iron deficiency thots

pretty self-explanatory......but just in case, this is a blog where i'll bitch about whatever my deoxygenated brain brings to my attention (with the ocassional intelligent posts that result from eating some crunchy cool bois)

[stainedglassjam]

"ђ๏ฬ Ԁ๏ ⑂๏ย gєt t๏ ฬ๏ภԀєгlคภԀ?"

[memeuplift]

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sometimes i wonder when did i develop so much fatphobia and then my mother goes and does something that reminds me

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what useless, but not-so-useless thing do you do to conserve your peace?

i like to delete text messages that irritate/anger/annoy me and pretend they never existed

i am very non-confrontational, yet i have a lot of anger, so i do this a bit often

i am not claiming this is a healthy thing to do. sometimes there are times where you need to be assertive and fight against wrongdoings.

with me though, it's mostly petty things that are not that deep, so i avoid conflict

[anxietyproblem]

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currently: feeling like shit; omg i have come to hate this day. i didn't think it could get this bad. this was so supposed to be a fun outing and now i'm trying not to scream cry in the back of one of my friend's car.

feeling a lot of self hatred right now, too. i hope the little mental stability i have survives this.

[four-door]

ive been listening to french pop music for the past three hours

[four-door]

sorry for post drought ive been watching the olympics non stop

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sick and tired

i hate when that one friend of my mom's autoinvites himself (and his family; wife and daughter) to our house and my mom can't say no to him. i get that this guy wants to spend time with my mom bc they were besties or whatever, but the guy is rich, can't he stay at a hotel near us and then go out and do stuff.

we are not rich. we live paycheck to paycheck and we don't have the budget for fun lil weekends like this. this is all stressful for the entire family can't he just take the hint that if we don't invite you to our house is bc we don't want you there.

our house is not big. i have to give them my room bc it's the most accommodating one for them. also the other thing that i think is very important and i haven't mentioned,

UM, COVID IS STILL HAPPENING WHAT ARE YOU DOIN IN MY HOUSE SIRRRRRRRR

anyways

i hope this weekend goes smoothly bc BTW THEY ARE STAYING THE ENTIRE WEEKEND, DID I FORGET TO MENTION THAT?!?!?!? YEAH. THEY ARE STAYING UNTIL MONDAY AND I WANT TO ABSOLUTELY IMPLODE.

anyways pt. 2

all in all, i hope everything goes well and that the weekend passes by quickly and smoothly. i just want it to be over.

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birth

it was my birthday this week. i hate my birthday. constant reminder of how i'm not where i want to be in life. i also feel like i'm wasting my youth, too. depressing. cried my eyes out in the shower. i hope i will grow to love my birthday as much as i once did.

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returning

sooo... how ya doinn?? didn't fail my bio class. i somehow managed to get hundreds in pretty much every other exam and assignment, so i got a good grade

i'm back bc people be annoying me and i need an outlet so that i don't snap at those people and tell them to fuck all the way off. i had made a finsta to try and do that, but i did it with the same email as my main insta, so they ended up finding that acc and following it. which means i can't pop off bc they're going to see it and know it's about them.

anywayss... that's that on that

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trajectory

i just failed my biological sciences exam, so i’m gonna eat and watch the danish girl

that is all folks

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vienna in sausage form

pitch perfect really queer-baited us like that

[chartier]

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picadilly

whopper texture is like tv static in crunch form

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b a l l s

you know when somebody tries to out-weird u?

love that

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albuquerque

pearls are just white whoppers