Stainedglassism

Homoerotic, Afrosexual, goth, punk, vegan, neurodivergent anti capitalist. Fashion and film, intellectual discourse and spiritually sensitive. Most content here is my own and will be said otherwise.

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Isaac Mournidino in his studio 07/25/25

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Trying to remember im not alone and my struggle is not individual!

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The biggest source of my confidence and identity stems from my neurodivergency and im glad I finally realize that.

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All I do is think and it’s about the wrong things

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Im tierd of looking for “my tribe”’ “my space”, or some place or culture or scene or organization that exists somewhere that would fit for me. I am tierd of trying to find that and fins where it is. Ive realized of been using so much of my energy doing that. And i dont want to give it up but, maybe I want to see how much further I can go inward of myself. But let my child self yell you, I really need a group I really need a community.

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I want to get old and look back and feel like I didn’t waste anything but especially my time. I want to be happy for all the things I did and didn’t do. I dont want to be mad at myself later saying I should have done something. I want to heal that in my now. Not later.

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One of my fundamental goals is deep and close nit community with black people of all sorts who need eachother in their life that are actually understanding the everyday neccesity of eachother.

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The funniest things about all this is, is that when you try to exert yourself in america it just gains, whether it be good or bad exerction from your black body it will gain from you.

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Its so crazy that at times I really feel like I have not stopped to take a moment and genuinly pause to let my mind and body catch up to eachother in the present and then it will hit me all at once like a slingshot while im still moving and send me crashing to the floor.

I feel like this is a relatable experience but especially for black and black queer people. Im simply sacraficing too much and its way too easy for me to go back into my dark safe hole that any time I CAN move I want to go and not stop.

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Yearning so bad.

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I so wish my crush could get pregnant. Maybe he can, I should ask him

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Let me get back to my weight fr.

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Everyone was right. I an weak.

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The problem is and always will be white supremacy and imperialism.

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Inside my head I had the BEST nigghtttt!

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when people say my name im like.   cant believe i exist