Dec 17, 2025
I wish I could feel less sad
I hope tomorrow is better than the past couple of days
Because I am exhausted and nothing feels sane
I am losing so much of my light, I hardly shine (inside)
Outside is all pearls and daisies, painted nails, and a smile that turns frowns into sincerely given grins
I wish someday someone can see the real me, without shame or disappointment, without judgment and pity.
I wish I didn't have to pretend so much, and so well that no one can really tell
That I look like an angel, but inside of me is hell
