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yani, 24, she/they

++ my blog mainly features hard kinks (e.g. dubcon/noncon, gun play, stalking, stepcest). block and don’t read it if that makes you uncomfortable.

++ 18+ blog chiefly for dark enhypen content. rules and masterlist below. other blogs are @revehae and @lisired.

++ request status: closed.

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DISCLAIMER: most of the fics listed here are Dead Dove Do Not Eat. if that makes you uncomfortable, click away now.

IN ADDITION: everything i write is 18+. i do not allow minors and never will. as of right now, i mainly write for jake, but that could change. please don’t send in requests without checking if they’re open or not, which you can do above. understand that i do not feel obligated to justify to you why it is i write noncon/rape.

heeseung

sunghoon

jake

jay

jungwon

[ireverie]

Js found out ur retiring they hit the fucking Pentagon 💔💔

lmfaooo it’s overdue tbh

[ireverie]

just started following you from daddy's girl and now you're going? ☹️

I’m so sorry!!!!

[ireverie]

fuck the haters!!!

for real

[ireverie]

please don’t leave me

there will be more great writers 💗

[ireverie]

maine i rlly dont want u to quit

all good things must come to an end

[ireverie]

man i guess now that ur retiring i js have to keep re reading your works i will miss u so much you have a sexy brain btw 🥹🫶🏼

thank u babe 🥹🫶🏽

[ireverie]

bro i js discovered the masterpiece that is ur blog today which is so unfortunate BUT i just wanted to say that i literally speed read every single fic and they were all so good literally drooling at each and every one ohhh my fucking god. this was the best way to find out i LURRVV hard kinks. also i’m so in awe of ur writing it’s tewww good i’ll miss u king😪

& now i apologize for the yap buttttt i have to

i think my fav was daddy’s girl, like overly sick and twisted but 🤤🤤 serial k!ller hoon was so good too (im so sorry i forgot the name) but the style in which u wrote it was soo unique and immersive. legit forgot i was reading smut i was js interested in the story lmao.

& ofc i have to talk ab sacbac, actually i read it a while ago having stumbled upon it cuz its a HIT. i totally understand why it’s so popular, i feel like it sticks out from ur other works mostly bc mc is such a complicated person. obv didnt deserve what happened to her, but it makes u think & even question urself! esp w jw, u understand why he’s deeply hurt, but are still shocked at the fact that he does nothing to help. idek what im saying tbh im so sorry

ok again so sorry for all this!!111 one last question, what would u say is ur lightest fic & which is ur darkest?

…and which is ur fav OK DONE NOW!

is sacbac really that popular? fhsgsgshshsh it’s funny that you’ve discovered me now but I’m always happy to have new readers!!! to answer your questions I actually just did rankings because I feel that’s more interesting

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Lightest

girls goon too

you know, sacbac would not exist if not for this fic. it’s funny because I wrote GGT, wanting to write an evil jeno (originally an nct fic) but then I finished it and realized it was genuinely the nicest jeno I had ever written, and if you know my nct fics, you know jeno is usually diabolically cruel. so then I thought “what’s the absolute darkest thing I can come up with right now?” and SACBAC was born. other than that GGT just has this comedic vibe to it that I don’t really think my other fics have

sexcapade

I put sexcapade 7th because nothing dark really happens, unless you consider affairs dark. I really would have put it in 8th place, but the thing that makes it dark is the context around it. it can be read as a standalone story, sure, but if you read the others, it’s a little haunting.

daddy’s girl

with daddy’s girl I think you kind of have to ask yourself what do you consider dark? the stepcest and age gap stuff is bad, huge power imbalance, but I think it’s not as dark as rape and murder… and yet then again I have Frankenstein in 2nd place. I think it’s about the feeling you get when reading. for me, daddy’s girl is almost cathartic in a way. it’s emotional for sure but still kind of healing

do you like it, dr. lee?

dylidl is dark on its own but the context also makes it darker. it’s really sad what this woman went through and then you read indulgence and realize the story is so much larger than just her

see a cheerleader, breed a cheerleader

funny thing about this fic is that a lot of people told me they had faith the story would eventually take a positive turn, but as you read it just gets darker. that was funny to me 😭. this story was super controversial for some reason. I understand why people want sequels, but here I think the ominous ending is fitting. I’m not really the kind of writer to end my stories with a pretty bow if I don’t think it’s necessary to the narrative. also I want my readers to come to their own conclusions about certain things. you want to think that she gets away from him? great? you want to think that she stays bind to him forever, or at least for a long time? totally cool. neither of those things are wrong. it’s entirely open-ended, but I think that also makes it scary because it leaves so many possibilities.

rose creek motel

I love rose creek motel. I was actually torn between this one and SACBAC. rose creek motel is interesting because for a while everything is normal. it kind of feels like a movie where the horror is in knowing that something bad is going to happen but not when. you’re dropped into paradise and you stay there for so long that you could almost forget that it won’t last. and like SACBAC it does not end on a very optimistic note

frankenstein

Frankenstein is almost in its own world entirely. funny I say that because part of what gives it its darkness is the world that it’s set in. most of my fics are set to fit within the state of the world at the time which they are written. Frankenstein kind of takes dated norms and puts them in a modern society (obviously these concepts still exist and are still in practice, but Frankenstein specifically frames them as something that the larger society partakes in, which, to this extent, is outdated in many places IRL). kind of unrelated tangent-y remark here but it makes me sad to wonder how this story would have placed out if it happened to a character who did not have the benefits of high social status and wealth. with Frankstein, the story is so much larger than just mc herself. it’s her mother, it’s chaewon, it’s chaewon’s aunt, it’s the female relative jake mentioned and her daughters. this story in particular hits me because you can look at the world right now and examine how the patriarchy hurts women, how it is so deeply embedded in our lives, our cultures, our history, that women themselves internalize and perpetuate it. it breaks my heart

indulgence

indulgence is insane because it only goes over a handful of women and those are just the women we do know. there’s literally over 100 women that this man killed and I spent 10k words talking about like 4 of them, so imagine how many details are missing. that’s kind of mind-boggling. that’s peak darkness to me. and then he gets away so you know that number is only going to get bigger…

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sexcapade

it’s lowkey boring asfk like I wouldn’t read this

dylidl

not boring per se but I hardly ever think about it

girls goon too

Lol I already explained the story about how it was so not dark that I immediately wrote the darkest story I could think of. now sure something not being dark doesn’t mean it’s uninteresting but I don’t know… I did laugh when I reread part of it a while ago so there’s that

rose creek motel

love her. forgot about her too though.

sacbac

I will always love sacbac because I had to defend it with my live during Sacbac-Gate 🫩 that whole fiasco was what made me realize how special she is

daddy’s girl

as a girl with no daddy this meant everything to me and I would read it a thousand times. I also just love the way I wrote certain scenes or moments.

indulgence

this was my favorite fic before Frankenstein. which is funny because it seems like most of my readers don’t care for it as much but it’s everything to me. in fact I wasn’t even supposed to write it but I kept having these ideas and connecting the dots in my mind, and the lore kept writing itself, I was just so fascinated by everything. I still love it. would read it a thousand times.

frankenstein

I’m pretty sure Frankenstein as a concept has existed for 2 years now but I didn’t start writing it until almost a year ago. that might be part of why I’m so attached to it. I put so much thought and care into it over the years. yeah, you know when you’re not writing but you’re thinking about writing? bad idea most of the time but it paid off this once.

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[ireverie]

I 100% respect and accept your decision to leave but my question:

why is it always thee good and unique ones that are leaving 😭😭😭

I remember when I discovered you last year see a cheerleader breed a cheerleader was revolutionary

I can’t speak for everyone, but for me the major factors are 1) outgrowing the space and 2) the readers and responses themselves. I’ll address my reasons at length when I make my announcement post

[ireverie]

UGH RIGHT i loved the whole plot with chaewon and i knew even if there was a happy ending for mc they could never go back to being friends again 💔 the trauma she would’ve had from it was always gonna happen but i think making her pregnant after the history of her family’s complications and telling mc that she was scared of it really emphasises the extent of the trauma for her. i think even meeting up to talk with mc was a huge step for her but i liked that there was closure between them

tbh i don’t really have many questions or comments about jake. surprisingly his part in the fic didn’t have as much impact as the other chatacters! ofc i loved his role and he was the whole reason all of this happened but i think of him as a character who built the plot up to all my favourite parts of the story

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aw man, well perhaps this is the end 😭 I think even if they were to become friends again somehow, they would never be as close as they once were, which is unfortunate but fair.

at the very least I just hope that the Jake ending was satisfying enough. when I first planned this story I imagined it taking a sort of darker horror-esque turn where mc would have killed him, but I was like that’s kind of dramatic lol. also I love when bad characters have to live with their mistakes. for example I wanted Nate Jacobs to die so badly but when it finally happened I was overwhelmed compared to just seeing him suffer. I like that the thing Jake chose over her ultimately fell from his hands (because of his own vices at that), even if him making that decision was actually the best thing he could have done for mc. the only bad part is that Jay pretty much goes unpunished

but yeah I loved mc and chaewon so much. that’s why I have Wicked’s For Good on my Frankenstein playlist 😭 it was fun to make a story that, in part, was about how the misogynistic standards within the patriarchy have this tendency to make women competitive against one another, amongst other things (edit: realizing you literally said this in the last ask lol whoops). I am sad for them

[ireverie]

i don’t even wanna go anon on this bc i loved girls goon too SO MUCH it was so hilarious and hot at the same time. i can’t believe u r leaving but im soso happy i got to read ur works and i wish you a very lucky and blessed future 🤍🪽 truly a talented person. you make me want to write again!

to further expand on that… would you give me special permission to make an inspired sequel to girls goon too? 👀

hi! thank you so much for your kind words. it makes me so happy to see my works get so much love! however, I don’t feel comfortable with other people creating continuations of my work. I’m sorry if this is disappointing, but I still encourage you to write and explore your own unique ideas! everyone’s mind is their superpower if you let it be, and I’m sure you can come up with stories that are just as fun and creative. thank you again for supporting me and I wish you well on your journey 🫶🏽💗

[ireverie]

are you just retiring or going to Delete the blog too?

I will never delete my blogs! I want everything to stay here for you guys to read!

[ireverie]

oh my god yani frankenstein was actually so incredible you have no idea how intense my emotions were throughout the whole reading experience! i didn’t think it was possible for me to like a fic this much but i enjoyed this a million times more than ANYTHING i have ever read on tumblr i’m not even exaggerating 😭 i seriously loved every aspect of the fic i don’t even think i know enough words to talk about all the things i liked??

You literally made my jaw drop from the very first scene when jake had all his friends assault the reader for something as small as walking into the room and i knew i was in for a longgg ride from that moment! like yk the writing is so good when you can make me feel sick to my stomach from just a short scene at the very beginning

i think my favourite thing about this was how you portrayed the effect of the patriarchy on women and their actions. like what the reader did to chaewon was disgusting but if you look deeper you can explore the competition between women that’s caused by misogyny and how it “explained” why she called jay. obviously it isn’t forgivable in any context but i love how realistic you made it because so many horrible actions committed by women are because of men and how deep-rooted misogyny is in our society and you showed that perfectly

and also the reader’s relationship with jake made me shiver it really felt like you just documented some poor woman’s life and put it in a fanfic 😭 he was literally the definition of a man and the way he made her feel worthless and forced her to depend on him just to throw her away when they were caught made me feel sick i loved it so much lmaooo. i love fics that write about noncon in the form of coercion and manipulation too instead of the stereotype of like holding a woman down while she says no because it makes me so emotional 💔 the scene where sunghoon explained to her that she was used made me so upset because she was so convinced that they were in love omg you actually broke my heart with this

and this was the best ending to any fic i have ever read omg!! I love angst and sad endings but i feel like the reader finding sunghoon and escaping her toxic household with Jake was so necessary for this fic. i like how you didn’t put x sunghoon in the description bc i was so so happy when she started dating sunghoon but you had me terrified preparing for the moment that never came where everything went downhill LOL i was so convinced that the ending would be sad. i wish i was joking but i was crying so hard near the end of the fic because she finally found the perfect person for her after going through hell but the end scene with chaewon made me SO sad. my feelings about this are soooo mixed because one part of me wants to hate the reader and feels so sorry for chaewon but then another part sympathises with her and doesn’t want to blame the reader for her actions 😬 would you consider the reader a morally gray character?? i really wonder what your thoughts on this are! but you really wrote the jealousy and end of their friendship so so well i can’t even explain properly how it made me feel hahaha

i dont think I’ll ever fully recover from this fic and it’s genuinely gonna be on my mind for a really long time 😔 ireverie/revehae’s disbandment fic having this beautiful ending is poetic! i’m super sad that this is the last fic I’m ever going to read from you and maybe the last ask that i send but i hope the next chapter of your life goes amazing! do notttt forget your jellyfish anon i’m gonna reread your fics again at some point i promise!! this probably sounds corny but i actually think that after YEARS i’ll probably still occasionally think about you and your amazing works 🥹

thank you so so much for sharing your writing with everyone it’s incredible

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UGH I GET SO HAPPY WHEN I SEE A LONG ASK.

I loved writing reader’s relationship with chaewon as much as I loved writing the one with jake! there were a lot of things I tried to consider intentionally as I was writing (For example I remember being super worried about pacing lol. specifically mc liking jake too fast and the whole timeline of her starting to fall for sunghoon). but one thing I felt confident about was creating the trajectory of chaewon and mc's friendship. I knew I wanted to start hinting at mc's jealousy from the first time chaewon is present in any scene, and I wanted it to be this insidious thing…

I actually feel the exact same as you lol! like I definitely hold mc accountable for what she did because she knew it was wrong when she did it… but I also can understand why she did it. I mean from her own mother comparing her to chaewon since they were kids to jake using that to manipulate her, it really makes sense even though it was probably the worst thing she could have done. that scene when she first leaves from the hospital and rants to jake in his bedroom is one of my favorites in the whole story bc up until that point she’d been shying away from being honest with even herself about it and you get to see how she really feels. I also think she had a lot of things bottled up, and it wasn't even just seeing chaewon and jake together, but years of resentment finally coming back up to the surface. there’s even a part at the hospital where she’s like damn. you’re all bruised up and somehow you still look beautiful. fuck you. in spite of doing that to hurt her chaewon is still gorgeous. for me I love it because it kind of hints early on that no matter what she does, the problem won’t go away just by punishing chaewon for fitting their societal mold; it’s so much deeper than that.

I’d consider her morally gray because I don’t think she’s a bad person per se, but she definitely did an extremely good terrible thing. it’s not like sacbac mc where she was just malicious for the sake of it. frankenstein mc has a lot on her plate. she’s balancing her grief of her father with acclimating herself to this new environment and exposure now that her stepdad is one of the most wealthy people and prominent people in their area, trying her best to be what her parents and society would want her to be because she thinks that’s the only path for her other than being a disappointment, and on top of that her stepbrother is using all of these things to actively ruin her life… it’s kind of like being in a cult. most of us probably think we could never be convinced to join a cult, but these are people that prey on extremely vulnerable individuals. mc is in what I think is probably the most vulnerable point of her life, and jake took advantage of that to get into her head. I’m not trying to shift the blame because again, she knew it was wrong, but it’s definitely not black or white.

because this is my last fic, I thought it would be nice to it end off on a more positive, resolved note… but I didn’t want to slap a bandaid over the chaewon situation and be like chaewon forgave her and they’re still the best of buds. lmfao what? no. I can understand mc and why she did that but I also wanted to consider chaewon as her own person and character, rather than just an accessory to mc’s story. what reason does she have to forgive her? I didn’t make it a hard no but I didn’t make it a yes either because I imagine something like that is a lot to take in. mc deserves to have a good life for once, but chaewon deserves better than being a punching bag for something that was out of her control. it was even more brutal because mc knew chaewon was afraid of pregnancy. anyway I kind of just decided to leave the door open on that because it felt it was a more realistic outcome

wow all of these words and I barely even talked about jake LMFAO. um maybe if you have anything to add we can touch on that some more, this does not have to be the last ask! right now anyway. I’ll type my goodbye post when I feel like it kgjfdjjddj

thank you for supporting me as much as you have and sharing with me how much my work has impacted you. you’re the best kind of reader, I love you 💗

[ireverie]

ive been reading ur fics since last year and now im reading ur disbandment fic😭 take me back to sacbac era👽

😭😭 its sad but I’m grateful for everyone that has supported me!!!!

[ireverie]

and i didn’t say this but i reread all of your fics while you were gone some of them multiple times daddy’s girl is still a masterpiece omg i’m gonna miss updates from you

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oh em gee… 🥹🥹 to think someone could like something of mine so much. I’m glad to have been here and shared all these stories with amazing readers like you

[ireverie]

OH MY GOD SHES BACKKKK i checked your blog after a while and saw you dropped a 30k fic this is the best day of my life but DISBANDMENT FIC??? Omg i’m gonna miss this account so much but i understand 😭💔

I will be reading it all in one sitting when i have the time i can’t wait!! Your writing and plots are always the best i know im gonna love it

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superrrr excited to hear ur thoughts ily 🥲🫶🏽🫶🏽

[ireverie]

missing you twin 😞

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jellyfish anon where are u now. I miss YOU. come back to me one last time pls…