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[awwriri-deactivated20250814]

hello this is going to be my very very last post on tumblr.

this is awwriri , thank u sm for all the support and love , but recently ive been getting some death threats which i absolutely have no part of and never offended anyone. to the anonymous who a couple times sent me death threats and i eventually had to delete a lot of them. please stop it. im getting tired of it. i never did anything wrong to offend you, if i did then im sorry but this is not right. one of the anonymous sent me a lot of hate messages just because i stan newjeans and other idols like jennie.

once again. ill never ever forgive you, im genuinely hurt that people still act like this.

[irlotani]

WOOO i love bea

[irlotani]

i’m sorry

[irlotani]

i have a strong urge to like post something with a tag she’s active under a lot so she’ll probably see it

[irlotani]

i love you . i still love you , and maybe i always will , but im starting to hope i dont . i want to get better for you so bad , i want to learn to communicate , stop hiding from everything , finally take steps ahead instead of running , but you think so firmly that we will never work out ; i think we could do it if we tried , but you seem to have no desire to .

[irlotani]

i will never be as full with others as i am with you

[irlotani]

i still think that if we both tried our hardest , we COULD be good for eachother . even if we never have been , i want to be good for you , and i know you feel the same way .

[irlotani]

i think about you every single time that she does something that you never would , every time she says something cruel that you would've kept to yourself , every time i feel like she doesnt know the real me the way that nobody but you ever will .