is this me?

shitpost acc for me, @mata-ana user is a full metal jacket ref

[is-that-you-john-wayne]

josh’s pickup line was “oh it’s cold let me warm you up” and best believe mike’s ass fell for it

[is-that-you-john-wayne]

[genebabe]

jayfu<3 (snafjay? snay??)

[mike4josh]

that one stony post but washingroe bc i love them

[stevieroqers]

[sidsledge]

he's so proud of his dumb ass joke 😭

[handheldrope]

ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't've?

~*~billsnaf~*~

what do you MEAN bill does a kisskiss to snaf in the canon ballpeen scene audio that i never noticed until editing this SHUT UPPPPPP

[is-that-you-john-wayne]

kisskiss

[handheldrope]

roesnaf - 13 (stolen kiss)

for @redweathertiger

(valentines roulette)

[handheldrope]

billsnaf - 1 (peck)

for ME

(valentines roulette)

[janebcnnct]

ever think about people leaving sledge without saying goodbye?

[andromeddog]

whoops

[blaine-sam]

[is-that-you-john-wayne]

oh my god imagine if they actually dated… mckinley high’s most voted annoying couple ever!!!

[featherybucket]

ao3 is down in my prime binge reading hours god how am I supposed to survive

[is-that-you-john-wayne]

oooohh im so pissed the fuck off

[pacific-jade]

billsnaf to me is like: we don't like each other, ugh that guys annoying. but they obviously want each other soo bad. and that's what makes it gay

snurgie to me is like: we really like each other, that's my friend my buddy. haha no we do not want each other, ew ew we're both straight obviously ahaha. and that's what makes it gay

[mickeygifs]

[bluelightning00]

Lots of people and a little bit dark humor (no offense

[1mmortanj]

Mickey is an addict

maybe it wasnt addressed because shameless centred around the gallaghers, but it shocks me that mickeys mental health never drove him to sincerely consider su*cide. theres mentions of him being depressed “hes depressed?… how the f*ck can you not be living in this” - mickey to fiona 4ep11, mickey self harming by punching the mirror in s4, and also general signs of depression as 0 zest for life “im f*cked for life anyway, man”, not taking care of himself, and constantly in uncomfortable environments/ no “safe space”, living in squalor, in fear and with a deep level of self hatred and absolutely no one to talk to. On a biological/psychiatric level, his dopamine levels must be in the f*ing PITS. Which actually brings me to my wish that they shone more of a light on mickeys escapism through drugs, alcoholism, and generally any and all avoidance of responsibility that would make him confront the trajectory of his life.

When ian came into his life, someone who not only understood and accepted him, but gave him the love and emotional support hes been deprived of, that must have felt similar to a feeling of a drug. His absence led Mickey to frequent the bar and subtly show signs of a drinking problem, and its a reoccurring issue that happens when Ian goes into the psych ward. He uses the alcohol to distract from his pain, to escape from the harshness that is his life.

So when S6 came, and Mickey had no access to his usual methods of distraction coupled with the deprivation and sharp coldness of ians affections - Realistically, must have sent him off the rails. given he was previously so protective of his heart and feelings, not wanting to feel dependent on anyone as a safeguard, only for ian to break down those walls and kind of leave him behind (at the time, and obviously ian has his reasons and I do defend him for some of this). The level of patience and understanding Mickey demonstrates in the S6 prison scene is genuinely heart shattering, especially when you see the last ditch effort he makes to gain Ians affections by carving his name into his heart. Its supposed to come off as wacky and comical I imagine because its a crazy thing to do but its genuinely such a deeply depressing sight to see. He has absolutely no foundations, no one who cares about him, he cannot even extend his care to himself via the tattoo. In prison you have absolutely no escape, you are confined to your cell and have to sit with your thoughts - no blocking out the noise through alcohol and jamming on a guitar butt naked for example. So do I think its a realistic pathway for Mickey to self-destruct in a way such as suicide? Absolutely. And would lowkey be very tethered to Ian since It was pretty much implied that Ian was almost going to attempt before he witnessed a car crash through S6.

okay this was something I drafted forever ago but im publishing it now because gallavich fandom I miss you… youre the best fandom ever like youre all so funny and inspired. no one does it like you guys, best tt edits and fanfics too ugh. a blessing even though im not as into the ship its such a comfort to me. anyways!