Don't compare your love story to anybody else. Yours is different and unique. God planned it for you. Be thankful.
It's been 3months. The three months rule? not really true.
This is not a story that derived from someones love story nor a story derived from a movie. And I know now I'm one of the people who experience a heartbreaking story.
He's my boyfriend for 4 years (started 2010) and counting (in total of 5 years in the making :p) We haven't broken up for 4 years consecutive. We are super duper legal. Feeling ko we will get engaged soon.We are OKAY? People know about that but we're not because every time that we have misunderstanding he always say " Ayoko na, Pagod na ako hindi ko na kaya iworkout to" (I quit I'm tired I cannot workout this relationship) and me kinda like a martyr and would say "No, kaya natin to , pagsubok lang to marami dyan mas madaming napapagdaanan bago pa lang tayo andito ako tayong dalawa para magtulungan" (No, we can do this, this was just a challenge for both of us, many of them have the same situation but i know we can do this together). I was his first girlfriend that's why if he didn't do something for me or didn't treat me like a girlfriend I understand because I know he'll change he's just adjusting.
Masakit. Mahirap. Madami na akong nagawa sa kanya. This blog will not tell na nanumbat ako or what. Sobrang dami as in. Sana naappreciate nia un bago ako iwan. He graduated because of me, ung tipong kahit sobrang di na ako makakain maaus ko lang ang papel nia para sa P.E nia para sabay kami makapaggraduate. Ung tipong Mam pls bigyan niu ng chance si ohh.Nakapagpasa ka na ba ? ano tutulungan kita. May sakit ka ? aabsent ako aalagaan kita. Ayoko kasi kitang pababayaan ehh, aukong lumala ung sakit mo, na sumakit lang ung tenga at ulo mo nagpapanic na ako. Kasi inaalagaan kita kasi mahal kita NOON. Halos magkandarapa na ako para lang matulungan kita kasi un ung kailangan mo. Lahat un promise. too many to mention nakakapagod ehh. PAGOD NA RIN AKO. Dun ko na realize lahat. Walang nakakaalam ng sacripisyo ko para sa kanya. Akala ng iba masaya kami , pero todo ung hirap ko para sa kanya, Alam ko sakit sya sa ulo pero alam ko nagiintay ako ng panahong magbabago ka at inintay ko un HINDI AKO NAPAGOD, NI HINDI KO SINABI SAYONG NAGSAWA AKO PERO IKAW ANG LAKAS NG LOOB MONG SABIHIN UN.
October 2012 He went to US he's parent's petitioned him. LDR diba. Ni hindi ko nga sya hinatid kasi ayaw nia.
March 2014 He went home here in US. wow teh 2 years LDR nakasurvive kami ang saya diba. Umuwi sya nagborcay kami with his family. Pero akala ko nung umuwi sya magbabago na sya , parang lumala ata, parang nanay lang ako sa kanya, hindi girlfriend.
4 years naiisip ko mahal ba ko neto o mas mahal nia ung computer / ipod nia LOL.
April 2014 he came back there in US.
May of first week of this year, hindi nagpaparamadam ng 1 week no message or calls. ehh naiitindihan ko naman un ganun anman ehh.
After that di na ako nakatiis tumawag na ako sa fb nia dahil nakita ko syang online. saka dun natapos ang lahat saka dun ko unang narinig ung mga katagang. AYOKO NA SAWA NA AKO PAGOD NA AKO. wow ikaw pa ang may ganang nagsabi nia. Ang tapang mo din. lalake ka nga.
He knows my FB account and he always opened it. Pero ung sa kanya hindi. unfair. Tapos ako pa pinagbintangan may lalake daw ako. wow sana nga diba para abswelto na ako kaya kitang iwan. pero wala ehh wala. pinagbintangan mo pa ako. Ni hindi mo man lang ako hinyaang i depensa sarili ko at hindi mo kuinuha opinyon ko saka ka nagdesisyong TAPOS NA TAYO.
June July nanahimik ako kasi alam ko babalik ka. Nasa akin pa nga papel mo ehh para sa NCLEX mo. nung natapos ko na nagparamdam ka na ulit Thank you kumain lang ako sorry late reply may pupuntahan kami ehh. Si tanga naman ako umasa.
July last week may nakita akong post ng babae sa timeline nia.kilala ko ung babae na yun ehh bago pa lang kami kilala ko na may gusto un sa kanya, sabi ni ex wala daw sya gusto dun keso panget ganyan ganun basta auko dun . so 5 years pala sya nagantay at iyon boom naginit ulo ko malamang 2mos pa lang ehh may kalandian na ? diba nga 3mos rule kalokohan at sa FB pa.
after 3 days. nagdecide ako na magusap ulit kami at magkaroon n ng proper closure. wala na syang nararamdaman galit daw sya sa akin, ganyan ganun, i deny pa na wala daw un , natawa pa sya ahh.
And he blocked me on FB after a week
Just this wednesday at dahil sa kakulitan ng utak ko nagtry ako search sa google. Aba lumabas ung picture nung babae sa images. Wow sa google+ pa pala nagkalat ng lagim. At sabi Nakanots naman bi :)))) (name ni Ex) at aun may tawagan na pala nung July pa pala.
Finally my soul, mind, heart will rest.
I'm letting you go. No more heartaches, No more anger.
God let this happened for both of us.
Someday I will thank you for your own decision for leaving me hanging.
Goodbye. I remember you but I don't remember the feelings anymore.
Forgive but you cannot forget everything.
I'm happy contented and single and not flirting with somebody.
I need to learn , and stand up with no one was with me. I need to find myself first.
I know someone is meant for me and will be send by God and will love me equally.
dededos
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