[sangyeonsofthours]

[05:58PM] You didn’t imagine you’d find yourself in this position when the taekwondo boy, Sangyeon, invited you to come see him in a competition. Your back is pressed against the cold lockers in the boys locker room while you’re furiously making out with him. It feels risky and forbidden, but still everything on you screams a huge yes to this boy. True be told, in your craziests dreams if he wanted you right there right now, you’d be glad to give yourself to him.

His kind eyes always smiled more than his own full lips, like little moons adorned by cute wrinkles. The type of endearing shit that could make you fall in love. Definitely.

But right now? Right now you don’t even understand what happened because the sweet boy who shyly asks you to have lunch with him and blushes like a tomato when you sit incredibly close to him is suddenly kissing you like a beast on heat. The golden medal he won is around his neck while his naked and sweaty torso presses against you and heat pools on your lower belly.

The situation feels so weirdly erotic to you. His kimono is messly thrown at a bench and you’re sure you can hear footsteps coming from outside. It’s thrilling and you don’t know what to do with so much new information. Since when was Sangyeon daring like this?

“Yeon,” you moan his name, trying to recompose yourself from his kisses when his lips travel down your neck, “what are you doing?”

“I want you so bad, y/n” he murmurs against your skin and his breath is so warm you feel like it is igniting a freaking fire up your spine. “And I’m so glad you came to see me that I need you right now or i’ll go crazy!”

His words made you wonder if all of this show of his came from the rush of adrenaline due to his competition. Maybe it was mixed with a bit of testosterone and the need to show you some kind of attitude. Even though it could be a kinda desperate move from him, it comforted your heart to know that he probably wants you just as much as you want him.

You smile and run your hand against the skin of his back, feeling his muscles contract from the touch. Soon your fingers intertwined on his soft locks and you brought his face up from the crook of your neck to look into his beautiful eyes. A drop of sweat ran down his temple due to his sweaty hair that by now stuck to his forehead. He seems determined, like you had never seen before. Well, not before you actually saw him on the tatami.

“It’s okay, I want you too, babe, but we shouldn’t be doing it here” you whisper, feeling Sangyeon shift at the word babe. A soft smile takes place on your lips and you peck his cheek quickly. “Come over to my place, we can do whatever we want and maybe order some take out after?” you ask, hoping it won’t kill his mood or ruin anything that is going on between the two of you.

“Y-yeah, sure, I’d- I’d really like that” he stuttered a bit and there was again the soft shy boy you knew. Slowly his fingers, which were locked against the skin of your back inside your shirt, let go of you to get his things and finally leave the taekwondo gymnasium.

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n/a: totally inspired by this pics because i swear this boy doesn’t have mercy on us (♡ﾟ▽ﾟ♡)

[bitchfacecalum]

Masterlist

* = smut

♡ Ashton:

           Rainy Season

           Forever

           Whisper (Supernatural!5sos)

           Valentine

           Shy*

           Assassin*

           Heartbroken

           Enemy*

           Dessert*

           Backstage*

           Destiny

♡ Luke:

           Candles

           Soulmate

           Daylight (Supernatural!5sos)

                          ♡ Part 2* 

           Superhero

           Anniversary*

                           ♡ Part 2*

           Bonfire

           Deep*

           Relax*

           Tutor*

           Swan

           Sway

   ♡ Calum:

           Golden

                        ♡ Part 2*

           Poems

           Elvis

           Moonlight (Supernatural!5sos)

           Sleepless*

           Tangled

           Biker*

           Lifetime*

                         ♡ Part 2

           Bonfire

           Interrupted*

           Homeward:

                          ♡ Part 1

                          ♡ Part 2

                          ♡ Part 3

                          ♡ Part 4

                          ♡ Part 5

                          ♡ Part 6

           Louder*

           Muse*

♡ Mikey:

           Posters

           Fanfiction

           Shadows* (Supernatural!5sos)

                           ♡ Part 2

                           ♡ Part 3 

           Drunk

           Neighbor*

           Sunday*

           Videogames*

           Nightmare*

           Lucky*

           YouPorn*

           Present*

           Kitten*

♡ All:

          Demands*

          Rejects:

                           ♡ Chapter 1       ♡ Chapter 2       ♡ Chapter 3

                           ♡ Chapter 4       ♡ Chapter 5       ♡ Chapter 6

                           ♡ Chapter 7

♡ Preferences:

         ♡ Preference #1: Blowjobs 4/4 *visuals*

         ♡ Preference #2: Turn Ons 4/4 *visuals*

♡ Blurbs

[sangyeonsofthours]

[9:43PM] “at least we tried, right?” changbin’s voice is small, choked, as he tries hold in a few droplets of tears that by now makes his eyes sting like hell. it was all over then.

“i’m so sorry, Binnie” you mumur, turning back your face one last time before you could twist the doorknob, eyes heavy with sorrow “but it’s time to let go now.”

before changbin could say anything, the door shut closed and there was gone the only girl he swore he would ever love.

[sangyeonsofthours]

[1:42AM] i love sangyeon

[sangyeonsofthours]

not really an enemy;

pairing: changbin x female reader warnings: there’s sex in this one, bro words: 1.152 a/n: i’ve been thinking about sex with enemy changbin for a while now, but i couldn’t really push myself to plot something decent and im shitty at smut soooooo here’s a quick (and badly written) drabble about it. enjoy ♡

A lustful moan escaped your lips when Changbin entered you, making the greedy boy smirk.

The swirling emotions made butterflies dance around your stomach whilst your anger toward him just added a lot more power to the shiver that ran down your spine. It wasn’t a situation you ever imagined you’d be into.

Changbin looks at you for a second, a different glint sparkling ih his eyes, before finally starting to move inside you, plunging into you slowly.

“The way your pretty pussy is clenching around me feels so good, babe, where is all that hate you said you felt about me minutes ago?” he basically grunts, letting his lips slightly brush your earlobe as a hand comes to skillfully wrap around your neck.

“Shut up!” You grumble, purposefully digging your fingernails into the defined muscles of his back and his groan sounds so sexy that you wish you had the nerve to just punch his handsome face. “Just fuck me. Hard. And end up with this!”

“Gosh, why are you always so bossy, baby girl?” he tsks, “Just relax and let me take care of you.”

And that’s how Changbin ends up slamming into you, making you feel like no other man has ever made. On your own bed. At your shared apartment with  Chan (your lovely, but also dumb, brother), who happened to be best friends with the guy who currently was making you moan like a porn actress. Although the situation was kinda weird, you couldn’t really help but let the exaggerated sounds go free from your lips at how the man’s cock hit your sweet spot.

You’re not even sure how the hell it happened. It’s like all of your beliefs and common sense were thrown out the window the seconds his lips touched yours. As if you were never bothered by his annoying presence, in the first place.

You remember vividly how a few days before you complained to your best friend how it was infuriating that he’d never leave your place. Changbin was loud and inconvenient.  He’d eat your food (really, he drank your last bottle of banana milk, what the actual fuck?), use your TV all the time and even your shower. It was like he was a roommate but with the annoying fact that he didn’t pay the bills. Plus, he’d always flirt around, messing with you just to get on your nerves, knowing you wouldn’t fall for his charms.

Chan sometimes would say it wasn’t that deep, that you should try and see Changbin as a friend other than some random asshole, cause to be honest, you’d see he was a sweetheart if you gave him the chance.

Felix once said it was just some suppressed crush and that you should just embrace it and just dive into Changbin’s flirty game to test where it would take you. If not, he’d gladly do it for you. What a freak, you would think.

“I’m so tired of you complaining about everything I do” the hand that was previously on your neck went down to assault on one of your nipples and you swiftly let your back arch while your legs wrapped Changbin, giving him not just more access to suck marks on your neck, but making his thrusts hit different and a lot more deeper than before. “All it took for me to shut you up was a kiss and look at you now, such a slut.”

A loud whine reverberated over the thin air of your bedroom at the feeling of a familiar knot growing just down on your belly button. 

“P-please, I’m almost t-there” is all you’re able to say, as Changbin pulls you closer, if it’s even possible, to kiss your jaw and hammer more precisely against you. He groaned at the feeling of your clench around him, you could hear the juicy sounds slipping between his member and your warm walls. God, could this situation get any shameless? 

Finally, his urgent snaps at your core sends you off, pushing you into pure euphoria as your toes curled, body shuddered in waves and a loud moan ripped through your throat. 

“Fuck, i’m gonna cum" Changbin grunted, “a-are you on birth control, babe?” Changbin couldn’t help but look with pleading eyes, as his high built quickly, in a silent question if he could cum inside you.

“Yes!” you sigh, nodding as you ride out the after chocks of your powerful orgasm.

And just like that his seed spurted into your cunt, making Changbin release the most sexy moan you ever heard. He allowed himself to thrust a few more times, mixing your cums together around his shaft, calming down both of your highs.

Collapsing beside you, the boy softly nuzzled his nose against your cheek bringing his hand to lace his fingers through yours.

The silence was a lot more comfortable than you thought it could be, full of your panting that peacefully came to a soft halt.

“Y/n, would you go out with me?” Changbin’s rusky voice came out of nowhere, sounding tenderest than he has ever talked to you, as he looked up at you with a huge blush in his soft cheeks. 

You frowned, caught out of guard by the sudden question. Changbin never asked you to go out with him, he always demanded things, exhaling such confidence that it sounded so weird coming from him now.

Pursing your lips, you let your eyes gaze at the boy in front of you. What the hell is going on? He looks so vulnerable right now, almost like the possibility of facing a rejection scared him.

Slowly you brought your intertwined hands to your lips, kissing his knuckles gently.

And even though there were still butterflies in your stomach and you didn’t really know where it would get you, you answered him letting a cheeky grin make its way to your lips.

“I guess we could go on a date.”

“I promise it’ll be the best date you’ve ever had” he says quickly, pecking your cheeks, chin, nose and placing a final long kiss to your lips. “We can really try, you know? If you just let me in I promise you, I’m not gonna hurt you.” 

And maybe, just maybe, the idea wasn’t that bad. You’re almost ready to say that yes, you both can really try, when a knock on your door stirs your nice moment.

“Did you get it, bro?” you hear your brother’s voice behind the door.

“YES! She’s going on a date with me!” Changbin yells the answer and you gawge at his reaction.

“YAS!” Chan celebrated before you faintly heard his footsteps going down the hallway.

“Oh my god, you knew Chan was home?” you gasp.

“I kind of knew, but look, he seems happy for us!” he giggled. And it sounded so adorable you couldn’t really hold any grudge against this boy. 

[sangyeonsofthours]

» m a s t e r l i s t ;

last update: november 22, 2020

L E E   S A N G Y E O N 

T I M E  S T A M P S

[01:43AM] [02:04AM] [08:43AM] [09:48AM] ft. Jacob [10:08AM] [03:03PM] [05:13PM] [11:23PM]

B L U R B S

⋄ Husband Sangyeon;

⋄ A - Z Analysis;

D R A B B L E S

⋄  i love you, i’m sorry

⋄  thanks for taking care of me

S E R I E S

⋄ [COMING SOON]

M O O D B O A R D S

brown

S E O   C H A N G B I N

D R A B B L E S

⋄  not really an enemy

B A E  J A C O B

T I M E  S T A M P S

[09:48AM] ft. Sangyeon

#lalithoughts

[sangyeonsofthours]

should i write poems about his chest?

[sangyeonsofthours]

girls don’t want boyfriends they want sangyeon good content pls

[sangyeonsofthours]

can’t help but think about how sangyeon must scent like musk perfume and fabric softener

[sangyeonsofthours]

n/a: i hit 100 followers a few days ago and i’m so happy about it that i thought about posting something as a way to thank all of you for sticking here with me! too bad that i suck at writing comedy, so i’m sorry for this! hope you get to enjoy it a little tho hehe

-

[09:48AM] You could feel Jacob’s stare almost burring holes against your back while you moved around the kitchen. Okay, this is getting weird.

As you fish a bowl from the cupboard you let your lips release a soft sigh, mentally exhausted from searching for a way to break the strange aura hovering the air around you both.

“Is everything okay, Cobi?” you ask, walking around the kitchen table in order to reach where the cereals and milk were laid on. You swear you see rage flash into Jacob’s eyes.

“Yeah, everything’s great” his smile looks so stiff you can tell something’s wrong but you know better than to pressure him into telling you what it actually is.

It’s when you reach for the cereal that things get weirder.

Almost like in a movie scene Jacob’s hand goes for the cereal box at the same time you lean to grab it. And just like this you get stuck in a stupid silent fight for a damn cereal. Neither of you would let go of it and, to be honest, you’re too proud to let Jacob win over you right now. So you just cling to the precious box (I mean, it held your breakfast, huh, so it’s kinda precious, right?) and pull it harder, causing it to slip from Jacob’s grip. You smile contemplating your victory, but the blissful  moment ends soon when you hear Jacob groaning. You take it as your cue to quickly finish putting on your cereal and milk, grabbing a spoon and leaving the kitchen. Well, it would definitely be more comfortable to eat at the bedroom without Jacob attempts to murder you with his threatening eyes.

To be completely honest you do have an idea why Jacob must be slightly upset with you. But why would he be so mad about something that happened before? It was completely normal for you to crash at the dorms a few times a month. All the boys were used to it by now. Okay, maybe it was kind of an asshole move to put poor Jacob to sleep at the couch when you and Sangyeon wanted some alone time, but… No buts! It was a TOTAL asshole move. Maybe that’s why he’s angry. Well, it’s not your fault that he just smiles prettily and says ‘of course’ everytime Sangyeon asks if you could have their shared bedroom for just the two of you. He should say something if it bothers him, ugh.

When you finally close the door to the bedroom you notice that Sangyeon is already awake, still wrapped around the covers while oblivious tapping something on his phone.

“Morning, Yeon” you coo, slowly making your way into the room, making Sangyeon finally look up at you. You see the small smile that sat in the corner of his lips weirdly turn into a grimace.

“Babe, why are you wearing Jacob’s shirt?” he asks, and if it wasn’t for the outrageous question you’d be solemnly interested in how his voice sounded so deep in this early morning.

“What do you mean I’m wearing Jacob’s shirt. It’s not Jacob’s- Oh, shit!” is the only thing you can babble out, as your face turned into a flushed frown. “Gosh, so that’s why Jacob was acting all weird? He didn’t even want to share his cereal with me!” you whine.

Sangyeon can’t help but let out a loud laugh.

“Oh, you met him already?” Sangyeon muses, getting up from the bed to meet you in the middle of the bedroom. His only clad in boxers beauty doing nothing to shush the shameful feeling that was freely growing on your guts. Your boyfriend softly hugs your crestfallen form, carefully to not mess with the hand that still held the bowl, now full of floppy and disgusting corn flakes. “It’s okay, sweetheart, it’s not that deep” he gently caresses you back.

“I need to apologize, he’s really angry at me.” You say, detaching yourself from his arms, promptly reaching the doorknob again.

“Oh, so you’re going back there still wearing his shirt, to apologize for wearing it in the first place? Wow, you’re a genius, babe” Sangyeon looks like he’s having the time of his life while making fun of you. You stop in your tracks and sigh heavily.

“Stop that, I’m feeling really bad about it. We just made him sleep on the couch and I stole his cereal while wearing his shirt. He must hate me right now.” The defeated look in your eyes makes Sangyeon internally melt, but he’d never admit it.

“Come on, babe” he answers, getting closer to you again to get your forgotten cereal from your hands and put it on the nearest desk. “Let’s get you out of this shirt, I’ll make you relax, then later we’ll think about a cute way for you apologise to Jacob, huh?” A smirk is evidently plastered on his plump lips when his warm hands reach your thighs to lift up the fabric.

“Yeon, what the fuck, you perve!”

[sangyeonsofthours]

» m a s t e r l i s t ;

last update: october 11, 2020

L E E S A N G Y E O N 

T I M E  S T A M P S

[01:43AM] [02:04AM] [08:43AM] [10:08AM] [03:03PM] [05:13PM] [11:23PM]

B L U R B S

⋄ Husband Sangyeon;

⋄ A - Z Analysis;

D R A B B L E S

⋄  i love you, i’m sorry

⋄  thanks for taking care of me

S E R I E S

⋄ [COMING SOON]

M O O D B O A R D S

brown

S E O C H A N G B I N

D R A B B L E S

⋄  not really an enemy

#lalithoughts

[sangyeonsofthours]

happy birthday to the owner of the most precious smile  ♡

Our Happiness Sangyeon Day!

[sangyeonsofthours]

not really an enemy;

pairing: changbin x female reader warnings: there’s sex in this one, bro words: 1.152 a/n: i’ve been thinking about sex with enemy changbin for a while now, but i couldn’t really push myself to plot something decent and im shitty at smut soooooo here’s a quick (and badly written) drabble about it. enjoy ♡

A lustful moan escaped your lips when Changbin entered you, making the greedy boy smirk.

The swirling emotions made butterflies dance around your stomach whilst your anger toward him just added a lot more power to the shiver that ran down your spine. It wasn’t a situation you ever imagined you’d be into.

Changbin looks at you for a second, a different glint sparkling ih his eyes, before finally starting to move inside you, plunging into you slowly.

“The way your pretty pussy is clenching around me feels so good, babe, where is all that hate you said you felt about me minutes ago?” he basically grunts, letting his lips slightly brush your earlobe as a hand comes to skillfully wrap around your neck.

“Shut up!” You grumble, purposefully digging your fingernails into the defined muscles of his back and his groan sounds so sexy that you wish you had the nerve to just punch his handsome face. “Just fuck me. Hard. And end up with this!”

“Gosh, why are you always so bossy, baby girl?” he tsks, “Just relax and let me take care of you.”

And that’s how Changbin ends up slamming into you, making you feel like no other man has ever made. On your own bed. At your shared apartment with  Chan (your lovely, but also dumb, brother), who happened to be best friends with the guy who currently was making you moan like a porn actress. Although the situation was kinda weird, you couldn’t really help but let the exaggerated sounds go free from your lips at how the man’s cock hit your sweet spot.

You’re not even sure how the hell it happened. It’s like all of your beliefs and common sense were thrown out the window the seconds his lips touched yours. As if you were never bothered by his annoying presence, in the first place.

You remember vividly how a few days before you complained to your best friend how it was infuriating that he’d never leave your place. Changbin was loud and inconvenient.  He’d eat your food (really, he drank your last bottle of banana milk, what the actual fuck?), use your TV all the time and even your shower. It was like he was a roommate but with the annoying fact that he didn’t pay the bills. Plus, he’d always flirt around, messing with you just to get on your nerves, knowing you wouldn’t fall for his charms.

Chan sometimes would say it wasn’t that deep, that you should try and see Changbin as a friend other than some random asshole, cause to be honest, you’d see he was a sweetheart if you gave him the chance.

Felix once said it was just some suppressed crush and that you should just embrace it and just dive into Changbin’s flirty game to test where it would take you. If not, he’d gladly do it for you. What a freak, you would think.

“I’m so tired of you complaining about everything I do” the hand that was previously on your neck went down to assault on one of your nipples and you swiftly let your back arch while your legs wrapped Changbin, giving him not just more access to suck marks on your neck, but making his thrusts hit different and a lot more deeper than before. “All it took for me to shut you up was a kiss and look at you now, such a slut.”

A loud whine reverberated over the thin air of your bedroom at the feeling of a familiar knot growing just down on your belly button. 

“P-please, I’m almost t-there” is all you’re able to say, as Changbin pulls you closer, if it’s even possible, to kiss your jaw and hammer more precisely against you. He groaned at the feeling of your clench around him, you could hear the juicy sounds slipping between his member and your warm walls. God, could this situation get any shameless? 

Finally, his urgent snaps at your core sends you off, pushing you into pure euphoria as your toes curled, body shuddered in waves and a loud moan ripped through your throat. 

“Fuck, i’m gonna cum" Changbin grunted, “a-are you on birth control, babe?” Changbin couldn’t help but look with pleading eyes, as his high built quickly, in a silent question if he could cum inside you.

“Yes!” you sigh, nodding as you ride out the after chocks of your powerful orgasm.

And just like that his seed spurted into your cunt, making Changbin release the most sexy moan you ever heard. He allowed himself to thrust a few more times, mixing your cums together around his shaft, calming down both of your highs.

Collapsing beside you, the boy softly nuzzled his nose against your cheek bringing his hand to lace his fingers through yours.

The silence was a lot more comfortable than you thought it could be, full of your panting that peacefully came to a soft halt.

“Y/n, would you go out with me?” Changbin’s rusky voice came out of nowhere, sounding tenderest than he has ever talked to you, as he looked up at you with a huge blush in his soft cheeks. 

You frowned, caught out of guard by the sudden question. Changbin never asked you to go out with him, he always demanded things, exhaling such confidence that it sounded so weird coming from him now.

Pursing your lips, you let your eyes gaze at the boy in front of you. What the hell is going on? He looks so vulnerable right now, almost like the possibility of facing a rejection scared him.

Slowly you brought your intertwined hands to your lips, kissing his knuckles gently.

And even though there were still butterflies in your stomach and you didn’t really know where it would get you, you answered him letting a cheeky grin make its way to your lips.

“I guess we could go on a date.”

“I promise it’ll be the best date you’ve ever had” he says quickly, pecking your cheeks, chin, nose and placing a final long kiss to your lips. “We can really try, you know? If you just let me in I promise you, I’m not gonna hurt you.” 

And maybe, just maybe, the idea wasn’t that bad. You’re almost ready to say that yes, you both can really try, when a knock on your door stirs your nice moment.

“Did you get it, bro?” you hear your brother’s voice behind the door.

“YES! She’s going on a date with me!” Changbin yells the answer and you gawge at his reaction.

“YAS!” Chan celebrated before you faintly heard his footsteps going down the hallway.

“Oh my god, you knew Chan was home?” you gasp.

“I kind of knew, but look, he seems happy for us!” he giggled. And it sounded so adorable you couldn’t really hold any grudge against this boy. 

[sangyeonsofthours]

i love sangyeon so much

[sangyeonsofthours]

can’t help but think about how sangyeon must scent like musk perfume and fabric softener

[sangyeonsofthours]

» m a s t e r l i s t ;

last update: july 15, 2020

S A N G Y E O N 

T I M E  S T A M P S

[01:43AM] [02:04AM] [08:43AM] [10:08AM] [03:03PM] [05:13PM] [11:23PM]

B L U R B S

⋄ Husband Sangyeon;

⋄ A - Z Analysis;

D R A B B L E S

⋄  i love you, i’m sorry

S E R I E S

⋄ [COMING SOON]

M O O D B O A R D S

brown

#lalithoughts

[sangyeonsofthours]

i love you, i’m sorry

pairing: bestfriend!sangyeon x reader warnings: a bit of angst and some kissing words: 1489 n/a: it was meant to be just a timestamp but i ended up writing a lot more ahsdçasd enjoy it! ٩(^ᴗ^)۶

You’d say it’s kinda strange to be making out with your best friend on an overly old couch, at an end of semester frat party. So drunk you’re not even sure your kisses feel good to him, since your lips feel kind of numb because of the alcohol. But you wish it does. You wish it does because you’ve been fantasizing about it since… since forever, maybe?

You’re pretty sure you wanted to kiss Sangyeon long before he thought he should grow some muscles to impress college girls. Even before college itself, to be honest. Your crush on him dates from high school’s sophomore year, when both of you got paired up for some biology project. As cliche as it sounds, your friendship grew up from there and you remember soon not wanting to date other guys because it wasn’t that interesting, since your full attention was always on him. Sangyeon wasn’t even that good looking, he was just a normal teenager, really, but he was a good friend to you and it was enough to make butterflies fill your stomach whenever he was near you. You remember getting really closer to him, turning into his best friend. You also remember painfully well how it hurt to not be the girl of his dreams.

That’s why despite the sweet taste of poorly prepared drinks you both shared and the smell of alcohol, you can still feel it. The adrenaline on your veins while his scent is all over you and your mind spinning because everything about him feels so good. You’re finally kissing Sangyeon and the way his hands hold your waist as your lips work at the same rhythm feels real fucking good. You have to repress a moan when your tongues clash together, cause God, he tastes like heaven. His body leans into yours and you gasp when his warm hand gets down to hold on your barely covered thigh. He takes it as his cue to kiss your neck and you hope he can’t feel how erratic your pulsation is right now.

You further your fingers into his soft locks, bringing his swollen lips back to yours and he hums in appreciation, you taste like watermelon lip gloss and mango juice mixed with some vodka.

But before the kiss gets too reckless, Sangyeon ends it with soft pecks to your lips and cheeks. You sigh, slowly opening your eyes to meet his soft smile. His hand, that seconds ago was almost too close to get under your skirt, now is just above the fabric, as if trying to get it to cover more of your skin.

“I should take you home, it’s late” he says, but he doesn’t move to untangle from you.

In more sober circumstances you would probably just nod and leave, taking this as his way to say that maybe you both crossed a line by kissing each other. The next morning you’d pretend nothing happened, it would be easier, after all. You’re not even sure you’d have kissed him in the first place, if you weren’t under the effect of some flavored vodka and a few shots of tequila. But that’s exactly what the alcohol in your system does. It gives you the courage to finally do what you want and blurt out what’s on your mind.

“I don’t wanna go home, I wanna stay here with you. Like this.” you whimper and make sure to pout your lips the way he always says it’s too cute for your own good. And again, you hope your drunken stupor isn’t just making you a fool of yourself. Even if it’s not just about being pretty for him, you want it so bad. You want him to look at you and feel like kissing you the way you want to kiss him. You want to be the college girl he wants to impress. You want Sangyeon to fall in love with you, like you fell for him.

"Sweetheart, you’re too drunk, you don’t know what you’re talking about” the petname strikes a shiver to run down your spine. That’s definitely not fair on you, and he dares to blame it on the alcohol. How can he act like this every fucking time and think you’re kissing him just because you’re drunk. Gosh, Sangyeon, you’re so dense.

Plus, you’re both drunk, so what? Is he kissing you just because he’s drunk? You repress a groan, looking into his eyes, ignoring how his blushy cheeks look cute and also shows off brightly his state of drunkenness.

“I’m not that drunk" You frown. “Plus, I wouldn’t mind being here with you even if I was sober.“ That’s when his eyes flash something you never saw before. It was some kind of… worry? You couldn’t tell, but you didn’t really like it, and it makes you quickly loosen your grip from Sangyeon’s body, shifting to sit almost an arm’s length far from him.

“Listen, Sangyeon,” you say, stopping to take a breath as the words you want to say organize in your mind. You feel like you might die if you don’t admit it soon “I like you, okay? A lot. And I don’t wanna be just your friend anymore. I want to kiss you, hold your hand and spend nights with you. I love you, Sangyeon!”

The frown between his beautiful eyebrows was evident, as it showed how his brain was probably running a mile a minute trying to process the whirlwind of words you just let go. And every second that ticked made the infamous pain at the bottom of your heart grow all over again. 

If there was something in the entire night you spent together that healed you from all those years of unrequited love, the tiny seconds of his silence made you go back to square one. Of course he didn’t love you back, it was painfully obvious.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said that.” the words come in a rush as you get up from the couch. You feel that at any moment you can start to cry. “I’m just gonna- I’m going home now.” You try to leave, getting up from the couch but it doesn’t matter how fast you could walk, Sangyeon’s was faster. He grabbed your onto your wrist, making you spin around to face him. The way he pulled up against his chest made your face flush as if it wasn’t already blushy enough, the embarrassment too big for you to handle. With a soft touch to your cheek, Sangyeon brought your face near his to make you look into his eyes. There was no way to escape his grip now.

“Why are you running away, you dummy, I need to confess to you too” a silly smile appeared in his beautiful lips. "I love you too, y/n, a lot” he finished, leaning closer to rest his forehead against yours.

Upon hearing his confession, you giggled. “Yeon, you’re not just joking around, right?” you murmur lightly, trying to avoid his gaze by closing your eyes. For a second you just savor the warmth emanating from him.

“I’m being serious, y/n,” Sangyeon replies, “I’ve been into you since we first met” his raspy voice sounding in a desperate tone, trying to convince you. He would never play with your feelings. “Please, baby girl, look at me” he begs with a whimper.

As you open your eyes you’re greeted with the cutest puppy smile he could give you. And the look in his eyes never seemed so sincere in all those years of friendship. Quickly you closed the gap between the two of you, your hand going for his neck to pull him closer and connect your lips to his. Caught off guard for a second, Sangyeon gasped before deepening the kiss. And ss sweet as his kiss felt this time, while his fingers gently held your waist, something within your heart was burning like fireworks. 

His warm lips give you a new kind of sensation, it comforts you and eases your previous state of anxiety. It’s like puzzle pieces finally falling back into the right places. Everything about Sangyeon made sense when it came to you. He’s drawn to you just like a sunflower is drawn to sunshines and he thinks it’s kinda funny how you never noticed it. Maybe it was his own fault for joking around so much and, most of all, trying hard to hide his true feelings from you.

Luckily, he wouldn’t have to hide anymore.

You nibbled on Sangyeon’s bottom lip while your hands raked through his brown locks, lightly tugging at the strands, eliciting a low moan from him. At that, you smiled, detaching yourself from his arms and ending the kiss with three quick pecks to the boy’s lips.

“Maybe you should take me home now” you chuckled, pulling his hands in the direction of the door. The mischievous glint in your eyes was evident.

“Alright, I’m taking you home tonight, but I’m not leaving you this time.”