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‘ i am not sorry for who i had to become in order to survive. ’ isaac spinnet. ravenclaw seventh year.

[extrasad]

my mother’s trust issues are leaking into my chest and I’ve got my father’s nose and his tendency to stop calling back so I’m sorry about the 9 missed calls I have from you and the 6 voicemails I never played I swear I’d love you if I could

(via takemespanishcaravan)

[boy-so-pale]

[inkskinned]

there’s too much quiet inside of me and not in a good way. can emptiness howl. can a scream be static. did you know i used to be a really cool person. you would have loved me. i would have loved myself. right now i barely function. it’s sad to see but it’s worse to think about what i could have been. can you both be full of something and devoid of it. i think i’m losing it. i think i’m losing it.

[heavensghost]

[shcdevil-deactivated20160814]

              my pain doesn’t make me stronger            it makes me crueler ;

[zexou]

[absentions]

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Laughter Lines | Bastille

I’ll see you in the future when we’re older and we are full of stories to be told. Cross my heart and hope to die, I’ll see you with your laughter lines.

[wordsnquotes]

Does everyone secretly feel lost? Sort of shoved into a corner alone?… Have you ever felt like your home wasn’t home anymore? If you were me, where would you run?

Shannon Hale, Forest Born (via wordsnquotes)

[lnternetkid]

[morbid-twat]

[wordsnquotes]

My heart currently resembles the ashes of my cigarettes.

Virginia Woolf (via wordsnquotes)

[fasetrip-deactivated20170202]

[isaacspinnet-blog]

Your stereotypically masculine side

You love hoodies.  You love jeans.  Dogs are better than cats.  It’s hilarious when people get hurt. Shopping is torture. Sad movies suck. You own a car racing game. You played with hot wheels cars as a kid. At some point in time you wanted to be a fire fighter. You owned a ds,ps2, n64, or sega. You used to be obsessed with power rangers. You have watched sports on tv. Gory movies are cool.You go to your dad for advice. You own like a trillion baseball caps. You used to collect hockey or baseball cards. Baggy sweats are cool to wear. It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours. You love to go crazy and not care what people think.  Sports are fun. You talk with food in your mouth. You sleep with your socks on at night. You have fished at least once.

Your stereotypically feminine side

You love to shop.  You wear eyeliner. You wear the colour pink. You go to your mom to talk. You consider cheerleading a sport.  You hate wearing the color black. You like going to the mall.You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. You like wearing jewellery. You cried watching The Notebook. Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.  Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.  You don’t like the movie Star Wars. You are/were in gymnastics. It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up. You smile a lot more than you should. You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. You care about what you look like. You like wearing dresses when you can. You like wearing high heel shoes. You used to play with dolls as little kid. You like putting make-up on others. You like being the star of everything.

Appearance

I am shorter than 5’5”. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different colour. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I’ve had/have braces. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than two piercings. I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

Experiences

I’ve gotten lost in my city. I’ve seen a shooting star. I’ve wished on a shooting star. I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. I’ve been to a casino. I’ve been skydiving. I’ve gone skinny-dipping. I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. I’ve crashed a car. I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a musical. I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. I’ve seen the northern lights. I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. I’ve played a prank on someone. I’ve ridden in a taxi. I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I’ve eaten sushi. I’ve been snowboarding.

Honesty/Crime

I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I’ve snuck out. I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. I’ve cheated while playing a game. I’ve ran a red light. I’ve witnessed a crime. I’ve been in a fist fight. I’ve been arrested.

Death and suicide

I’m afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I’ve seen someone/something dying.  Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.  I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Random

I can sing well. Stolenth a tray from a fast food restaurant. I open up to others easily. I watch the news. I don’t kill bugs. I sing in the shower. I am a morning person. I paid for a cell phone ring tone. I am a sports fanatic. I twirl my hair. I care about grammar. I have “?”’s in my screen name. I’ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day. I bake well. My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange. I would wear pajamas to school. I like Martha Stewart. I know how to shoot a gun. I laugh at my own jokes. I eat fast food weekly. I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. I can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room. I am ticklish. I love white chocolate. I bite my nails. I’m good at remembering faces.  I’m good at remembering dates. I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[quotethatshow]

[allisonbelle-blog1]

&&. so sad that this has closed :-( but thank you to the admins for creating such a wonderful space to roleplay for fun in, and for allowing me to meet so many great people!!! i’ve had bad experiences in hp rps, but this has been such a good one, and i’m so grateful !! i still love my children ally and isaac dearly, and would love to still play them, so if any of you want to hit me up for a 1x1 on my rp blog ( @squibwrites ) or just talk for fun & keep in contact ( @hannahabbott ) i’d love that!!! it was absolutely lovely whilst it lasted!!

[rarestblooms]

          as predictable as it sounds, you could easily find one carlotta fortescue standing in a tower on the quidditch field, staring up at the sky. she would argue, if anyone cared enough to differ, that the astronomy tower wasn’t the best view. here is where the smells of the field wafted towards her delicate nose; here is where she closes her eyes and imagines the feeling of wind through her hair or screaming of fans. it was the best spot on the grounds for star-gazing. she’d be damned if someone tried telling her otherwise. 

        it was tonight, particularly, that carlotta wished for the field to lend some of its comfort as she fingered the envelope in her hand, hoping the wind would carry it away, along with its words scrawled in dear ole’ father’s handwriting. i’ve met someone. her name’s eileen. i would like us to sit down for supper sometime. ❛ incendio. ❜ the letter bursts into flames and its ashes rain down from the palm of her hand. ❛ how dare he ━ how dare he ━  ❜ someone clearing their throat causes the brunette to spin on her heel, her well-defined cheeks turning a shade of red. ❛ how much of that did you see? ❜

[isaacspinnet-blog]

        as much as isaac hated quidditch now, as much as he couldn’t bear to play the sport anymore without feeling like something was burning holes into his chest ( where his heart was ) , he couldn’t even deny to himself that there was a nostalgic tether to quidditch. it’d been his mother’s first love, passed on to him, & whilst he couldn’t regain the carefree feeling, he could still remember the peace it had made him feel once upon a time.

        nevertheless, he didn’t really do this often so it was --- coincidence, perhaps, that he’d found solace in this place on this particular night, only to witness this girl’s clear distress. he wasn’t exactly hiding, but he was easily overlooked where he sunk to sit deeper into the shadows, close-eyed and breathing. but it was hard to miss her anger and spell. ❛ more than you wanted me to, probably. ❜ old isaac would’ve asked if she was all right. new isaac found something dangerously comforting in watching someone’s anger.

[valcarrows-blog]

“—-all i can say is: it’s clear that when valeria carrow leaves the castle, so does ANY hope of a decent party. even with the threat of naked weasleys, it sounded like a snooze-fest. luckily for you plebs, i’m back.”

[isaacspinnet-blog]

“merlin, isn’t your voice the best thing to hear FIRST thing in the morning ? party sounded shit anyway, so i’m going to have to give you that one.”