Isak Andreas Valtersen

You dont know me, you dont know what i have been through or what i´m going through. Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about - Be kind, always. My name is Isak, i´m 18 and from Norway. (this account is for role play purposes only) 

[paxtonmerrels]

Paxton wanted all of it with Isak in a way that felt steady and certain rather than rushed, a quiet knowing that settled deep in his chest every time he saw him, because being with Isak didn’t drain him or complicate things, it softened the sharp edges of his days and made everything feel a little more livable, and even when it was painfully late into the night and exhaustion tugged at him, just seeing Isak, just knowing he was okay, was enough to brighten Paxton’s entire world, the reassurance of his presence grounding him in a way nothing else could. There was something profoundly comforting in knowing Isak was safe, knowing he was right there with him, within reach, within sight, and Paxton didn’t shy away from admitting it, his voice low and honest as he confessed, “I want all that as well. I want you here. I want you with me. I know you’re safe here. I know I can keep my eyes on you. I like you being in reaching distance of me,” the words spilling out not as a demand but as a vulnerable truth, because loving Isak meant wanting closeness not to control him, but to protect, to share space, to exist together without fear.

After saying it, Paxton headed upstairs with an easy familiarity, the house quiet around him as he climbed back onto his bed, settling into the mattress like it was a place of certainty, stretching his arms up and out in a lazy, unguarded way just as Isak walked into the room, the sight of him instantly drawing a grin across Paxton’s face. “We can talk about it in the bed, baby,” he said cheekily, patting the space beside him with an open invitation that carried warmth rather than pressure, his tone light but affectionate as he added, “Come here,” before glancing around the room with exaggerated seriousness and laughing softly. “It’s warmer than standing up in the middle of the room.” He shifted and shuffled closer to the other side of the bed, deliberately making as much space as he could, wanting Isak to feel welcome, wanted, unconfined, his movements instinctively accommodating.

Paxton leaned back slightly, watching Isak with an expression that was equal parts fond and playful, running his fingers through his own dark hair to brush it out of his face before pointing toward Isak’s jacket with a teasing smirk. “Take that off first though,” he chuckled, his voice low and affectionate. “Outdoors clothing doesn’t enter this space.” There was an ease to the moment, a softness that spoke of trust and familiarity, and as he patted the bed again he added gently, “Come on baby, make yourself comfortable, my love,”.

[isakvaltersen03]

Isak didnt get the chance to reply before Paxton was gone and soon Isak was in the same room again. Isak didnt say anything for a while. Just watched Paxtons moved and listened to his voice. His eyes following everything he did. The fingers in his hair, he moving to make space for Isak. Isak always felt so much love and care around him. That man was so beautiful, so sexy and so kind and considerate. Isak slowly took his jacket off after Paxton commented on it. " one second, i´m coming. The bed really is warmer tha standng here " he giggled "especially with you in it. Your always so hot" Isak bit the inside of his lip softly. He carefully folded his jacket it and put it on top of the dresser. Isak then proceeded to take his pants off as well. Even tho they were pajamas pants. Isak wasnt a fan of bringing cloths to bed that he had been wearing elsewhere. Next the t-shirt follower and he folded it all neatly making a pile on the dresser. The boy then moved and crawled into bed next to Paxton. He found it really inviting and showed so much care how Paxton had moved to make room for him, but Isak typically wasnt one to take up much space, he turned on his side to look at Paxton.

" i love being here with you, You always make me feel so loved and safe. Like i know when im with you, you wont let anything bad happen to me. You take such good care of me" Isak talked quietly but voice full of love. The boy put his hands together right under his chin and rested his head on them. He bit his lip and looked at Paxton. " do you really think you can handle living with me? like all the time? i´m really difficult, i´m really particular with how things are and should be" Isak said with worry. He had never been an easy person to live with. He had ticks and habits he struggled with breaking. He needed things a certain way. Isak did worry how it would be for Paxton having to live with all that always. He knew the man already lived with it when he was there and it didnt look like Paxton minded, but would it be the same if they lived together 24/7.

[paxtonmerrels]

Paxton grinned openly as Isak stuttered, the sound drawing out a warmth in him that settled deep in his chest, because moments like these—unguarded and real—were the ones he treasured most. His fingers rested gently around his boyfriend, not possessive but steady, grounding, a quiet reassurance that he was there and not going anywhere. “I’m not making you move in, but the option is there,” he said softly, sincerity threaded through every word. “I’m excited for there to be a time where I don’t have to say goodnight to you and walk you to the door.” It wasn’t a spur-of-the-moment thought; Paxton had considered it carefully, lying awake some nights imagining what that shared space might feel like. His apartment was small, a little cramped in places, but it was warm and lived-in, and more than big enough for two people who actually wanted to share it. What he wanted most wasn’t extra space, but time—time to spend with Isak without a clock ticking down, time to wake up beside him instead of reaching for his phone the next morning and wishing the night hadn’t ended so soon.

As he held Isak close, Paxton’s lips moved gently along his neck, the gesture slow and affectionate rather than hurried, as if he were savoring the closeness as much as the words he was about to say. “So we should make that a forever thing,” he murmured. “The two of us cuddling up and you getting good sleep.” There was a quiet confidence in his tone, not because he assumed the answer, but because he believed in what they were building together. “Your sister trusts me. I’m sure she wouldn’t mind.” He grinned again, that familiar, slightly crooked smile that always seemed to appear when he was nervous and hopeful at the same time, and pulled Isak a little closer, resting his chin briefly near his shoulder. “What do you think, huh?” he asked, voice light but eyes searching. “Does it sound like a good idea?”

Eventually, Paxton let his hand unravel from Isak’s body, the absence noticeable even as he stepped back just enough to give him space. His expression shifted into something more practical, protective in its own way. “Have some water,” he said, pressing the point gently but firmly. “I’ll wait upstairs for you, okay? I want you to make sure you drink at least some of it.” It wasn’t a command, but an insistence born from care, the same care that guided everything he did with Isak. Even as he turned to head upstairs, there was a lingering glance over his shoulder, a silent promise that he’d be there waiting, patient and steady, because for Paxton, taking care of Isak—both in the big dreams and the small, everyday moments—was never a question.

[isakvaltersen03]

Ususally Isak took really long to think things through. Only a handful of times had the thought crossed his mind of what it would be like to live together with paxton, but not enough for isak to say he had thought much about it. However, this time, Isak didnt think much about it. He didnt want to think about. When it came to Paxon, Isak wanted it all. He loved the young man oh so much. "i want to fall asleep wrapped up in you and wake up by your side. I dont wanna just sleep over every now and then. I wan to be with you through all the basic moments in a day. I wanna come home to you when im exhausted after a long tough practice or when i got a good grade on a paper. I want to share the quiet moments when we are to exhausted to smile and the fun times when you are a total goof" he said with a small giggle.

Isak smiled a the attention Paxton was giving his neck right now. The boy did love when Paxton did that." maybe we should make it forever Paxton. " he bit his lip thinking about it a bit. The smile on his face however faded just a little at the mention of his sister " yeah she trusts you, she loves you. I dont know if she would mind or not tho" he tried not to think about her right now. He would have to talk to his sister a bit about this. Isak had never been without her, not since he got adopted. Isak wasnt good at being away from her and it did make him a little nervous. Right now he was choosing to not think too much about it tho. Isaks smile came back as he saw the familiar grin and the confidence in his voice. Isak could see he was nervous, something that Made Isak want to do this even more. It confirmed to him how much Paxton wanted this and Isak felt that he himself did as well " It sounds like a good idea" isak finally confirmed " lets cuddle and get good sleep ever night" he said with a smile looking at him.

Isak didnt like when Paxton pulled away from him, when his hnd left his body and he stood there away from him. When Paxton told him to drink his water and that he wouldbe waiting in his room, Isak got strait to chugging. He didnt want to be down here alone drinking water when his boyfriend was alone in his bedroom. He wanted to be in paxtons arms, not another room. Isak drank some water as he watched Paxton walk away, looking at him over his shoulder and soon the man was out of sight. Isak pored the rest of his water in the sink and put his glass away in the dishwasher before he jogged after his boyfriend " baby" he said as he entered, his eyes scanning the room for his boyfriend. " about the whole moving in " he said stepping close to him

[paxtonmerrels]

Paxton had always shared an easy, effortless bond with Isak—nothing about their relationship ever felt forced or complicated. It wasn’t perfect, but it was real, and more importantly, it was theirs. The love between them came naturally, growing from quiet mornings and late-night talks, from shared space and shared silence. They understood each other in that quiet, unspoken way that didn’t need constant reassurance. Paxton often found himself wondering why Isak hadn’t officially moved in yet, though he never pushed the subject. “You can come here whenever you want. I don’t know why you haven’t moved in yet, honestly,” he confessed one evening, voice thick with sleep as he rubbed his tired eyes with the back of his fist. “I never want to rush you to do it, but you’re always welcome here whenever you want.” His apartment wasn’t huge, but it had enough space for two—just enough room to make dinner together, to fight over blankets, to laugh in different rooms and still hear each other.

As Isak set his glass of water down on the kitchen counter, Paxton’s eyes followed him in that gentle, unguarded way he always did when he thought Isak wasn’t paying attention. Without a word, his hand reached out, brushing lightly over Isak’s stomach in a slow, affectionate motion, like it was second nature now. A quiet chuckle left his lips when Isak asked a question—something half-serious, half-teasing—and Paxton let his hand slip beneath his boyfriend’s shirt just for a second, skin meeting skin in a brief but intimate touch that made his chest feel warm. “Finish your glass of water first,” he said, voice low and playful. “Then we can go upstairs and cuddle.” There was no rush in his words, no impatience. Just an easy kind of love, the kind that waited.

He leaned in closer, brushing his lips gently against the side of Isak’s neck, his kiss soft, slow, meant more for comfort than passion. It was the kind of touch that said I see you, I’m here, and I love you, without needing to say the words out loud. His hand stayed at Isak’s waist, thumb stroking idle circles, and he smiled into his skin before murmuring, “I know how well you sleep when you’re cuddled up into me.” And he did. He’d memorized the weight of Isak tucked into his side, the way his breathing slowed, the way his fingers curled loosely into Paxton’s shirt like a reflex.

[isakvaltersen03]

Isak was always at ease when he was with Paxton. No matter how stressful his day had been, coming to paxtons place and hanging with him always brought him right back to comfort. Isak didnt quite understand what it was, but there was something about not always having to talk, not always having to explain but still being heard and understood. It was amazing to Isak when he came to paxtons place, emotionally exhausted and lost, one hug was all he needed, the way Paxton would hold him just the tiniest bit tighter than on a normal day , it made him feel heard and loved without a single word. It was rare the kind of bond and understanding the two had. Something Isak never wanted to loose. Paxton meant everything to him. " i do come over whenever i.... " isaks eyes widened just a little bit. He was taken back as he just registered what Paxton had just said, or what he thought he had said but it coulnt be, could it? did Paxton really want him to move in or was it all a joke? Isak was having a hard time wrapping his head around it " wait.... w-what?" he stuttered. Living with Paxton, Isak couldnt say he had thought much about it. It wasnt long since he moved in with his sister and her boyfriend, it had been a big change and isak was not good at handling changes for the most part. Moving in with his boyfriend... how would that work? Isak was trying to imagine i and all he could see were cozy nights cuddling over a movie and not having to end it before it was too late in the evening to go home. Getting to sleep by paxtons side all night every night. long mornings goofing around or sting quietly over a bowl of cereal. It sounded really nice to Isak, but he had fears as well.

Isak could feel Paxton watching him, something that usually made the boy feel uncomfortable, but when Paxton did it, Isak loved it and it made him feel special. As Isak felt Paxtons gentle touch, he turned back to him with the biggest of smiled, that mans touch always seemed like magic. He took a deep breath as he felt Paxstons skin touching his, it was as if sparks flew. His smile widened and he giggled as Paxton ordered him to drink his water fist. Isak was thirsty, he hadnt asked Paxton to get him a glass of water for nothing. " This?"he asked picking up the glass. " you want me to drink all his first? i dont know baby, it might take all night and you might not get any cuddles before i have to go practice" he joked. Isak didnt have practice tomorrow anyways. But he loved joking and teasing Paxton

Feeling his boyfriends attention on his neck, Isak couldnt help but let out a breath of comfort as he automatically tilted his head giving paxton better access. Isak could feel his smile, and it made Isak smile. Isaks hand moved to Paxstons lower back just resting there " i do baby, i sleep the best when im all wrapped up and cuddling into you, head on your shoulder, hand on yor chest. " isak told him imagining the magical feeling of falling asleep wrapped up in him. That was home to Isak.

[paxtonsmerrels]

Paxton pushed his tousled hair out of his face with a quick sweep of his fingers, the soft brown strands falling right back into place as if they had a mind of their own. His eyes, always warm, always watching, settled on the brunette standing across the room. When Isak turned to look at him, Paxton met his gaze with a calm steadiness that was both reassuring and unshakable. “Stop apologising,” he said gently, voice threaded with affection. “I want you here. I know you're safe when you're with me.” There was no sharpness in his tone, just quiet conviction. Paxton had always been this way—gentle, grounded, the kind of presence that made everything feel less heavy. He didn’t hover, didn’t demand updates or explanations. He never filled Isak’s phone with endless texts about where he was or who he was with. That wasn’t how Paxton loved. He was mature beyond his years, content with trust, patience, and a kind of emotional steadiness.

The soft hum of the fridge filled the quiet space as Paxton held a tall glass up to the dispenser, watching as a stream of cold water flowed in, followed by the clinking arrival of two small ice cubes. He stepped across the room with an easy grace, closing the short distance between them, and handed the glass over with a half-smile. “You don’t have to say please and thank you to me, you know,” he said with a playful glint in his eyes. “My stuff is your stuff. You can always help yourself to anything here.” There was no pretence in his offer, just a natural generosity that came from loving openly and without condition. He always made space for Isak, both physically and emotionally, as if it was second nature to do so. With Paxton, there were no walls, no hidden expectations—just a quiet kind of love that lived in the everyday things, like water with ice and letting someone know they never had to ask for what was already theirs.

As Isak turned back around, Paxton moved behind him, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend’s torso in a soft, encompassing embrace. The warmth of his body pressed into Isak’s back, and his hands began to rub slowly up and down his chest, trying to chase away the chill that still clung to his skin. “You good?” he asked softly, his lips near Isak’s ear, his breath warm and reassuring. “You’re so cold.” There was concern in his voice, but not the kind that overwhelmed.

[isakvaltersen03]

Isak met his boyfriends gaze and he could not help but smile. There was something about this young man that always made him so calm, so comfortable and extremely happy. This man made Isak feel safe and like he belonged, something that was hard for Isak to feel. " i´m sorry, i dont mean to i just... i just do" he replied without even noticing that he had done it again. " i feel safe when im with you" he told Paxton after he tolsIsak that he knew he was safe when he was with him. It was true and both of them knew it. Isak loved how laied back Paxton was, he wasnt the kind of boyfriend who suffocated you. Isak loved it, Isak however was the type that randomly throughout the day tested paxton, telling him what he was up to or asking random questions, Isak loved staying in contact with Paxton through out the day but he also never expected replies the same second, Isak was chill about replies, he knew his man wouldnt ignore him and would get to it at some point. Isak didnt ask Paxton about where he was, or what he was up to, Isak felt that if Paxton felt the need or want to tell Isak that, he would. Isak just liked updating his man about himself, often in a hinting kind of way, like if he had a game, he would text Paxton he was in the changing room getting ready for a game, hoping maybe his man would wish him good luck. Isak didnt usually ask for much, he didnt know how to. He was not good at taking up space n the world. Everyone always came before him, in his eyes. But with Paxton he was learning it was okay to take up space, it was okay to let people know what you wanted and needed. Isak may not have come further than to hint at what he wanted or needed, sometimes he got to the exact things, but he was working on it.

Isak watched Paxtons every move as h e got Isak a glass of water.He could hear the water followed by the two ice cubes, but his eyes were locked on his man. Isak smiled as Paxton moved closer with the water " Yeah, i know. You keep telling me. please and thank yous are a habit, something i just... i just do without thinking... and to be totally honest. I love when you do big things for me like this. Like getting me a glass of water when i could just as well have done it myself" he said honestly with a giggle. Isak loved Paxtons presence, so calm, so collected and Isak didnt feel like a burden or bother to him, except when he came over in the middle of the night like this. Isak didnt feel like he was just guest here who had to follow all the rules of a guest, no Isak felt like he belonged here and he was wanted in Paxtons house, Isak felt that here he could be 100% himself.

Isak felt Paxtons arms around him and he put the glass away after taking a few big sips. He melted into his boyfriends embrace, letting out a long breath of comfort. " im okay now" he said feeling the warmth of his boyfriend already heating him up a little. " i am, i´m really cold. Can we get in your bed and cuddle under the covers? maybe even almost naked?" he asked wanting nothing more right now. He was cold and tired and longed for Paxtons warm embrace, body heat and love.

[isakvaltersen03]

For a minute Isak regretted ringing the doorbell, he hated waking Paxton up, he needed his sleep and Isak felt really bad disturbing it like this, but he didnt know what else to do at this point. He waited patiently for the short time Paxton took to wake up and get to the door. This was not the first time he just showed up at Paxtons door in the middle of the night, far from it. But where else could one get the peace and quiet with the side of a warm hug?

Isak listened and eventually he could hear Paxton on the other side of the door. Isak bit his lip as he heard it open. Seeing paxton standing there with sleep in his eyes, shirtless and in his comfy grey jogging bottoms earned Paxton a big smile and his words earned him a giggle "Get me a key huh? what so i can sneak into your bed in the middle of the night and scare you?" he joked " but i mean... if i had a key, i wouldnt get this view" he commented eyeing him up and down. There was something about this look that Isak found so smoking hot

[paxtonsmerrels]

Paxton rubbed his eyes with the heel of his palm, slow and heavy, like a man whose entire body ached from the weight of the day. The grind had left him drained—shoulders slouched, eyes bloodshot, and a subtle scowl etched into his face from fighting off the drowsiness clawing at him. His movements were sluggish, almost absentminded, as he stood at the door, blinking against the porch light. "It would mean you could slip inside my house whenever you wanted and I wouldn't need to get out of bed," he chuckled, voice low and hoarse with weariness. The laugh came out more like a sigh, tired but sincere. Without waiting for a reply, Paxton reached out and grabbed the front of Isak’s top, tugging him gently but firmly over the threshold and into the house. Warmth enveloped them instantly, the contrast from the chill outside making Paxton sigh in relief. "I'm going to get you a key cut in the morning," he murmured, already sounding half asleep as he kicked the door shut behind them.

The brunette grinned the moment Isak mentioned the view, a little flush of pride lighting his tired features. Paxton wasn’t chiselled like a sculpture or carved from marble like the gods in old myths, but he kept himself in shape—healthy, strong, with a kind of quiet confidence in his posture that made you notice him even when he wasn’t trying. “I’d still walk around the house shirtless, Sak,” he said, flashing a crooked smile that bordered on teasing. He turned toward the kitchen, the soft floorboards creaking under his feet, and stretched his arms up over his head, his spine cracking audibly in a series of satisfying pops. Do you want anything to drink while I’m up?” he asked over his shoulder, already halfway to the fridge, his voice warm and casual in the cosy glow of the house.

[isakvaltersen03]

Isak could see the exhaustion in his boyfriends body and movements. It was cute but at the same time Isak felt worse and worse for disturbing his sleep. Isak knew he worked hard. Isak admired him for that. The cold of the night had bit through Isaks pajama pants and his thin jacket. His hair was messy as it got from tossing and turning trying to fall asleep through the cries of a baby. his thin but muscular body was shivering the slightest. He looked at Paxton as he spoke " right, thats true" he agreed. It would be easier to sneak over in the middle of the night, that way he could just carefully come inside and lay down on the couch without disturbing Paxtons sleep, that sounded good. Isak moved with him once Paxton pulled him inside, his puppy fallowing Isak like his shadow. It was really nice coming in the warmth. He could feel the blanket of heat as soon as the door shut behind him. " im sorry" Isak then said quietly with shame and guilt. He hated being a bother to others and in the moment he felt like the biggest one out there.

Isak noticed his boyfriends grin at the compliment and it made Isak smile, maybe he wasnt that big of a bother? maybe it was okay? Isak loved the way Paxton looked, he was hot and he looked Real. Isak really wasnt into the chiseled look everyone seemed to seek. It was too much for him, he liked health and fitness, he liked muscles and all, but the chiseled look was not his cup of tea, to him, Paxton was perfection. The confidence shining from Paxtons presence was something Isak wished he had. On the handball court, Isak shone with confidence, he had a loud voice, people listened to him and respected him, he was good at what he did and he knew it, so did everyone else. He was confident. But other than right there with a ball in hand, Isak was so far from confident, he carried himself so different on and off the court.

" oh you would? well i like you shirtless so i wouldnt mind that, your so hot" Isak said trying not to make it obvious how he was struggling with not string. He smiled, he wsnt sure why but he loved the nickname Paxton had for him, no on else had ever called him that. It was Paxtons thing and it always warmed his heart. Isak flinched as he heard the crackling of his boyfriends stretch, there was something about it that always sounded so painful to Isak. " uhm..." isak thought for a second, did he want anything to drink? the run had made him a bit thirsty " yes pleace, maybe just some water" he said following Paxton to the kitchen. The joking around, flirting and the comfort right now was making Isak forget all about feeling bad for waking Paxton up. Paxton always had this calming effect on Isak, he felt like he mattered and was heard and waned and loved. " then i want my hug and kiss" he said speaking with more confidence

[paxtonsmerrels]

Paxton stirred at the sound of the doorbell, groaning softly as the chime pulled him from sleep. He rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands, blinking against the afternoon light filtering through the blinds. His hair was tousled, and he felt the weight of sleep still clinging to his limbs. Shirtless but in his usual grey jogging bottoms — the pair he always wore around the house for comfort — he shuffled toward the door, assuming it was one of his cousins dropping by unannounced, as they often did.

As he cracked the door open, a slow smile spread across his face when he saw Isak standing there. The tension in his shoulders eased instantly, warmth flickering behind his tired eyes. "I really need to get you a key," he chuckled, leaning against the frame with casual ease. The sight of Isak felt like home.

[isakvaltersen03]

For a minute Isak regretted ringing the doorbell, he hated waking Paxton up, he needed his sleep and Isak felt really bad disturbing it like this, but he didnt know what else to do at this point. He waited patiently for the short time Paxton took to wake up and get to the door. This was not the first time he just showed up at Paxtons door in the middle of the night, far from it. But where else could one get the peace and quiet with the side of a warm hug?

Isak listened and eventually he could hear Paxton on the other side of the door. Isak bit his lip as he heard it open. Seeing paxton standing there with sleep in his eyes, shirtless and in his comfy grey jogging bottoms earned Paxton a big smile and his words earned him a giggle "Get me a key huh? what so i can sneak into your bed in the middle of the night and scare you?" he joked " but i mean... if i had a key, i wouldnt get this view" he commented eyeing him up and down. There was something about this look that Isak found so smoking hot

[isakvaltersen03]

I need you - Isak & Paxton

Isak didnt want to admit it because he loved his niece to peaces, but oh was he struggling. The endless waking up to a baby crying in the middle of the night was driving isak nuts. He couldnt remember the last time he had a full nights rest. The boy got out of bed at 3 am once the house finally settled after his niece waking up screaming. He quickly got Loki, his puppy, put the leash on him, got to the front door and put on his jacket and shoes then jogged all the way to Paxtons place. After laying in bed trying to fall asleep, all he wanted was his boyfriends arms around him.

Isak told Loki to sit down, then he rang the doorbell hoping Paxton wouldnt be bothered by him showing up like this.

[odettebitesthedust]

It was hard to believe that 24 hours ago, Odette had given birth to a baby girl, her babby girl, the most gorgeous and precious living being on earth. She and Isak had agred that ISak wouldnt be there when she gave birth, but he'd come the next day to meet his niece. And just as Millie Rose had woekn up and been brought into her mothers arms, in Walked ISak as if on cue.

"HEllloooo brother" Odette said with a wide smile once she saw ISak enter the door" Look who'se here Millie, it's uncle Isak"

@isakvaltersen03

[isakvaltersen03]

Isak had been really nervous all night. He couldnt say he had slept much. He had been worried about his sister, and his niece. Isak knew childbirth could really quickly turn really complicated. But that wasnt the whole fact why the boy could not fall asleep, no he had also been really nervous about how everything was about to change, how everything would change with a new little human being in the house. Isak felt really ashamed for being nervous about it and scared of how that would change everything between him and his sister, he was scared of feeling abandoned again even tho he new better than anything his sister would never.

Isak had spent the whole night cleaning and organizing to calm his mind, by now the place was spotless and everything neatly organized for his sister and nieces arrival whenever they would get to go home. Now it was time to go meet them at the hospital. He had wanted to be there when she was born but he had figured out with his sister that it would be best he came the day after.

this morning isak decided against taking the bus to the hospital, instead he went on an hour jog over there. He needed to anyways as he was skipping practice. Arriving there he sat down in the waiting area outside the delivery ward. he sat there for a good 30 minutes, thinking and biting his nails, by the time he stood up, there wasnt much left to bite off. He made his way to the room his sister had texted him she was in. He walked slowly, his eyes wandering, there seemed to be so much going on, screams of babies everywere, he could hear someoen giving birth far down the hall. It was really disracting to him. Reaching the door, he stood there for a second before knocking and walking in.

At first, isak didnt let his eyes rest on the baby in his sisters hands, he looked at his sister quickly before his eyes wandered around the room, taking it all in. " hi, how are you?" he asked as he looked back at her. He was holding his left wrist with his right hand, his thumb rubbing the back of it, a common nervous tick of his. "you guys doing okay?" he asked, eyes locked on odette.

[odettebitesthedust]

"Of course Paxton can stay over, you're not a kid anymore, you can have whoever you want over, for as long as you want. We don't want you to feel like you need to ask permission for stuff like that, you're a grown up and we are not your authority..try looking at us more like your roommates rather than..parents in a way" Odette suggested with a smile

[isakvaltersen03]

" i know i´m not a kid... but still, its your house, your rules you know" Isak said with a smile. He wanted to always always be respectful. " hm... okay i guess i can try that" he said and bit his lip, looking at his big sister as a roommate sounded weird tho but he could try " also.. i´ll probably be staying at Paxtons too sometimes... your okay with that right? that way you sometimes get the house to yourself every now and then. cuz i´m really good at falling asleep over movies" he said with a smile.

[paxtonsmerrels]

Paxton busied himself with housework, hoping the rhythm of washing dishes and sweeping floors would keep his mind from drifting back to his boyfriend. He missed him achingly and wished nothing more than to be near him, but he knew how swamped his partner had been lately and didn’t want to add to his load. Just as he was drying a plate, a knock at the door startled him, and he wandered over, curiosity mingling with a flicker of hope. When he opened it and saw his boyfriend standing there, his jaw dropped, and the cutlery slipped from his hand. “Oh my god, hi!” he managed, his voice bubbling with joy and surprise as he rushed forward to embrace him.

[isakvaltersen03]

Isaks stood there biting his lip nervously. Maybe he should have called and told Paxton and asked about meeting up before just sowing up? His face lit up like a Christmas tree when he heard steps from inside and ten he saw his boyfriend open the door. That cute face of his, oh how he missed that cute face. " Hi baby" he giggled at Paxtons excitement and hugged him. Isak sure had noticed the drop of his jaw and the cutlery falling to the floor " are you pkay tho? you seemed.... surpriced to see me, like really surpriced" he stated

[isakvaltersen03]

Date time - Isak & Paxton

Isak had been so caught up in the things he needed to get done lately, packing and everything for the new house even tho it wasnt official, handball was in full swing and practices and so so many small things that he had barely seen his boyfriend. Their schedules hadnt been going well together lately and Isak was missing his man so bad. Therefore he had decided today was the day. He was going to skip practice and pray that paxton was free. He had planned it all out in his head. He jogged over to his boyfriends house and knocked on the door.

[odettebitesthedust]

"I'd never ask you to part with Milo, never ever" she says reassuring and smiles" Jesse and I were thinking we could start looking this weekend" She then let him know.

[isakvaltersen03]

" thats good, cuz i wouldnt be able to" he said honestly with a smile" yeah okay, i have no plans this weekend so thats perfect. sak smiled " but is it okay that Paxton stays over sometimes? " isak asked, he didnt want to be annoyng or do something they didnt lik, but he did like having his boyfriend over.

[odettebitesthedust]

" Great" Odette says happily, relieved it wasn't too hard to convince him. "Of course milo is coming with us, he is a part of the family too" I assure him. "oh I know all about your opinions" She teases playfully

[isakvaltersen03]

" yeah it is." he agreed, he didn't wanna move back in with their parents. He loved them to peaces bu he liked his own space and he felt like he got that wit Odette and Jessie. They didn't suffocate him like he felt like their parents did. Sure they only meant well but it was different. " good cuz i couldnt go anywhere without him. "The las few weeks Isak had felt really down and spent most of his free time in his room cuddling with milo and sometimes mixed in a little tv watching " when do you think we will loo for a place?" he sked as his mind was starting to drift and his smile faded

[odettebitesthedust]

Odette looked at Isak once he said that and shook her head quickly, it made her sad to think he felt like he was in the way and had to be removed" No, no this does not mean you have to move out unless you seriously want to. Jesse and I talked and we were thinking of investing in a house, like buying together a real house, and we want you to be a part of it. You'd just keep paying rent like before, the only difference is I'm the new landlord, not some strange person who keeps asking for rent, and of course much bigger place. We want you to be a part of picking with us and we want you to feel as much as home as us, you're a part of this family Isak, even though new people come to it, you'll always be a strong part of it, I hope you know that hunnyboo."

[isakvaltersen03]

Isak looked at his sister, he was a little bit unsure about this. He loved living witht hem, sure it was taking time to get used to livng with Jesse too, but he was adjusting to it well, especially compared to what he had thought he would. He felt a little uncomfortable when thy got lovey dovey but he ws starting to get used to it. Isak was really excited about becoming an uncle and being able to live with them still would make it easier to ' steal' his nephew or niece. " are you sure you guys want that?" isak asked and bit his lip " i mean, it sounds really good to me, i just always imagined when people start having kids, they wanna just live with their partner and baby. But if you guys are sure, i would love that" isak told his sister. " house hunting sounds fun too. Ill try not to be difficult, i promise " he said, he had never done that but it sounded interesting and fun. he knew he was picky tho, he just hoped he could let some things go easily so he wouldnt be the difficult one

[odettebitesthedust]

"Yes im sure ISak, we want you with us, a baby is not going to change that, you're a part of the family" Odette said happy about his reaction"Oh don't worry I don't think you're difficult..just..oppinionated" she said and chuckled playfully.

[odettebitesthedust]

@isakvaltersen03

[isakvaltersen03]

" okay cool. Then lets do it, lets move together." he smiled " but it has to be a place Milo can live too" he then quickly added. He ws not going anywhere without his puppy" i can be really opinionated you kow, like almost too sometimes" he admitted with a chuckle

[odettebitesthedust]

Once Isak said he liked it, Odette was released, she might have rejected a lot of places but Isak was the most difficult one when it came to picking things like these because he was really picky and had very specific needs and wants. Jesse was easier, well Jesse was easy, he just said yes to everything Odette and isak wanted, but she wanted to make sure he had a say too, that he didn't feel steamrolled by the two of them. After all not every boyfriend is cool with sharing their girlfriend with her brother and have him living with them, so ODette was really grateful for how much Jesse was on board with everything, he truly was the best boyfriend there was. "Well, I think there's not much left to do then boys, if you both like it, perhaps we should put in an offer?"

[jesse--carter]

Jesse didn't mind living anywhere as long as the two people (nearly three) he was currently living with were happy there. That was the most important thing to him. He didn't have any specific needs or want anything particular. Just a place to call home. Odette and Isak seemed to like the place enough and that was more than enough. "Everyone's in agreement that this place seems like a pretty good choice then, huh?" Jesse could see the potential of raising his kid in this space too. It was big enough. Isak would have his own space when he wanted to get away from all of the noise. Jesse moved to stand behind his girlfriend and softly pressed his hands against Odette's stomach imaging how different things were going to be in the near future. "Yeah, I'm good with that. Do you think we should put above what they want? Maybe it would help secure the place to be ours?" Jesse had some money locked away - obviously not too much - but enough to try and secure the place to maybe be theirs. He looked to Isak. "You'll also have your own space which I know you'll enjoy."

[odettebitesthedust]

@isakvaltersen03

[isakvaltersen03]

The more that Isak looked around, the more he liked the place. IT seemed big and spacious, it had everything Isak needed and it looked like it also had everything Odette and Jesse would need as well as the baby. They had a bathtub, thats something he figured was really god with a baby right? he didnt know much about babies but he could imagine. "yeah, i think this is the perfect place for us. I dont think we need to think much about it. I also realllly love the bedroom in the over there" he pointed to the big room by the entrence of the house. " its like so perfect" he said happily. It might not be the biggest room in the house, but he really loved it. "uhm... all the money thing is up to you, i have no idea about that all" he admitted and nodded " yeah that will be good, i love you guys and all but i also need to be alone sometimes" he said honestly as he smiled at them " its gonna be soo cool, us 4 living together. but you know i´ll be stealing little boo every now and then right?" he was getting more and more excited at time went on and h got more used to the idea

[odettebitesthedust]

Odette looked at Isak once he said that and shook her head quickly, it made her sad to think he felt like he was in the way and had to be removed" No, no this does not mean you have to move out unless you seriously want to. Jesse and I talked and we were thinking of investing in a house, like buying together a real house, and we want you to be a part of it. You'd just keep paying rent like before, the only difference is I'm the new landlord, not some strange person who keeps asking for rent, and of course much bigger place. We want you to be a part of picking with us and we want you to feel as much as home as us, you're a part of this family Isak, even though new people come to it, you'll always be a strong part of it, I hope you know that hunnyboo."

[isakvaltersen03]

Isak looked at his sister, he was a little bit unsure about this. He loved living witht hem, sure it was taking time to get used to livng with Jesse too, but he was adjusting to it well, especially compared to what he had thought he would. He felt a little uncomfortable when thy got lovey dovey but he ws starting to get used to it. Isak was really excited about becoming an uncle and being able to live with them still would make it easier to ' steal' his nephew or niece. " are you sure you guys want that?" isak asked and bit his lip " i mean, it sounds really good to me, i just always imagined when people start having kids, they wanna just live with their partner and baby. But if you guys are sure, i would love that" isak told his sister. " house hunting sounds fun too. Ill try not to be difficult, i promise " he said, he had never done that but it sounded interesting and fun. he knew he was picky tho, he just hoped he could let some things go easily so he wouldnt be the difficult one

[odettebitesthedust]

" I think it's perfect, what do you guys think? You think we can be one big happy family here?" ODette asked excitedly as she looked around the kitchen in the house they were looking at. This was their 5th open house they were looking at and Odette had been rejecting them all until now. @jesse--carter @isakvaltersen03

[jesse--carter]

Jesse looked across to get Isak's point of view because he didn't want to speak over Odette's younger brother and act like he was the one in charge. "I like it. I think it's got potential and enough room that we can make it our own." His hand patted down onto Isak's shoulder to give him a turn to speak. "What do you think, man?"

[isakvaltersen03]

Isak was glad Odette had been on the rejecting train cause he had not been a fan of the other places. He looked round until he heard the others speak. " uhm.... I like it" he told them " the kitchen is big, i like the granite counter tops and all the counter space" he thought out loud. i also like that room a lot" he said pointing to the second smallest room " i think Milo will like it cuz it has a door to the patio and i like it cuz it has a bathroom attached as well" he said " i like that the deck is fanced for milo and the baby once it starts moving around and the garden is beautiful" Isak was really picky with things and liked to think every detail through before settling on something.