ᵇʳᶤᶰᵍᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ᶜʰᵃᵒᶳ

indie *selective* Theo Raeken from MTV's Teen Wolf.

[chaosstripes-blog]

 I am

 chaos on all fours.

      My paws,

  they carry death.

      My teeth,

  they’re doorways to hell

              Even with my heart,

  No matter how BROKEN

    Is still fully functional

[chimeristic-archive-blog]

             ❝ ——— I’m not going to FORCE you to tell me, unlike some people, making people do things AGAINST THEIR WILL isn’t exactly my style. ❞ 

The words escape her before she realizes what she’s saying, sounding HARSH& MEAN even to her own ears. She instantly recoils from him, suddenly afraid of his reaction that might occur due to her words. 

           ❝ S-Sorry. That was uncalled for. Crap. ❞ 

The ‘Please don’t hurt me.’ is left unsaid, because she’s still in denial about how VULNERABLE she is in front of him, how WEAK her INEXPERIENCE makes her when compared to him. Taunting him hadn’t exactly been her intention, she’d only wanted him to TRUST her enough to talk to her. But she ruined it by mouthing off, by spewing words that’d might end up getting her killed.

[irlabsol-blog]

 a burning sensation found it’s way into his chest. he allowed his deep blue, hues to flash a dark amber before he stood, flexing his fingers s l o w l y before he let out a deep breath. “just don’t do it again.” theo warned, his voice was smooth, attempting not to SCARE her.

“you don’t have to be afraid of me.” the chimera reassured, walking towards her as he placed his hands behind his back. “i’m not going to hurt you-” sure, raeken, sure. “maybe. but only if i have a reason to.” he added, showing a simple smile her way.

“i’m sorry for OVERREACTING.” he murmured rather softly, his eyebrow raising as he m o v e s back to where he was before. “and for scaring you.”

[chatoyances]

derek + bunny teeth

[all-things-rp-moved]

The 2nd (gif/icon) in your folder is your muse's reaction to getting lost in the supermarket.

[irlabsol-blog]

[ridinghoodie]

He took a deep breath in and then let it out after Theo’s comment. Clenching his fist, nails digging into the skin a little in the process. That was not how he wanted him to respond, but hey, not everything goes the way you want. ”I’m not even sure you are capable of feelings either way.” He could say many things to this guy. Though many of them contained words and thoughts that would probably do something to tick the Chimera off. Yet, those would still leave him in the position in life he rather not be in at all.

[irlabsol-blog]

     “Y’know, you might be wrong-”

         He snapped, claws clicking together for that split second.

   “Because I’m feeling rather zealous right now. Especially about the many thoughts I have about maiming you. Just ripping you to shreds right here, it’d be called an animal attack. Nobody will believe your dad, Scott’s mom, Parrish... Nobody will believe any of you.”

[irlabsol-blog]

Halloween Starters! 🍁🍂💀👻🎃

"So what are you going to be for Halloween?"

"Boo! Did I scare you?"

"You call THAT scary?"

"Eww, that costume is horrible. Change right now."

"Halloween without pumpkins is like Christmas without trees!"

"Worst. Carving. Ever."

"I know, my costume is amazing."

"Your costume is amazing!"

"Why don't we make this party a little scarier by playing truth or dare in the dark?"

"You call that a costume? It's like three tiny pieces of fabric!"

"I can't believe you're going as the same thing! One of us is going to have to change."

"Let's go for pumpkin spice lattes."

"Wanna go costume shopping with me?"

"Wanna go scare some kids?"

"Come on, dress up in it, for me."

"Are those fake vampire teeth in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?"

"We could ditch this lame party and just make out next to the skeleton."

"Eww! There's pumpkin guts on me!"

"Um, I'm scared. Will you hold my hand?"

"I'm scared."

"No way am I going in there."

"Please go with me! I'll hold your hand the whole time."

"Help me decorate."

"Karaoke anyone?"

"Who wants to do Jell-O shots with me to celebrate?"

[lupusapex--archived]

A huff, almost made as in a sarcastic chuckle was given towards the word  of ’ indestructible’. he was just several broken pieces glued hazardously together in a mass of destroyed emotions. he felt as if he had lost. meditation, the word, sounded familiar but the fact it pinged him as something that could agitate him easily. taking a large inhale he laid down next to the black wolf and curled his tail around his hind legs. 

i don’t know about that but we’ll see. 

[irlabsol-blog]

   You doubt yourself too much.

      He shook his obsidian head, twitching his ears. He scooted slightly forwards, resting his head on his paws.

   May I ask why? You seem fully capable of transforming back if you want.

[ridinghoodie]

@irlabsol

“Have you still NOT figured out that I don’t like talking to you period??” Voice full of annoyance when he spoke to the other being. He could already feel the hatred in his chest slowly begin to grow. Just looking at the other made his blood boil a little bit. “It DOESN’T even matter what you have to say at this point.” 

[irlabsol-blog]

    ‘How to look sarcastically offended’ A two step guide by: Theo Raeken. Because let’s be honest, that’s how he probably would spend his free time when he got slightly older.

    “Ouch, Stiles. That really hurt my obviously nonexistent feelings about you.”

[lupusapex--archived]

it’s… different though. a friend of mine evolved and he told me about it, the change of what  happens. this is different Theo, i’m locked until i figure out how to get rid of this  darkness in my mind.  Theo didn’t know about the ritual Scott did to protect and save his mom from Blake, and even if he did know something about it it wasn’t all of it.  You understood that becoming twisted into something you originally  were not can mess you up and to be quite honest, he felt the need  of not changing back to human. Or, whatever humanity he had left. 

a part of me doesn’t want to.  a part of me doesn’t know if i can remember anything at this point— it’s all…muddy and unfocused. i… i think i’m loosing my mind. 

[irlabsol-blog]

    I know, that’s where I can help. The coyote part of me is what makes me this, but the wolf part is what traps the evil inside. The artificial evil that is. Anyway, you remember me don’t you? Star with me, then your entire pack. Even the one’s who passed, yeah??

Theo laid down, staring up at him. He scraped the ground with his paw as an indication for him to join him on the ground. He studied him carefully.

Ever heard of meditation? I know it sounds cheesy but it might help. And think of all the possibilities once you learn to control this, Scott. You’ll be indestructible.

[lupusapex--archived]

It slipped out without him wanting to.  It slipped out without you wanting to and it made you freeze before you said it,  massive paw almost crunching a small bright lilly flower on the ground.  You looked at the flower, stared at it until your red eyes shifted to look back at the obsidian wolf. 

i can’t change back. You say and see him stop and a wave of emotions hit your senses. 

I forgot how to change back.  That’s why I’ve stayed. Something inside of me is dangerous, instead of protecting my Pack against someone or something.  I’m protecting them from myself. 

[irlabsol-blog]

I do it on a daily basis, I could probably teach you, y’know.

      Theo sat down once more, cocking his head to the side. He allowed his tail to thump on the ground,

  I promise I won’t murder you in the process or anything, just promise not to murder me, yeah? It might take a bit, especially because you’re a tad different than normal.

     He pointed out, nudging his broad soldier gently.

 You’re not dangerous. You haven’t attacked me yet and that must be something really hard to control. And maybe the more you think of them, then you’ll be able to remember all the little details.

      Like how you transformed in the first place.

[lupusapex--archived]

You ceased snarling but the hackles were still raised and tail raised high. The animal inside you was slowly taking over as the clear form of  attack was going to be the chosen path at the moment. 

and for what? so you can just tear my life back down again?  Steal my friends all over again? maybe the ‘hero’ in me  is finally understanding that a ‘ True Alpha ‘ is something that just holds you back. he scoffed, tail lowering and ears returning back. 

this isn’t worth my time.

[irlabsol-blog]

Scott-

     He quickly kept his pace besides the large beast, staring up at him with sad amber eyes.

  Who said I was going to tear your life down again? I never implied that, Scott. But fine, if you want to leave, I’m not stopping you. I’ll tell your pack you left them. I’ll leave their hearts broken.

    I’ll leave Liam knowing that the Alpha he looks up to has given up. I’ll tell your Beta who’s struggling so much to get by even with your help that he doesn’t need to worry any more. He can learn to control the shift by himself.

    And I’ll leave myself knowing that the person I was really hoping to meet, has finally fallen. Even though he’s gone through literal hell, he gave up because of me. If that’s what you want, go ahead. Take that chance. But I need you to know one thing-

              Your pack isn’t the only group of people missing you. There are outsiders who do too. Goodbye, Scott. And if you decide to stay here, I’ll give you a month-

     Then you’re never returning to Beacon Hills again.

[lupusapex--archived]

The ears of the Alpha flattened against his skull as an almost animalistic monstrosity of a snarl erupted out of him as he took a step forward. deep down passed the  forgetfulness of his mind he knew that somehow Theo was right, but now the rage drove him forward as his massive canines snapped in his direction. 

Disappointment?! What’s more disappointing than an Alpha who has done nothing  but help people all his life! what’s more disappointing than the Pack who you have devoted all your life into protecting as you turn into something MORE and all they do is try and talk you out of it? 

You’ve never had the responsibility of a ‘ True Alpha’, Theo! You never knew of all the weight of the entire WORLD on your shoulders,  I never wanted friends to walk into a bullet to save my life!  I never wanted a person i loved with all my soul to die in my ARMS! You say I am a disappointment of being an Alpha for three years  who has more blood on their hands from the friends I have lost! I’ve had so many people target me for what I am, I’ve had all this  happen to me because I lost my inhaler in the damn forest one night.  I never wanted ANY of this!!

Maybe I’m so sick of the fact that people will sacrifice themselves for me! From the moment that I got bit people were dying all around me and I stood there wondering how I could stop it all. I realized that the more that I lived the  longer it just kept HAPPENING. You have no IDEA what it feels like. 

[irlabsol-blog]

  That’s the problem, Scott! You don’t listen to them! They’re trying to protect you! Don’t you see what you’ve become?! You’re forgetting your own pack!

    Scott, you don’t realize what made me this way. Sure, I felt guilt when I watched my sister die. But watching innocent child after innocent child, ranging from ages six to twenty die on the Dread Doctor’s table? I lost my mind! I told you before, Scott, I wanted to see a pack, a real pack. One united, one standing together and trusting each other, one who wouldn’t have their Alpha walk out on them.

    I didn’t EITHER! Do you think I wanted to be a freak of mythology?! Do you think I wanted to be taken from my own pack and forced to be like this?! YOU’RE NOT THE ONLY ONE!

 So, yeah, I do know what it feels like. I told six year old children taken from their homes that they were going to be okay. When I knew, that in a few months, they were going to die. Except this happened to me longer than it did you. 

But I’m not moping bout it! I chose a path to destruction, you can choose a path to rebuild everything I’ve broken. Just come back with me Scott. There can be no evil without good.

 It was clear not JUST Scott’s pack missed him.

[irlabsol-blog]

wxnderxwxnder:

                  Braden didn’t move until the man all but screamed at him, scrambling around to try and find something before realizing he’d worn a jacket, taking it off and throwing it at him.

        “Here–that work?”

   “Better.”

      He threw it over his shoulders, glancing downwards,

  “But some pants would be nice.”

[lupusapex--archived]

because you’re you 

a heavy sigh as he realized that this was just wasting his time. heck, Theo was a waste of energy to begin with. why should he stay here and listen to whatever bullshit Theo has to say? unless it was so IMPORTANT and NEEDING for his ears to listen to. but he hardly doubted that, so he sneered slightly–which was supposedly very unlike him  in his past body. 

i’d remember him if he actually tried and come up here but knowing  about you as long as i did i’d assume your the reason of why that is.

[irlabsol-blog]

   Snarling sounded from his throat, eyes narrowing. He didn’t much enjoy this new ‘Scott’, if it even WAS Scott. Then he stood straight, still growling at him. He was extremely uncomfortable but he hid it. He hid all signs of that, he made sure to keep his scents packed inside his chest.

      He comes up here all the time. You’re just too SELFISH, hell, even more than me right now! So he’s trying to avoid you. He’s taken a certain fondness in me while you are away. Do you realize I hold a sobbing teen every night because you won’t come back home? Do you realize that there are two Betas waiting for you to come home?

     You’ve broken their hearts and I’m picking up the pieces. You’re as much as a monster as I am. At least I let them believe they had something. You flat out left them. No warnings. I thought an Alpha never abandoned his pack! You’re a fucking disappointment.

[wxnderxwxnder-archived-blog]

“What? I…”

                  Braden paused, looking the man up and down. “I have no idea where your clothes are, dude. You’re outta luck there.” 

[irlabsol-blog]

    “Isn’t that great-”

        Theo took a deep breath, rolling his eyes as he sighed heavily.

   “Well find me SOMETHING.”

[lupusapex--archived]

Is it bad if he almost responded with the word of ‘ who ‘ ? Probably, but it must have been even worse if HE was here in YOUR territory.  You were taller, stronger, and had more fur in case if Theo bit him—in fact, all he would get would be a mouthful of golden tan fur.  But the feeling of yearning towards the boy called Stiles was still strong as ever, the strongest thing that he has felt in a long time as the small flash of colored memory of them sitting in front of the television watching cartoons.

Suddenly a snort of distaste as the smaller wolf came near him, tail swishing behind  him and smacking with a small tree branch that broke in half. He ignored it. 

i’m glad you think so and even more so that you are thinking of leaving this place to get to your heater.  i’m sure you didn’t come here out of your own time, theo.  you must have a reason for visiting me. 

[irlabsol-blog]

  Why wouldn’t I have a reason?

      He was ignoring the first statement at the moment, his ears flicking in annoyance. He lapped at his muzzle once more, amber eyes narrowing. He could feel the curiosity when he mentioned Stiles’  name.

   Don’t you remember your ‘brother’? I don’t get sad easily but this is just DEPRESSING.

       Theo’s gaze softened, he was actually pitiful right now. How strange. He shook his head, attempting to clear it. He was much smaller yes, but manipulative, strong, fast, smart and disloyal he was too. There were many advantages to being an asshole in wolf’s clothing.

[irlabsol-blog]

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    Paws carry a massive black wolf into stepping backwards, glaring up at the creature before him before sounds of crunching bones sound as he forms back into the teenager, standing nude before the other,

     “Mind giving me back my clothes? It’s a little chilly out here.”