Ishq Main Hai Jaan

South Indian American, 21, dancer, writer, engineer, and moving picture addict: Supernatural and everything else I can get my hands on

[infpisme]

“The more you try to avoid suffering, the more you suffer, because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you, in proportion to your fear of being hurt. The one who does most to avoid suffering is, in the end, the one who suffers most.”

— Thomas Merton

[infpisme]

“Owning our story can be hard but not nearly as difficult as spending our lives running from it. Embracing our vulnerabilities is risky but not nearly as dangerous as giving up on love and belonging and joy—the experiences that make us the most vulnerable. Only when we are brave enough to explore the darkness will we discover the infinite power of our light.”

— Brené Brown

[leohearts]

“Well I looked my demons in the eyes laid bare my chest, said “do your best, destroy me, you see I’ve been to hell and back so many times I must admit you kind of bore me.”

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[itxylopez]

[ishqmainhaijaan]

At the buffalo airport....it's fine.....I'm not sobbing or anything....

[spanish-blog]

[just-shower-thoughts]

Depression and Anxiety is like radiation. There’s always a little bit of it in the background but not enough to kill you. Then once in a while you get a free trip to Chernobyl.

[just-shower-thoughts]

I’m not an early bird or a night owl… I’m some form of permanently exhausted pigeon.

[onlytwitterpics]

[unbfacts]

J.R.R. Tolkien initially fell in love with his future wife at 16 years old. His guardian, a Catholic priest, ordered him to not have any contact until he was 21. He obeyed and finally met her under a railroad viaduct, and she broke up her engagement, converted to Catholicism, and married Tolkien.

[dearmyblank]

God, if you’re listening,

You know, I’ve heard so many times that if you hit rock bottom, things will start looking up.

I’m still waiting for a sunny day to come my way.

-A

[kayleefabulous]

my ultimate life hack? i like, never wear makeup except for occasions where i want to feel overly hot/professional. this way, people who see me everyday won’t be shocked when i don’t wear makeup, they will instead be shocked at how much hotter i can become. how much potential i don’t unlock for no reason other than laziness

[ishqmainhaijaan]

Ever looked in the mirror and despised the person you saw? I have every day, for the past year. 

[hope-crest]

me: wow things are actually going really well for once!

the crippling anxiety, waiting in the corner:

[onlytwitterpics]

[ishqmainhaijaan]

To wake up everyday and realize what you left behind can be debilitating. Realizing you have no idea how to get it back even if you want to can destroy you.

[part-of-the-fallen]

I’m gonna try to start posting again