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And it happens again. I don’t get why me expressing my feelings always leads to a fight. Like i just want someone to fucking hear me and say “ya know what you deserve better” and actually try. All I’ve done is do that for others. All because I’m tired of being let down and not having a safe space to fall. Why can’t i find the me in someone else? Why can’t i find someone who just cares enough to just hear me.

I genuinely hate being the universe’s favorite joke. Like how the fuck am i gonna manifest my dream woman from the universe only for her to be emotionally unavailable?! Like what?! What the absolute fucking shit is this?like why?!?! I don’t understand. What have i done to be so unloveable and unwanted? I just want to be a lover boy. Not the cold asshole who has to cut off all of his feelings. Like feeling. I love being happy. I love being in love. Why doesn’t it love me back?

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Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

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reblog if its friday and you made it

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Not the universe sent me the girl of my dreams but she’s completely emotionally unavailable. Like really? Come on yo. What is this life 😂

Being told “I’m not in the mood for your shit” by the person you’re a caretaker for when you’re sick is top tier for a suicidal ideation person. Like bro im not in the mood for my shit either, i can end it for me but then that would make me an even bigger asshole. I’m so tired of being the asshole even though i do so much for everyone. When will it be my turn to be loved on a level that’s not transactional. Just fucking love me and let me be number 1. I’m so tired of being in last place. I’m so tired of running races that i shouldn’t even have to be in.