but why am i here

Why do i keep coming back to this mf . We make eachother miserable.

WHYY WHY WHY WHYY

All i can ask my self is why ! I dont get it .

I fucking hate myself so much

I fucking hate him too

He pushes me away from god .

I hate it here

Omg

UGHHHHAHHHHHHHH i just want to yell to thw top of my lungs , how do i take out my anger ???

GOD PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO

[irenee098]

Idk what to do

God please guide me amd give me the wisdom!

7/30/22

[irenee098]

Me estoy muriendo de ansias de hablar contigo. Te extraño. Tanto como no tienes idea. Regresa porfavor 😓😓😓