Kiana Khansmith
noise dept.
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if i look back, i am lost
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we're not kids anymore.
trying on a metaphor
Aqua Utopia｜海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
taylor price
DEAR READER
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Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
Origami Around
JVL
will byers stan first human second
occasionally subtle
Andulka
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Cosmic Funnies
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@ishiria
More Amanita Szarr doodles because I think she should have been a recruitable NPC that hangs out around camp and drives everyone bonkers. Imagine the possibilities of the group having to babysit a surly teen vampire who's been 13 for like 50 years and also is Cazador's canonical in-game niece who wants to murder the shit out of her uncle.
Oh Gods, it'll be Claudia all over again
REJOICE! It's vampire lovers season!
Selfie~~~
The one most likely to be the art/photography enthusiast has no reflection.
Sad face. :(
Karlach: Hey. What's on your mind, Astarion? You seemed a million miles away just then.
Astarion: Hmm? Oh, I was just pondering that heart of yours. There were times I would've been thrilled if everyone who put their hands on me burst into flames.
Karlach: I'd trade you if I could. [devnote: warmly]
Not a funny one today, sorry.
Not me dying inside, nooo...
the signs as oddly specific obscure metal genres
aries - SID* metal (*Sound Interface Device, sound chip used in computers circa 1983)
taurus - post-rock ambient black folk metal
gemini - instrumental egyptian math metal
cancer - kawaii heavy metal
leo - melodic power pop metal
virgo - chinese sludge doom metal
libra - industrial orchestral scifi metal
scorpio - atmospheric funeral doom metal
sagittarius - arabic progressive metal
capricorn - chiptune pirate metal
aquarius - alternative cowboy metalcore
pisces - symphonic samurai death metal
Arabic Prog Metal is sweet. All Prog Metal is sweet.
I love prog metal and I think Arabic sounds cool and HOLY SHIT ARABIC PROG METAL IS AMAZING
ALSO INSTRUMENTAL EGYPTIAN MATH METAL IS AMAZING
By all accounts, I’m a Pisces but damn, the other pieces were pretty freaking cool regardless.
Are You Dissociating?
Dissociating is one of the most common responses to abuse and trauma. It involves feeling numb, detached or unreal and (while it happens to everyone once in a while) is experienced more frequently and severely in survivors. Dissociating people vary widely in symptoms and may experience any or all of the things from the following list.
You may be dissociating if you:
find yourself staring at one spot, not thinking anything
feel completely numb
feel like you’re not really in your body, like you’re watching yourself in a movie.
feel suddenly lightheaded or dizzy
lose the plot of the show or conversation you were focused on
feel as if you’re not quite real, like you’re in a dream
feel like you’re floating
suddenly feel like you’re not a part of the world around you
feel detached and far away from other people, who may seem mechanical or unreal to you
are very startled when someone/something gets your attention
completely forget what you were thinking just a moment ago
suddenly cover your face or react as if you’re about to be hurt for no reason
can’t remember important information about yourself, like your age or where you live
find yourself rocking back and forth
become very focused on a small or trivial object or event
find that voices, sounds or writing seem far away and you sometimes have trouble understanding them.
feel as if you’ve just experienced a flashback (perhaps rapidly) but you can’t remember anything about it.
perceive your body as foreign or not belonging to you
(likes and reblogs always taken as support)
Do you understand what a relief and yet what a complete nightmare it has been to read this? I finally fucking UNDERSTAND myself. How and why I’ve behaved the way I have for the last 15 years of my life. I’m 21 now. I’m not sure how I’ve never thought about researching this as I always chalked myself up to being tougher than most after surviving mental/emotional abuse by my alcoholic mother for all that time. I did realize I had dissociative amnesia, but never did I imagine I was experiencing many more side effects than I knew. This fucking hurts. But that’s okay. Because NOW I KNOW. To the person who shared this (maverikloki), thank you. Thank you so much. I wish I could hug you right now, you beautiful person.
Gochujang is like next level for those who practically drown any meal in Sriracha.
Don't worry, it'll happen.
You guys, I just came into work to one of the sweetest and most touching things I've had happen in a long time. (Not naming names for obvious reasons, still falls under HIPAA) Monday night around 9pm or so, I helped a gentleman in the photo lab who was printing off a picture of his mom for her funeral the next morning, telling me about how he and his brothers weren't sure if they'd do an open casket or not for her, so the picture was an option if not. I related that I'd lost my mother this past Christmas of 2016, which he instantly understood that I knew where he was coming from, even if my mother hadn't been the best to us kids. We talked about how it puts you in this weird space of mind where time speeds up so fast that it seems slow; how we felt just like yesterday they were still here now today they're gone; and how a matriarch (or in my case 2 matriarchs in my family) had brought an entire family together in one spot. While mine had split more certainly after they both passed separately and I wasn't sure where life would take me now at 23. He appreciated the thought I put in to making her portrait just right in color to give her more life and less like the camera was doing her an injustice. He came back Thursday night when I was off work to drop me these beautiful flowers from her coffin. It's an honor and a gift I don't feel I deserve but it humbles me and encourages me to reach out and talk to people more. You don't exactly realize the impact you can have on somebody just with one conversation. Be good to one another and live because there isn't much time for any of us. #ishiria #personal #good deeds #blessed #grateful
That moment when you're not quite using your #planner for its original purpose but you are using it! 🎨 #ishiriaesperaga #ishiriart #sketch #sketches #doodle #art #artistsoninstagram
People literally have no reason to hate pokemon go
“Pale awkward kids are outside” cry me a fuckin river some of them may have depression or social anxiety and wouldn’t be able to get out or exercise otherwise
“No one looks where they’re going” do not sit there and tell me people don’t do that to begin with you all fussed about the same thing when texting got popular
“The stops are inappropriate and disrespectful” ok yeah but the GPS is random and the app just came out so that will be fixed obviously; plus people are visiting historical sites they otherwise wouldn’t visit probably and learn something
“Teenagers-20-somethings are everywhere and it makes me uncomfortable” your 5 year old screaming in the middle of the park makes me uncomfortable bye bitch
“It’s weird and immature” life is weird and immature go fuck yourself
"Look at these grown ass men in their thirties playing, they need to grow up" (as provided by a co-worker of mine) Thing here is that it's not just adults, it's people of all ages. Are the majority of them around my age (22) or older? Hell yeah because Pokémon came out 20 years ago, many of these people were playing it as kids before I was ever identifying colors or able to string a sentence together. It's a sense of nostalgia and dreams come true so... yeah.
I've always been super shy about approaching you personally, though we've chittered in your streams here and there. I wanted to tell you just how inspiring & awesome you are to us tiny art birbs out here. Because of you and the community you've built, I've finally become more serious about my art & my life in general; I've finally taken the plunge and am going to see my doctor soon to get myself sorted out. It seems silly to me, having this all typed out... But yeah. I wanted to thank you. <3
TINY ART BIRBS aww so cute ;o; I am a true birb mom!
That is so great to hear, thank you for taking that step to go to the docs, I promise it will all improve from here! I’m so glad I could be a positive influence on you in art and life, you should know your message has done the same for me!
Honestly think I’m about to cry right now. I hope it does too. Appointment is on the 21st. Here’s to trying to make it! And thank you again... I just wanted you to know how much we all believe in you and want to see you succeed, too. Thank you for answering my silly message.
tfw you send an anon message to your artist crush and you’re like DAMN IT WHY DID YOU SEND THAT, YOU TWAT.
I just want you to know that you're beautiful. The world needs you more than you could ever imagine. Seriously, you matter. I hope you know that. I hope you know your self worth and that you love yourself. Because you deserve to be happy. You're a beautiful soul.
Obviously, I don’t know who sent this but... thank you. I needed so much to hear this today. I wish you could/would come forward so I can hug you. Thank you.
I’ve known for a good 5 years minimum that I’m pan, but I really reaffirmed it for myself when I started up some Pinterest boards for my art (like poses, hairstyles, etc) and realized how many punky/alternative girls with nose rings I’d posted in my face/hair boards. The gay is still strong within me! >///<
Doodled this on the back of my friend's bar tab when we went to go see #herojr #herojrmusic at #theyardline tonight/last night. Got really inspired as they rocked out, so you'll see some tiny music notes and stuff in there. #ishiriart #ishiria #ishiriaesperaga #artistsoninstagram #artistsontumblr #eyes #doodle #sketch #pen #ink
Not sure if I ever posted the finished portrait of this one! Done with #copics #copicmarkers #prismacolor #coloredpencil and I believe a touch of #pearlescent #watercolor. Anatomy is off but I will say I'm pleased with how she turned out regardless. My confidence with #markers is poor, so this was a nice practice work. #ishiriart #ishiria #ishiriaesperaga #art #artistsoninstagram #artistsontumblr #ab0gardrawmyoc #maybeplz #thatdbecool
I've finally done it. Truly, I can make no better quality video than this one. It's magnum opus, my bees de resistance. Hive reached maximum puntential.
