Estrela Vermelha

She/her trans lesbian, polyam, white settler on stolen land, ES/GL-PT/ENG ☭ 🔻 / 31 / Minors DNI

[irmandinha]

i don't really know what to say about the year passing, i just hope 2026 is even just a little easier on me than 2025 was

[fatguarddog]

"Yeah I get really turned on when people are kinda forward about wanting me" - person who struggles to feel desirable

[werenotreallystrangers]

ever fantasize about a version of your life that wasn’t led by fear?

[completelyandutterlydevoted]

sorry I lied we’re not having sex, I’m actually going to hold you and tell you how lovable you are until you believe me

[irmandinha]

i really just have the loveliest, most encouraging, and most hopeful dreams do i not? 👍

[irmandinha]

not even sleep is a respite

[irmandinha]

i really just have the loveliest, most encouraging, and most hopeful dreams do i not? 👍

[mournfulroses]

Yosa Buson, from a tanka featured in From the country of Eight Islands; an anthology of Japanese Poetry

[ihopeucomehomesoon]

homesick for an alternate timeline

[lowpawly]

this is what on and off body dysmorphia is like

[3000s]

emotionally retreating from everyone to focus on getting worse

[ihopeucomehomesoon]

homesick for an alternate timeline

[stlkergrl]

i don’t wanna work i wanna spend my day being pinned down and kissed all over

[irmandinha]

en el mejor de los casos soy un premio de consolación

[vollzeitherz-deactivated2025120]

the moon has seen me at my worst and still shows up every night

[charnel-grounds]

Theodore Major (1908–1999), “Weeping Skeleton”, n.d.

source

[irmandinha]

there doesn't seem to be any possible way for me to actually get how i feel across

[irmandinha]

i hate being right about things

[irmandinha]

because it always means something has gone wrong