with you in the dark

kris ☆ they / neos ☆ 21

[irlkrisdreemurr]

* kris

* they / it / ny / hx

* 21

* fickin sideblog

* double friendly

* system host

* better on desktop

[speedlimit15]

[zeelatunes]

[holidaygirl999]

*stares with my big wet eyes* any other 20+ deltarune kins out there

[ilikecanele]

Both kind of a prequel and sequel to this post I made a week ago. Spamton should almost know by now that not everything has to be transactional, but Kris is just playing along. Kris is very kind.

[ilikecanele]

Does anyone else also remember that time when Kris imagined Spamton being goofy when they saw the hay stack in Chapter 3. Cause I do.

[cerealdevourer]

gettin old

[meg00se]

I USED TO BE NOTHING BUT THE E_MAIL GUY, NOW I'M THE [[It Burns! Ow! Stop! Help Me! It Burns!]] GUY!

[irlkrisdreemurr]

@mossenthusiastic

[irlkrisdreemurr]

* kinda wanna rp source. fixation has brought back the urge to pen a muse

[mortarcomments]

fictionkin & fictive ask game!!

/pt: fictionkin & fictive ask game!! end of pt/

i really want to explore my identities a bit more so i decided to make my own ask game! feel free to reblog, please send an ask to whoever you reblogged it from if you can, and enjoy!

this doesn’t follow an emoji/number system because i find those hard to keep track of. questions below!

What do you think of fan works? (Such as fanfiction, fanart, etc.)

What do you think of your in-source family/friends? (A brother, a best friend, etc. that is close to who you were/are!)

What does fandom get right and/or wrong? (Such as gender or pronoun headcanons, or portrayals in fanfiction and fanart!)

Do you like the name you got in source, or do you go by a different one?

Do you own any merch from your source? If not, would you like to?

What do you remember from your past in-source, and does it align with canon media?

Do you dislike your source? Does anything in it bother you? (Such as the portrayal of a friend!)

What does canon media get right and/or wrong about you? (Or, how different are you from canon?)

What did you look like?

How did you find out you were/are this/these character/s?

Is there anything canon never showed that you remember happening?

Do you have any memories you visit a lot?

[irlkrisdreemurr]

* oh, i forgot to mention

* my hair is blue again

[knightobreath]

*in the middle of a breakdown* Omg wait. this is just like the character

[truelovevip-deactivated20190324]

being as i am an idiot, and having been one my whole life, i just wanna say that i find it very easy to do nothing, and go nowhere. i eat chocolate late at night in the dark. i stand in the garden also. and i’m often waiting for something to happen. and i’m stupid.

[irlkrisdreemurr]

* ohhhh went to deltarune.com/dess

* extreme feelings

* personal vent down below

* when chapter 2 came out i was still living with my mom

* i was like. 16?

* i found a lot of escapism in my fictionkinnity and my sources

* i worry i'll never kinshift like i did during that time of my life

* i know logically a lot of it was trauma responses or whatever

* but i dunno. i'm much more stable now.

* i have a bigger room than i used to

* i was so connected to myselves but i was also so depressed

* don't know how many times i had up either lost girl on spotify or this webpage

* with my fucked up mattress on the floor, laptop next to it connected to the tv setup

* and would sleep to the music, with my led lights

* i feel this way about being luke triton too.

* dunno how many times i cried to the pl osts because i missed home. missed having people that cared for me.

* missed the feeling of being cared for

* i have these people now but i still feel lost.

* but i have a job. and friends. and cats

* so i suppose it doesn't really matter.

* i'll probably delete this later

* it's just. my relationship with my fictionidentities has changed as i've gotten older

* not gone away of course. but changed

* i'm not quite sure how to handle it yet though

* i'll deal with it though. i always do.

[irlkrisdreemurr]

* i looped dialtone and lost girl a lot when chapter 2 came out

* i noticed i've been looping dump and glowing snow a lot now that i've played chapter 3

* i wonder if i'll loop any after i beat chapter 4?

[irlkrisdreemurr]

* on the bus with the bestie

* have been for 5 hours

* just chillin together. listenin to music

* (reincarnated kendrick lamar really hittin rn)

* noelle would get a kick out of this